You're the Reason I Changed [COMPLETE]

Chapter Eighteen: Everything is NOT Alright

Hanon’s POV

Pumasok ako na medyo tulala parin…

Maaga pa… meydo matagal pa bago magring ang bell kaya napagdesisyunan ko na maglakad lakad muna. Habang naglalakad ako nakasalubong ko siya…

Nakatayo lang kami parehas… looks like even he is having a hard time thinking what to say.

“Uh… H-hi” ngumiti siya na parang di pa siya sure kung dapat ba siya ngumiti

“Hi…” I replied

Ok… ang ackward lang namin. Ba’t hindi… ang tagal na namin hindi nagpapansinan tas ngayon…well, ako lang naman di pumapansin at umiiwas eh

“Anno.. L-lu-“

“GOMENASAI HANON-CHAN!” at nagbow siya sakin. Eh? Di ko siya magets?

“W-why are you apologizing to me Luki-kun?”

“I’m sorry for all the trouble I caused you, please forgive me! I promise I’ll do everything just for us to regain our lost relationship… onegai Hanon-chan… I can’t bare to loose you again…” nakita na may tumulong luha sa floor. Umiiyak siya?

Inangat ko siya kasi mukha wala siyang balak

“Baka Luki-kun”

“Eh?” nagtataka ung mukha niya at medyo may luha pa sa mata niya

“I was never angry with you so there’s reason for me to forgive you. Actually I should be the one asking, scratch that. Begging for your forgiveness”

“You don’t need to beg or ask. There’s nothing for you to ask forgiveness for” he said smiling

“Huh? But I pushed you away. Said hursh things and avoided you and treated you like a staranger for a month”

“I don’t care. I wasn’t angry with you. I was hurt and worried about you”

“Luki-kun… demo…” ako naman ang naluluha ngayon. Sa ginawa ko sa kanya siya pa ang nagaalala sakin?

“Hanon-chan, I love you. And I know you love Steven-kun but please… I can’t loose you. Even if you don’t love me the way I do for you at least let us be friends again and allow me to countinue loving, caring, protecting and being by your side… please Hanon-chan”

I was speechless kaya ang nagawa ko lang ay tumango.

Bigla nagliwanag ang mukha niya at niyakap ako ng sobrang higpit

“ARIGATOU GAZAIMAS HANON-CHAN! HONTONIE, ARIGATOU!”

“I can’t breath Luki-kun…” I said as I pat his shoulders at dahil dun agad siya kumalas

“Gomen… demo… hontonie arigatou Hanon-chan. I’m really glad you accepted me again ^___^”

“Yeah… me too. I’ve missed you BF ^____^”

“I missed you too… so much”

Sobra ko rin kita namiss Luki-kun. Actually the pass month lagi ko naiisip na siguro dapat ko na hayaan si Luki-kun na tulungan ako. Naiisip ko baka masyado ako nag over react pero kasi… a week after we arrived back to the Philippines… I started getting calls. And it kept coming every  two weeks. It was the same person with the same questions.

She kept asking “Did you spoke to him? Did you meet with him?” it was like that always. And who else was that person, no other than Chiisa-san; Luki-kun’s mother.

Yeah… she threatend me. She said if I continued my relationship with Luki-kun she will make her move. At first I tried to convice her that what she is doing is wrong but then she after that call she sent her men. They didn’t do anything but watched us. I was scared so when she called again I told her I’ll end it with Luki-kun. So I did.