You're the Reason I Changed [COMPLETE]

Chapter Nineteen: 8 Reasons to love Him

Hanon’s POV

Katulad ng nirequest ko di na namin pinansin ni Luki-kun sina Len at Justin. I know I’m being selfish with I’m doing pero anong magagawa ko, eh sa masakit talaga =w=”

Justin kasi ba’t di mo nalang kasi ako mahalin TTATT

Ano ba yan… kakagising ko lang eto nanaman nasa isip ko! Hanon! Tumigil ka na! Sabi nang kalimutan mo na yung lalaking yon! >A<

“Love me instead Hanon-chan”

Napaupo ako sa pagkahiga ko sa kama

“Love me instead Hanon-chan”

Ulit ulit Luki-kun? Aish. Ba’t di nga nalang si Luki-kun ang mahalin ko. Madali lang naman siyang mahalin diba? At least siya naiintindihan ako…

Ugh. Reasons to love Him:

1)      He Understands me

Naligo na ako at nagbihis. Saturday ngayon kaya walang pasok. Bumaba na ako at pumuntang kusina kasi gutom na ako! ^_____^

“Ohayou Hanon-chan ^^” oo nga pala. Dito na ulit tumitira si Luki-kun kasi ok na nga kami diba?

“Ohayou. Where’s Kasan?”

“She’s still asleep. Here, eat up ^^”

“You made breakfast? O.O”

“Yup. I lived alone for so long in the past and I got tired of eating fast food then. Actually it’s more expensive to eat outside all the time than making your own food so I studied cooking since and it turns out, it’s actually fun to cook. So count on me to cook for you starting today ^^”

“Sugoi Luki-kun. Hehe… Arigatou ne? ^^”

2)      He knows how to cook! >w<

“Itadakimas! ^^”

Sinubo ko na ang luto niya

“OISHI! It’s so delicious! ^_______^”

“You’re such a child Hanon-chan. That’s just simple food ^^”

 Simple lang naman talaga ang niluto niya eh. Hotdog, omelet, bacon at rice lang naman eh pero ewan ko ba,  parang pang 5 star restau na nung tinikman ko XD

Binitawan ko ang hawak kong chopsticks at sumiryoso ang mukha ko pati boses ko

“Ne Luki-kun… I want to love… you”

“Eh?” napatigil siya sa pagkain at gulat siya humarap sakin

“I want to learn to love you” seryoso ako. Tama siya sa sinabi niya nun. Simple nga lang ang solusyon sa problema ko. Mahalin ko lang siya at pwede ko nang harapin sina Justin at Len pag ganun.

“You don’t study how to love someone, you just do” seryoso din na ang boses niya at binitawan na rin niya nag chop sticks niya

“I’m serious Luki-kun! You’re right, the best way to foget about Justin is for me to love someone else. And who better to love than you” hinawakan niyang mahigpit ang chopsticks niya

“So it’s because of Steven-kun again huh?”

“I want to forget him. This is for everyone but mostly for me. I want the pain to go away… I want to wake up with a smile on my face again. Not waking up and thinking of him then tears would just fall from my eyes. You said you would help me, you said to love you instead. Well this is it. Help me. Help me to love you instead… please…” naiiyak na ako. Kasi naman sawa na talaga ako na magmahal ng isang taong hindi naman ako mahal. Masakit talaga… hirap na ako. Pati relasyon ko sa ibang tao nadadamay na eh. Dahil doon di ko makausap si Len. At sigurado ako pati siya nahihirapan na at litong lito.