Home Is With You

46 • Cherish

Silence ensues as we arrived back at home. Opening Jeremy's door for him, we walk inside. Jeremy instantly going to the bedroom. Shrugging off my suit jacket I start on lunch. Deciding on chicken alfredo, I get to work as I listen to the shower running.

I was hoping beyond hope that Jeremy wouldn't shut me out. I know today was tough on him mentally. But I wanted him to see this through to the end.

Setting lunch on the table I look at Jeremy who came downstairs. Freshly showered, dressed in simple sweatpants and a shirt, his eyes bloodshot and puffy.  "Come sit baby. I made chicken alfredo." I say as I scoot out his chair for him.

Jeremy sat down with a sniff as he rubbed his eyes. Watching him eat I noticed he avoided eye contact. Reaching out for his hand, he flinched back looking down. "I won't hurt you Jeremy. I'm right here." I say softly pulling my hand back.

"Wha-wh-what y-y-you hear-heard....didn't p-put you off?" Jeremy stuttered softly as he sniffled. "Jeremy do you know what I heard. I heard the story of a young boy who was taken advantage of. Who no one tried to protect. I see a young boy who is still trapped in the cycle of pain." I said to him as he glanced at me. Getting out of my seat I kneel in front of him.

Wiping his tears with my thumb I frown softly. "C'mon I'll save this for later. Let's move you to the couch." I whisper to him. Quickly putting the food away, I sit on the couch pulling Jeremy in my lap. "Tell me how you're feeling about today sweetheart. I know it was alot." I say trying to provide comfort.

Feeling Jeremy breath deeply, "I thought I would be okay with this. But today I felt like that same boy who got abused all those years ago. I'm trapped in this state of fear and anxiety. I hate feeling like this." Jeremy whimpered. "I know you do sweetheart. I could tell how this trial, especially taking the stand, was taking a toll on you. I'm so sorry you have to testify." I say to him rubbing his back.

"Don't apologize. I knew the secrets I was digging up when I chose to go to court. I just didn't expect for them to find anything. I didn't want you to watch it. I don't want there to even be a possibility you'll leave. I don't want you to think bad of me." Jeremy whispered resting his head on my shoulder. "Sweetheart nothing that I witnessed today is turning me away from you. If anything I want to make love to you. Show you how special you are to me. Show that little boy inside he's someone to be cherished." I say to him placing a kiss on his forehead.

"Really." He asked. "Have I ever lied to you?" I asked him softly. Shaking his head, he presses a solid kiss to my cheek. "Thank you for loving me." Jeremy sighed. "Do you feel better sweetheart?" I asked him.

"Yes. I want you to make love me. Make me feel special." Jeremy said as he straddled my hips. "Are you sure? I don't want you to feel forced to do this." I said to him as he straddled my hips.

"I'm sure. I need you to make me feel better." Jeremy said lightly. Kissing him softly, my hand on his hip. Feeling him grind his hips into my cock, I pull away from him. "This is about you. Let me cherish you." I whisper as I carry him up to the bedroom.

Laying him on the bed, I remove his clothes. Removing my vest and shirt I descend to my knees. Taking his foot in my hand I place a kiss on it. Placing kisses around his ankle,"If you were a God I would be your only disciple. Be the only one to gaze my eyes upon you. " I murmur running my hands along his legs. Kissing his thighs softly, I lick a stripe up his flesh, "So alluring. People should be groveling at your feet." I whisper. Licking around his abs I hum softly as I caress his body. Feather like touches followed by a solid kiss. Reaching his nipples suckling on one as I stimulate the other. Jeremy's back arched off the bed, sliding my arm under his back.

"I love you for all you are. And all you will be." I murmur as I lick at his neck. "You are deserving of everything this world has to offer and more." I say to him as I leave a hickey on his flesh.

Traveling down to his cock that stood fully erect, I bend his legs at the knee getting a full view. "What am I saying?" I ask as I put my lips against his puckered hole. Mouthing out the letters p-r-e-t-t-y against his sensitive hole, delving my tongue against it.

"Pretty." Jeremy gasps out. "That's right. You are the pretttiest." I reiterate. Swiping my tongue across his hole, my hand finding the base of his cock. Taking my finger I suck on it before pushing past his entrance as my tongue make quick work. In and out I feel his walls begin to twitch as I stroke his cock eliciting pre cum. Hearing Jeremy's soft moan I smile softly knowing he was lost in pleasure. Inserting another finger stretching him as I lick at his walls moaning lightly. Jeremy's moans grew louder as I pumped him, continuing my movements in his hole.

Setting in another finger I extract my tongue as I stroke his cock knowing he was close. Clenching his fingers around my shoulders, cum shoots out thick ropes that covers his chest. Removing my fingers I stand up removing my pants.

"Such beauty " I say to him. Aligning myself against him I hold his hand as I thrust forward. Ever so gently. "Homer."  Jeremy gasped as he pulled my down kissing me deeply. Tongues intertwined I rock my hips forward reaching the depths of Jeremy. Feeling him grabbing at my hair I suck on his bottom lip as I start thrusting faster. Eliciting a string of moans from Jeremy I suck on his tongue softly.

Feeling Jeremy beginning to claw at my back I pull away from him. A single thread of saliva connecting our lips. Keeping eye contact as I quicken my pace "I fucking love you Jeremy Gorman. Don't let nobody tell you different." I groan lowly. Watching as Jeremy let loose a gasp as he orgasms. "I love you too."