The Masquerade

Chapter 36

Adiva's POV

I haven't in a single day missed college but Kevin yes.
He has been in touch throughout,we have been skyping but I am fighting the urge to see him.

The college has already been started but I am still in Florida,with Chris and her parents.

Our return tickets are scheduled for 3 days later and I am counting hours to get back there.

Also I am missing the fun after college starting.I so wanna be there but I cant help waiting.

Chris entrrd my room with my phone and shouts at the top of her lungs,laughing and mocking to see the display screen beaming with Nancy's number.
"You told me,there is a cold war between you two and that you dont get along?"

"I thought so,I dont really know,why she has to call me out of all"I sigh taking phone from her hand.

"Hello,Nancy! How are you?"

"Adiva,I know we havent ever gelled well,not that I think ill of you,but I never really counted you as a friend but there is something you need to know,sonprepare yourself for it"

"What is that?Is everything ok?"I ask with a bit worried tone.

"I dont know how to say it or how you ll take it but its important for you to know"

"Whats it all about?"

"Adiva,Kevin is cheating on you with Derby,I have myself seen them making out at the welcome party the other day"

"He doesnt love you or anybody for that matter,he has tried his luck with me,I dont know since when are you guys dating but you are being fooled" she blurts out in the speaker.

Her words such venomous that I refuse to listen and my heart refuse to accept,I get a thought that Nancy out of all has been intrested in Kevin and she only walk on them .

She just wants to create a scene out of it.kevin cant ever do that to me,not after what all have passed between us in Miami and Derby,she is after all a friend of mine.

My mind distrusts each word and heart doesnot allow the hatred seep in.Her words were poisoning me deep and I couldn't take more.

"No,this cant be true,he cant do that to me ever,I dont believe you Nancy"

"Then start believing adiva,come here yourself and know,My concern was to tell you,I did my job,Take care!"

She hung up.

"What did she say,what happenend,oh god tell me,Adiv,whats the matter,you are scaring the life out of me,for godsake say something?"
Chris shakes me.

"Kevin,she says is cheating on me with Derby"

"What?"

"No,this cant be true Chris,he cant do that to me,Derby is my friend"

"Call him,call him now" she tells me.

With my shaking hands and teary eyes,I dial his number.

He picks up just before I am about to disconnect.

"Hi love,how are you?"

"Kevin,where are you?

"Ammm..I am on the driving Derby to the library"

"So you guys are togeather?"

"What type of question is that now"

"We have always been togeathee when you left as far as I remember"

"Kevin,Answer my question,Are you guys seeing each other or is it even more than that"

The silence continues for longer than I had expected and it was my cue to know amd smell the fishiness already.

"I am sorry Adiva,we wanted to surprise you all once after you have returned and look,you already know it from somewhere,We dint mean to hurt you or anything,I ll tell you all about it in detail"

I hang up and cry my heart out,Chris held me and I couldnt stop myself from breaking.

It took me like hours to stop winding and raining and coming to the actual thought process.

I have been abandoned yet again.
I have nobody to go to,Mike last owrds to me before we broke up echo in my mind and I sob again.

Sitting in dark room,I visualised all my one long year and how my life actually changed in this year.

I broke up with Mike and now I knew what ot could have been for Mike ti endure this pain and for him to see me going the wrong way,he tried to stop me but I never bothered listening to him,not even for sake of what relation we had for years.I simply diamissed all his thoughts and verdicts and reduced them to his insecurity for losing me.

How big of a fool,I was,how I could see what was mine and chucked him out and how blindfolded I was by a man,I merely knew for months.

All the rushing memories from the time I spent with Kevin in Miami and then him deflowering me and taking away my immaturity.I could stop myself from gushing anger in my blood stream.

Without a second thought I called up Kevin

"You son of a bitch,what do you think,you could get easy on me,what do you think,I ll let you live happily ever after with that bloody word sorry.I gave you my everything just to hear you say someday that you never loved me,you never told me that while we were making out,just because you are a motherfucking sonovabitch,born from the rotten womb,I wont let you go easy with that
How could you just think of surprising me one day with the news of you going around with any other and here it is none other than my friend.
What did you think,I m one sacrificial lamb,who would give her everything just for the sake of seeing you find your true love.
You have used me,I have been in your bed,I have fed your hunger,I wont let it subside,Mr.Kevin Foster.
Just wait and count your glory and love days until I reach.
Fuck her hard because soon I qont leave you to do that,only the thing you do hard will be crying,and I curse you to forever moan love and die a death of a street dog,you asshole"

He hasnt spoken a word and I hang up,breathing harsh,I feel better,I catch with my breath and next call uo Nancy to thank her and apologise.

I tell her of my short arrival and repeatedly apologise for overlooking the people who actually were my well wishers all the time but I never really cared instead lived blindfolded throughout this time.

I regret,solemnly do.

Author's Note

So here it is another bomb dropped,now we know what was it for Adiva all through out and what calamity now.

Its time we get to know a little about kevin's feeling all these times,what was his brief stint with Nancy then Adiva and now with Derby all about.

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