Battle Wounds: Solangelo Soulmate AU

NINETY- FOUR

WILL POV:
Nico has been shaking all day and he can't seem to stop. "I-It's withdrawals, I-I'm fine."

"Nico," I say, my voice coming out breathy from anxiety. "What can I do."

"Only thing would be to give me my pills back but I know that's not gonna happen so can you just hold me?"

I nod and pull him onto my chest, he keeps twitching and it almost seems like his shaking is getting even worse. It's barely been 36 hours since the last time he took a pill but his withdrawal symptoms seem to only be getting worse rather than better.

"Is it normal for withdrawal symptoms to be this bad?" I ask, rubbing his back gently.

He nods, "They were this bad last time. L-l-let's just hope it only lasts week like it did last time too."

"How long could it last for?"

"Months," he says plainly. "Can you turn off the light? After all day in school with those fluorescence lights my head is pounding."

I gently get him off me and turn off the lights.

"And the blinds?"

I frown but do as he requests and once the room is dark head back over to Nico. "Molto meglio."He immediately climbs into my arms again and sighs. "Thank you."

"You're welcome baby."

After about an hour of Nico tossing and turning and unable to get comfortable he whines, "I need you to do something."

"Whatever you want love," I say.

"No no, like something. T-to me. I don't care what just something."

"Something?"

"Yeah, I don't care. Slap me, fuck me I don't care I just need to feel something."

That catches me extremely off guard. "Okay. . ." I say hesitantly. "Why baby?"

"I need to feel something," he snaps a little, clearly frustrated with something. "I just feel numb and buzzy and I don't like it. I need you to make me feel something before I hurt my self."

I think for a second before grabbing him by the roots of his hair and tug him down to kiss me. He moans into my mouth and puts everything he's got into this kiss. I keep a tight grip on his hair tugging every so often to make sure he feels it. It seems like it was enough at least at first but soon enough Nico's falling to the side and pulling me on top of him. He tugs at my shirt until I pull it over my head and he starts dragging his hands all over my body as if he needs to re-memorize it.

I take off his shirt and press him down into the mattress until he sighs contently and I feel him start to relax. He lifts his chin until I get the hint and start kissing his neck. At first gently but slowly work up to practically chewing on his neck because he keeps shoving my head harder onto his neck.

"I love you," he groans.

I smile against his skin, "I love you more."

I move my way down his body, biting his nipple a lot harder than I meant to but he seemed to love it so I do it again on the other side. He moans and bucks his hips up into me and I find that he's already rock hard. I move one hand down to rub his crotch and he groans loudly, biting his lip so hard I'm scared he'll make himself bleed so I pull it out from between his teeth.

I keep kissing and biting all over his torso, very much appreciating the feel of his hard muscles flexing between my hands and mouth. I lick a stripe up his abs and he shivers so violently it startles me.

"S-sorry," he huffs out, out of breath, "I'm really sensitive right now."

"Do you want me to be more gentle?"