verb. come to a resolution in the mind as a result of consideration.
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I could not concentrate on my work. Jungkook's words kept on replaying in my head. I didn't expect him to react so strongly.
Was I being insensitive to his feelings? I thought he understands where I'm coming from. Maybe he does but had I pushed him too far this time?
I know we have a lot of things to talk about. But I don't want to initiate it. I'm not ready to open a can of worms. We're happy. Everything is going well. Why do we have to talk about reality when we're so comfortable in our current state? I don't want to ruin the atmosphere. I still have a month to go.
But the nearer the day gets, the pressure gradually increases. Do I really have to decide?
I spent the next hour trying to locate the bug which I successfully did. But I don't want to be complacent anymore. I told the team to keep on looking and to tighten the security settings of the game before I logged out.
I stretched my arms as soon as I get up. I wonder if Jungkook's sleeping. He must be. It's almost 6 am. I turned off everything before I went out of the room. I stared at the door while I contemplate how to talk to him. I sighed and went down the stairs. I headed to the kitchen and decided to cook breakfast for him.
After I'm done, I went up to the bedroom. It's awkward for me to say 'our' bedroom but he had no problem calling the entire house 'ours'. My guilt had been slowly eating me.
I opened the door and saw him lying on his stomach in the center of the bed. It's been a habit of his that he hasn't broken off yet. I slowly walked toward him and went up to the bed. I laid down beside him and caressed his face, swiping his hair back to see him clearly.
His mouth was hanging open a bit. He looked so peaceful, like a child who has no problem in the world. I run my thumb on his cheek and nose. He flinched a little and slowly his eyes fluttered.
"Huh?" He groggily asked and closed his eyes again. I thought he was going to sleep again but he reached for my waist and pulled me close. He put his leg over my thighs and face on my neck. My arms went around him and hugged him tight. "'Morning, babe..."
I carefully held his face up and kissed his lips. "'Morning..."
His eyes slowly opened and our gazes met. He pouted and sighed. "I'm sorry..."
I shook my head. "No, I'm sorry..."
"No, I overreacted..."
"Shhh..." I put my thumb over his mouth before kissing him. His hold on my side tightened and I suddenly felt hot. We both deepened our kiss. I moved and was on top of him within seconds. His hand was automatically inside my shirt, caressing my back before it found my mound.
"Mmmm..." He softly groaned as he squeezed it. Our tongues met and began battling with each other as my hand went inside his boxers. I found his hard bulge and pressed it. I was rewarded with his low growl and he hastily removed my shirt, revealing my bare chest.
