Had To Be You

Nothing | Ch: 40

He stayed silent, "say something?! Anything?"

"Evelyn, what did you see?" and there, I knew it, I knew something was wrong. I keep staring him in the eyes, they were starting to fill with water. "WHAT DID YOU SEE." he said with jittery teeth.

"Why were you hiding the truth?"

"Evelyn. Answer me first. What did you see?" he had fear in his eyes. And rage.

"A text. I saw a text, from Ace. Saying that she's glad that you're finally leaving me." I sigh and let the water flow out of my eyes. "I saw it Liam, I've been seeing how you kept lying to me. I knew you didn't like me. And I knew that I was falling for you." tears rush.

"I- It's not what you think it is."

"Oh I wish! I seriously seriously wish it's not what I think. Please, enlighten me. With what it really is."

"I can't."

"Yeah, that's what I thought."

"Evelyn, this was not how I planned things to go, you coming into my life changed a lot of things. You have no idea, how difficult it is for me to- "

"Pretend? Right, that must be difficult."

"No that's- that's not what I meant-"

"Oh stop! Stop with the lying already. Do you not get tired? With all these acting! Is someone paying you for this? Is this a prank of something? Like a big prank that Hazel planned?" I get down from the table and randomly start to walk.

Like a crazy person. I'm starting to believe that now.

"What are you even saying?"

"You tell me! You tell me! I'm soo soo confused here, did you listen to a word that I said? I'm falling for you EVERYDAY! Knowing that you just keep lying to me. I can literally feel my heart breaking into pieces. Being shattered with every lie." I rest my ass on the floor. I definitely look like a crazy person.

"I didn't lie about anything." He looks at me, and slowly approaches.

"Yes Liam you did, you made me believe that I'm worth loving, you made me believe that everything that my mom ever said," I start to breath fast "about me not being able to make someone fall in love with me, you made me believe all of that was wrong." I feel my heart pounding "You made me believe in every word you ever said to me." I stop, uncontrollable tears start running. "And for what? Just get my heart broken," he comes closer to hold me.

I move away, "I know I might sound really really dramatic right now. But trust me you have no idea. I feel so much every time I see you, every time you touch me, every time we kiss. You meant the world to me Liam" I sigh, " And you know the worst part of all of this, is that I can't stay away from you. I just want to feel loved by you."

He comes closer and holds my face. "Hey, hey, stop crying."

"All I want to hear from you is that you love me as much as I do. I don't have the strength to stay away from you. Every time I see you my legs go weak. I can't imagine that I got involved in all of this but it's the truth, it's reality. I DON'T have the strength in me to accept the fact that I mean nothing to you. NOTHING."

I slowly stand up. Exhausted from all the confession. Ready to leave him. "Why did you do this to me, Liam Kade?"

His brown eyes piercing into mine, he kneels down and wraps his hands around my waist, rests his head on my bellbottom. "Evelyn. I love you" I stop. Breathing.

"I have loved you with all my life. I think about you every second of every day. Every morning I wake up, I feel good, because I know that I'll see you in school. When I leave I feel good, that I'll see you again tomorrow" he starts shaking.

"You have every right to be mad at me, there is a little something that I can't tell you right now. I'm trying, Evelyn. I'm trying to fix it. But- " he stutters "but it isn't that simple. And it doesn't change the fact that I love you."

"Liam." I sigh deeply "why? Are you doing this?"

"Please Evelyn. Please. Believe me on this one. I meant every word that I just spoke. You're the only thing I dream about when I'm wide awake. And I know. I know how I made you feel. I had no choice. Trust me I didn't"

"How can I trust you Liam? You kept lying to me." I was numb. My mind had given up, my eyes were dried out, and yet there was a strong urge to cry and just keep crying. "You probably wouldn't have stopped if I didn't tell you that I knew about the other girl."

"There is no other girl." I just. I sigh. Like I said there was nothing left in me to fight him. "Ace is not some other girl."

"Who is she then?" He stays quiet. "Liam? Who is she?"

"Evelyn. Please."

"That's not the answer to my question."

He stands up, his eyes are all red, he holds my hands, oh gosh they're so cold. He says "I can't tell you that. Just trust me on this one I'll fix it."

"Is it someone you dated before?"

"What!? NO! You're getting it all wrong. Just- just listen to me. I CAN'T LOSE YOU Evelyn. I'm- I'm just way too deeply in love with you."

"It's a two way thing Liam, if you don't trust me with your problems how can I? You ask me to trust you, when all you've done is keep me in darkness, you let me believe in all your little tricks."

I move away from him, releasing my hands from his. "You should've told me the truth." I wipe my eyes, and walk towards the door. He grabs my wrist and yanks me back to him.

Wraps his hands around my waist. Our lips collide, fiercely, passionately. He has never done it like this before. It was dominating, controlling and I wanted to be controlled.

"I said I can't lose you goddamn it!" He says in my mouth while kissing, "I promise I'll fix it. Just- just don't leave me.

"I want you Liam."

"I want you too Evelyn." And he continues kissing. What the hell?! Why can't I push him away? He pulls away and looks at me. "You seriously believe all of this is a lie? When there's nothing else I can think about when I see you. I keep worrying about you ALL THE TIME."

He lets go of my waist and grabs my wrists, to put it over my head. Bites my lips then holds it with both his lips and pulls away with it.

I move my hands under his shirt to feel his body. His perfectly carved abs, I feel every inch of it. He pulls away, and kisses my jaw bone and then my neck, licks it with the tip of his tongue, and my legs go weak.

He grabs the waist with one hand and pulls me up "stay still" he orders. "I'm not letting you slip away this time." Pulls me closer to him "you belong to me."

"You still wanna leave?" I moan. In his mouth.

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A/N

Short chapter, I know, but it was fun. It has been a couple of days since I haven't written any new chapters. I'll try to brainstorm as much as I can and start the new chapter.

Hope ya'll like it till now. See you in the next chapter....!