🥀In Loving Memory🥀

Chapter 47

Hi Readers, I know I haven't updated for quite sometime, but I have spent my whole summer writing this chapter that should at least last a week long. I'm sorry for the delay but this is a wrap up chapter

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"You mean to tell me that you and Jazmine were still seeing each other even after you gave her the cure?" Huey asked as James looked sad.

"Yeah, I was surprised that we were still interacting but it was for a good reason," James said.

"After all that you had put her through, why would she come back to you? I understand you gave her the cure but you took so much away from her. According to Ebony, after Nicholas was in your custody she was broken. It's as if she had seen a new Jazmine," Huey sternly questioned.

Huey wished Jazmine was here so he could ask her. He had so many questions that he wanted to ask her but he knew he wasn't going to get them since she is dead. Settling for James was the closest he was going to get to what Jazmine was going through. There might have been stuff that Ebony and Nicole didn't know but James did.

James always seemed as if he knew a lot more about Jazmine than anyone had expected. Huey felt that James got to see a side of Jazmine that nobody ever imagined.

"Then on top of that, Jazmine was having such a hard time being a mother to Huelene since she was depressed," Huey added.

"Freeman, you got it all wrong!" James denied.

"What do you mean I got it all wrong? Ebony told me that Jazmine wasn't doing good as a mother because she was always sad and didn't want to deal with anybody," Huey argued.

"That is not TRUE!" James exclaimed as he felt his blood boil. He pinched the bridge of his nose while sighing and just shook his head.

"You do understand that my and Ebony's perspective of Jazmine is different right?" James pointed.

"Have you not caught on to that by now? Ebony says she was a terrible mother, she was broken after Nicholas was taken away from her, she had a hard time trying to be herself; that is all bullshit!" James exclaimed mimicking Huey.

"You guys don't know the other side of Jazmine. I will admit after she had given birth she became a little depressed but all mothers go through that. They acted as if it was the end of the world when she decided to disconnect from everybody for a little bit. But they wouldn't know how it feels because they never got the full experience of being pregnant and being sad after the baby got here," James fussed.

"I'll tell you how Jazmine was as a mother!" James sternly spoke.

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After Jazmine had given me Nicholas, I was so happy that he was finally in my custody. It was to the point I didn't know what to do with myself. I couldn't go out to the bar and celebrate since I had the baby. And for some odd reason, I wasn't attracted to going to the bar anymore or staying out late. I wanted to quit drinking just so there wouldn't be any accidents.

One of the first things I did with Nicholas was hold him for a very long time. Then I eventually started to take a bunch of pictures of him. He was a very cute baby and he looked exactly like me when I was a baby. I wouldn't have minded if he came out looking like Jazmine but I was happy that he looked exactly like me.

I was wondering if he had endured some of my behavior as an infant too. Of course, I don't remember as much of how I act. My parents never took care of me since they were busy with work so I was always left at home with the nannies. I don't remember much of them since they always switched them out frequently. There were a couple who I couldn't understand since they came from a foreign country.