🥀In Loving Memory🥀

Chapter 44

"Throughout Jazmine's pregnancy did you ever talk to her?" Huey asked.

James just looked down at the floor and stayed quiet.

"With the amount of stress, you were going through without having her in your life, I have a strong feeling you've seen Jazmine," Huey strongly leaned towards her.

"What makes you so sure I actually went to go see her?" James asked.

"Giving from your story, it seems as if your sources didn't want to have anything to do with providing you information on Jazmine. Sure Tyrone and William told you anyway but it's not as if they were going to fulfill you on any more details," Huey explained.

"I had another source," James added.

"And who would that be? Unless you had someone else at the school or hospital who knew about Jazmine's pregnancy, I highly doubt they would benefit you and what you needed to know about Jazmine," Huey denied unphased.

"Actually this one did benefit me and what I needed to know about Jazmine...she was very helpful," James smirked.

"Then who was it?" Huey asked curious to hear.

"I'm pretty sure you know her by now, but it was the one and only, Ebony Brown," James answered causing Huey to look taken back.

"Ebony?" Huey questioned in disbelief

"Yes, Ebony, you know the black lesbian woman who took Jazmine in when she was at her lowest?" James reminded.

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Since I was under the influence that Jazmine wasn't doing well I decided to lay low. I debated a couple of times about going to go see Jazmine but I put the idea on hold for the time being just to focus on myself.

As I stated before, Jazmine was having me go crazy thinking about her and I couldn't take it. Tyrone wasn't wrong when he said I was getting to be more obsessed than worried with her. Because he was indeed correct about that.

I didn't want to admit it to myself but I was becoming obsessed with Jazmine. When Tyrone made me self-aware of this I started to slowly notice.

Whenever I would be talking to women, I would specifically go for the ones that had big curly hair, lightskin, and either a skinny or thick body. It was rare to find any that came close to Jazmine's looks.

Jazmine had a very unique appearance and nobody could match up to her looks.

They didn't have her hair or eye color and sometimes the hair on their heads would be fake. Everything about them would be fake. It's as if they try to have her appearance.

I was at my penthouse in my room with a guest. I didn't know her name but I met her at the bar. The woman looked almost like Jazmine. She had strawberry blond hair but it wasn't curly or long like Jazmine's. Instead, it was straight and down to her upper back.

Instead of having green eyes like Jazmine, she had blue, and unlike Jazmine who had a body type that would be considered fat during this time period, the woman had the body of a model.

She was gorgeous, but she wasn't enough! She was only here to fill my little sorrow.

She was naked in bed with me and also on top of me. Ever since William told me that I could be the father due to having unprotected sex with Jazmine, I started to wear condoms every time I had sex.

If he was to be right then I would put myself in a worse situation. Unlike Jazmine, these women would actually try to come for my money. If you look at my clothes, car, penthouse, what I order, and what time I come into places you can tell that I have a high-paying job.