Make It Last Forever

I Know

Nicki POV

Today me,Ci,and Tyla are having a girls day out. Right now we are in Victoria's Secret trying on stuff and I can't keep my eyes off Ci. Lately I've been thinking about her,I've been dressing up more around her for some reason,I kinda feel jealous around her and J'Shawn,and just the mention of her name makes my heart flutter.

"Nicki!" She calls out

"Huh?" I say as I snap back to reality

"I said,what about this one?" She asks

It's a greenish,turquoise bikini.

"I like it" I smile

We try on a few more things then go to Tilly's and buy a few bucket hats,we go to the Adidas store and shop around for some clothes,we get a few shorts and shirts then go to Footlocker,we get the new Air Jordan 7 Retro Hare then go to the food court. We get some Pizza and sit down.

"They remodeled the food court nicely" Tyla said

I nod my head in agreement and take a bite of my pizza. As time goes by we walk around in awe at the way they remodeled the mall,we stop to get some ice cream then we leave.

While we're in the car I keep thinking about all these dreams I keep having,the first dream about Ci had a part 2 the other day.

*Dream*

I pull her shirt off and push her back on the bed,I lean down and softly kiss her while slowly grinding on her. She wraps her arms around my waist and I move down to her neck. She lets out a soft moan as I suck on a spot on her neck,I move down to her breasts and start kissing on the exposed part. I take off her bra and throw it across the room. I kiss and suck on them then make my way down.

*Dream Over*

I don't know why I'm having these dreams and feelings but maybe it'll pass. We pull up to the supermarket to get a few things for tonight,we get some chips,soda,and food. We pay for the stuff then go to the liquor store to get some wine and a little bit of liquor. We go back to Tyla's house and start cooking some food,we make chicken Alfredo pasta and poured some red wine. We bless the food and start eating.

"We should invite the guys over" I say

"We will but I need to talk to y'all first" Tyla say

"Ok" I say confused

"You first Ci" Tyla says

Her and Tyla go into a private room leaving me in my thoughts. Why does Tyla need to talk to us privately? My thoughts are broken by my phone ringing,I look down and see it's my mom calling me.

"Hey ma" I say

"Hey Onika,how you been?" She asks

"Good,you?" I respond

"I've been good" She said

"That's good,so what's up?" I ask

"I'm having a BBQ this weekend,you and your friends should come" She said

"Ok,I'll tell them" I say

"Alright I'll talk to you later" She said

"Alright bye ma,love you" I say

"Love you too,Bye" She said

She hangs up and Ci and Tyla come back into the room.

"Your turn Nicki" Tyla says

Ci gives her this look and Tyla nods her head.

"I'm not gonna tell her" She said

We go upstairs in her and Christian's room and she shuts the door.

"First I wanna tell you that I told Christian about the dream" She says slowly

"What the fuck Tyla!?" I ask

"I know,I never knew if you wanted me to tell anyone or not so I told him not to tell anyone and I told no one but him" She said

"Whatever just don't tell Ci,J'Shawn or Amir" I say

"I'm not gonna tell anybody else" She said

"It's just all confusing" I sigh

"What's confusing about it?" She asked

"Everything" I say

"Tell me" She said

"Every time I see her it's like everything stops and my heart starts to beat faster" I whisper

"I've been thinking about her non stop,I've been dressing up more around her for some reason,I kinda feel jealous around her and J'Shawn" I add

I look at Tyla and she had a big ass smirk on her face.

"What?" I ask

"You have a lot of feelings for her" She said

"Maybe" I say

"Ok maybe" She smirked

We go back downstairs and call the guys to come over. 20 Minutes later they get here,we play who can remain sober the longest. Tyla starts the timer and Drake is the first one out with 30 minutes,a hour goes by and me,Ci,Amir,Tyla and Christian are left.

"Shit I'm drunk" Amir slurs

"You're out baby" I say

I'm a little tipsy myself. I close my eyes and take another sip when my eyes open they land on Ci. We make eye contact and it locks,it feels as if everything slows down and we're the only ones in the room. I undress her in my mind and basically we have eye sex,my breathing starts to pick up and I break eye contact before it got carried away.

"I'm out" Christian said

"How the girls handle their liquor more than us" Safaree asked

Tyla chuckles and takes another sip.

"I'm done" Ci says

I take another sip and I feel the liquor in my system.

"I'm out" I say

"Looks like you won Tyla" August said

"What we owe you?" Future asked

"Y'all gotta do what I say for a week" Tyla slurred

"Ok" I say

We go upstairs into the guest rooms and go to sleep.

I awake the next morning with kisses to my face. I open my eyes fully and see Amir over me smiling.

"Good morning babe" He said

"Good morning" I say

"If you need me I'll be downstairs" He said

"Ok" I say

"Ok" He said

He kissed me and left out the room. I lay and think about what happened last night,thinking about what I told Tyla,my feelings and what happened last night I know I have feelings for Ciara.

A/N: Nicki admitted she has feelings for Ciara! Wow Will she tell Ciara? Next Update Soon!