Nicki POV
It's been a few days since the dinner and Ciara barely answers my calls. I knew she was gonna be upset but not to the point where she wouldn't want us together anymore. I was talking with Tyla at her house,I figured I talk with her since she knew about our problems from before we admitted our feelings to each other.
"I'm not even gonna lie,I felt some type of way for her" Tyla says
"Really?" I ask
"Yea,she looked crushed and pissed for a few seconds" She says
I've really been in a shitty mood since that night.
"Just give her time" She says
"She really cut me off" I say lowly
She told me that those days were gone and now I'm sitting here basically goin' half crazy cause I know she still thinks about me too and it ain't no way in hell
That I can be just friends with her. And I wish we never did it. I wish we never loved it,I wish I never fell so deep in love with her and now it ain't no way we can be friends. It really felt like something magical,but we were probably moving too fast. Ain't no tellin what we could've been and if I knew it would ended I this I would've never kissed her. She was my lover and friend and now she's throwing it away.
"If she's not answering talk to her when she comes over" She says
"Ok" I sigh
A couple hours pass and they all arrive,Ci gives me the cold shoulder,I give her a while to herself. A few minutes later we go into the backyard.
"What do you want me to do?" I ask
"Whatever you want" She says plainly
"Do you really want me to get married?" I ask
"Whatever makes you happy" She says
"What if I don't know?" I ask
"It's up to you to find out" She says about to walk away
"Why have you been ignoring me?" I ask stopping her
"I've been busy" She says
There's some truth in that but also some lies.
"Do you really not want us to get together?" I ask lowly
She stares at me before sighing.
"Part of me does,part of me doesn't" She says
"I didn't know you would feel like this if I said yes" I say softly
"It's whatever at this point" She says
"......Do you want me to choose?" I ask
"If you think it would help then do it" She says
"You have the answer now or later?" She asks
"Later" I say
She walks back in the house and I sigh. I really hate to have to choose but if it's what's best......
A/N: Decisions decisions.....Next update soon!
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Make It Last Forever
RomanceCiara,Onika (Nicki),Tyla (Wolftyla),Christian (DJ Wavy),Nayvdius (Future),August,Aubrey (Drake) and Safaree (SB) are all friends. Ciara and Nicki have been with their boyfriends since high school but what happens when they develop secret motives?
