Make It Last Forever

Confessions

Ciara POV

I was pacing back and forth in my room,waiting for J'Shawn to get home. Me and Nicki agreed to tell them at the same time,I hear the front door open and my heart starts to race,this is harder than I thought. He comes in the room and looks at me concerned causing me to sigh.

"I need to talk to you" I say

He sits down and so do I,I grab his hands and look in his eyes.

"I haven't been truly honest with you and I'm so sorry" I say sincerely

He slowly slides he's hands out of mine and looks at me confused.

"I will always love you and I always did" I say softly

"What happened?" He asks

".....I cheated on you" I say lowly

The look on his face brought tears to my eyes,he looked so heartbroken and distraught.

"No" He chuckles

"I know you didn't because that's not the girl that I know and fell in love with in highschool,the one who I chased after and fought for,the one who promised to stay faithful and I'll do the same,you're messing with my mind and that's not funny" He says his voice cracks

I remain silent and wipe the tears that fell down my cheek. He nods his head slowly clearly pissed off.

"What the hell!?" He yells

"I'm sorry,I didn't intentionally try for it to happen" I say

"Do I know the person?" He asks as he calms down a little

"Yes" I say lowly

"Who is it?" He asks

"......Nicki" I say softly

"Wow,Nicki,really?" He asks

"Yea" I sigh

"I can't believe you!" He yells

"How long?" He asks

"1 month" I say

"Did you,like you know,in here?" He asks

"Only once" I say softly

"I just really can't believe this right now" He say as tears form in his eyes

"I'm breaking up with you" I say lowly

"Are you serious!?" He yells

"Yes,we were drifting away from each other and you know it" I say

"I'm out of here" He says and walks out the room

I sigh and lay back on the bed,I knew this was gonna be hard,the last thing I wanted to do was break anybody's heart. But it had to be done,the only person I want is Nicki.

A few hours pass by and I get a text from Tyla.

Wolf 🐺💖: You broke up with him?

Me: Yea,how you know?

Wolf 🐺💖: He's here

Me: Oh

Wolf: I know I want you and Nicki together but damn he's hurt 😟

Me: I know 😔

Wolf 🐺💖: So you and Nicki must be ready to get together

Me: yea

Wolf 🐺💖: I'll text you when he leave,baby boy letting all his feelings out

Me: Lol ok

I put my phone on the charger and text Nicki.