This alpha is physically and mentally strong [Interstellar]

Chapter 91

   After learning about Bai Li's physical condition from Lu Zhao, Bai Ying managed to calm down.

Now Tang's is in a mess, and Bai Ying is also one of the focuses of attention. She knows that it is not suitable to stay outside for too long, so she hesitates for a moment and asks in a low voice if she can see Bai Li: "You don't need to meet, just take a look from outside. "

There are no windows on the corridor side of the independent ward, only a small observation window on the door. Bai Ying cautiously followed behind Lu Zhao, tiptoed and peeked in through the small window.

Bai Li leaned against the hospital bed, as if he had just finished the communication, the virtual screen of the personal terminal closed, and closed his eyes to rest with a tired face.

It could be seen that he was not lying very comfortably, but his left leg was firmly fixed on one side, and Bai Li could only move slightly to relieve his sore back from lying in one position.

Fortunately, he fell asleep within a few seconds of closing his eyes.

"You're so tired." Bai Ying shrank back, tiptoed to Lu Zhao's side and whispered, "It seems to be drowsy." "

Now I can only take an analgesic injection first," Lu Zhao said, "The side effects are very serious. He is basically sleeping."

Bai Ying replied twice, turning her head reluctantly and looking at the door of the ward from a distance, as if she could see the people in the ward from such a long distance.

It's a bit like Bai Li mentioned that when he was a child, Bai Ying squatted at the gate of the elementary school to peep at him, hiding behind a tree, thinking that he would not be exposed at all, poking his head, which made people laugh.

"...You can stand outside the door and watch," Lu Zhao still said, "He won't wake up for a while."

Lu Zhao was very clear about Bai Li not wanting to see Bai Ying, so he still didn't talk about the meeting.

Bai Ying waved her hands again and again: "No, no, now the situation is special, I'm not good at attracting attention here, I have to go back quickly."

"Where are you going back?" Lu Zhao said lightly, "Back to Tang Xiao's side?" "We

still have to go back now, and there are still some things to be arranged." Bai Ying said warmly, "Don't worry about Tang's side, wait for things I'll come back after I've settled down."

There seemed to be some other meaning in this sentence, Lu Zhao frowned slightly, and glanced at Bai Ying's bruised but calm face.

This kind of calm seems to be not the meekness of the past, which made him realize that Bai Ying is different from before. Lu Zhao was silent for a few seconds, then asked, "Where's Tang Xiao?"

He asked concisely, but Bai Ying quickly understood the meaning of his words.

"I'm sick and hospitalized," Bai Ying whispered softly, "I can't talk and I can't get up for the time being. He can't leave the main star yet, and I will arrange it later." Lu Zhao's heart jumped, and his

lips Moved: "Yeah."

"It's getting late, I'm leaving first," Bai Ying glanced at her personal terminal, all kinds of information had already filled her virtual screen, she called out a few replies and said "If there is anything I can do to help, please tell me, if there is any change in the situation of Mr. Li and Mr. Bai..." When she said this, her face showed the same embarrassment

and uneasiness as before. , stammering and saying that I can't go on.

"If he agrees," Lu Zhao said, "I will let you know."

Bai Ying heaved a sigh of relief, and hurriedly nodded with a smile.

It was still raining, and Bai Ying was walking towards the stairs on her thin high-heeled shoes. Lu Zhao saw the gauze on her glands.

Hearing what Bai Ying meant, it seemed that she had no intention of leaving the main planet with Tang Xiao. She wants to get rid of this imprisonment completely.

However, under the effect of the permanent mark, Bai Ying has been basically tied to Tang Xiao, and forcibly separating them will bring great pain to Omega, and there are even cases of death.

Lu Zhao watched Bai Ying walk a few meters away, but still couldn't help calling her. Bai Ying turned around to look at him.

"What would you do without Tang Xiao?" Lu Zhao asked in a low voice.

Bai Ying froze for a moment, subconsciously touched her own glands.

"I used to always ask myself this way," Bai Ying realized that Lu Zhao was talking about the permanent mark, "after all, the body has already had a lot of dependence on him, and it will be affected psychologically. So I always Very scared."

When her fingers touched the gauze, Bai Ying could almost touch the still bumpy skin underneath.

Lu Zhao didn't know what to say. He had never been permanently marked, and Bai Li gave him enough freedom. Even the temporary mark would only wait for the previous one to fade away before the next one. There would be basically no overlapping marks.

He didn't understand Bai Ying's pain, and couldn't empathize with it, so he could only choose to remain silent.

"But I recently discovered that as long as people are not afraid of pain, they can go anywhere." Bai Ying withdrew her hand, showing a gentle smile, "Don't worry about this, you are all good children, if you need anything, please contact me ."

She said this again, and then left in a hurry amidst the communication reminder on the personal terminal.

Lu Zhao waited for her figure to completely disappear at the stairs before turning back to the ward.

After the painkiller injection, Bai Li fell into a deep sleep, but as soon as Lu Zhao sat on the chair beside the bed, he still unconsciously turned his head towards Lu Zhao, habitually keeping himself away from Lu Zhao's messages. Prime is closer.

If Bai Ying's dependence on Tang Xiao's pheromones comes from the body, then they probably come from the mind more.

Even after such a long time, Lu Zhao still occasionally thinks that Bai Li is a very incredible person.

The fluttering moth's wings finally reached Bai Ying, but Bai Li still gave Bai Ying a hand.

It may have taken a long time and brought heartache and sadness, but it finally allowed her to borrow strength and the strength to struggle to get out.

Lu Zhao touched Bai Li's forehead, and it was no longer as hot as when he had a high fever.

"Huh?" Bai Li snorted in a daze.

"It's okay." Lu Zhao touched his face, "I think you are very powerful."

Bai Li's eyelids were heavy, and he smiled vaguely: "I'll give you a few more compliments when I wake up."

Lu Zhao, "Yes." He let out a cry, held Bai Li's hand and did not speak again.

The night rain was in a hurry, enveloping this quiet ward.

After the rainy night, the sky is clear.

Situ brought the news the next morning that the finals will be held on the 21st.

"It can't be helped." Bai Li has already woken up, but still feels tired, and lazily said with half-opened eyes, "It doesn't matter if I get injured, the opponent is willing to propose a delay. It is already very long for us to find a substitute." Respect us."

And it is true that Bai Li's injury cannot be recovered in a short time, and the game cannot be postponed for a year or a half for one person.

Situ understood the truth, but it was still difficult for him to accept it. He rubbed his nose and sat down on the sofa in the ward: "I know, I am..."

Just can't stand it.

Jiang Hao patted Situ on the shoulder to comfort him, and he also had dark circles under his eyes.

Han Miao has already gone with the team to the marginal affiliated star. Jiang Hao has been busy with work and helping Situ and the others for the past two days. Today, he managed to squeeze out some time and hurried to the military hospital to see Baili.

"Unfortunateness is a part of life." Bai Li looked at the ceiling and sighed slightly, "It's a pity too."

Lu Zhao felt uncomfortable, and whispered, "It's okay, I can win."

Bai Li smiled and said nothing.

There was a knock on the door of the ward, and Lao Zheng walked in with the nurse: "How do you feel? I'm in the 'low point of my career'?" "The

low point in my career." Young Master Bai waved his hand: "Doctor Zheng, can you please call me?" Analgesic injections with such strong side effects? I basically didn't wake up yesterday." "Hold it !

" Lao Zheng said, "If there are no side effects, I hope the medicine will work well, and you can't let you take all the good things."

Several people in Baili stood up, and Jiang Hao asked: "Is there a way?"

Lao Zheng handed the data detector in his hand to the nurse behind him, stood by the bed and looked at Baili's left leg: "He himself He knows what kind of thing best, if the analgesic injection is withdrawn now, the pain alone will torture him to death."

Lao Zheng always speaks directly, but this kind of directness is especially cruel today.

The complexions of several people inevitably turned pale, but Bai Li himself was fine.

"Then what should we do?" Bai Li was silent for a moment, then asked in a low voice, "Cut it off?"

Lu Zhao's fingertips trembled inaudibly.

Before Lao Zheng could speak, Situ and Jiang Hao were choked up by Bai Li's words. Each of them thought about this, but they didn't expect that Bai Li had already considered this point.

"Don't talk if you can't speak," Situ was so angry that his mentality, which had just been adjusted in the past two days, almost collapsed, "Shut up your crap!"

Bai Li had no choice but to shut up.

"I won't talk about anything else, let's just talk about it," Lao Zheng sighed, and signaled to the people around him not to worry, "Bai Li, you have to have surgery this time." Lu Zhao suddenly remembered that Lao Zheng had mentioned surgery

before Asking the question, he couldn't help saying: "It's not about the risk..."

"The risk is very high, and Bai Li knows the consequences of failure." Lao Zheng nodded, "But if it succeeds, the legs may be able to return to the level of walking freely before, and maybe they can still walk freely." It will be better. But it's impossible to be like a normal person, after all, it's such a big injury, but I think it's okay to use your current mecha moderately after a while." "What do you mean

? What's the matter?" Situ asked, "The probability of success is very low? That's not good, how can it be low?"

Jiang Hao couldn't help it: "I can't fail! If he is really... what will he do in the future?"

Lu Zhao said nothing, He slowly sat back on the chair and couldn't help but look at Bai Li.

Bai Li's heart seemed to be poured with a ladle of hot oil, and it burst into smoke with a "hiss", and stopped beating for a short time.

He does know the consequences of failure, which means that he may indeed have to sit in a wheelchair for the rest of his life, and he will only have to buy a single shoe in the future.

He actually felt a little funny in a trance.

The world consciousness is gone, but his life still seems to be the same, and the options before him are always difficult to choose.

His life requires him to always have 100% courage.

"When will it start?" Bai Li asked.

The room was silent for a moment, and it took a few seconds for everyone to realize what Bai Li meant, and he underwent surgery.

"My suggestion is that the sooner the better, but the operation also needs preparation time. Since you agree, I will discuss it more rigorously with others." Lao Zheng took a deep breath, "During this time, you still have to I can watch the game."

Bai Li smiled: "Success, thank you."

"Your legs have been fixed and stitched, and you can use a wheelchair," Lao Zheng said again, "You can go out for a breath of air. When you need it, let me know, Pai Someone will send you to the main arena."

After explaining the time for the next analgesic injection, Lao Zheng had to hurry up and prepare for the surgery, and left with the nurse first.

Only Situ, Jiang Hao and others were left in the ward, and the atmosphere was extremely gloomy. At this moment, Situ couldn't even say words of comfort.

After a while, the nurse brought the wheelchair, which was the latest model introduced by the military hospital. It could be operated by the occupants themselves, and it could be used for climbing stairs and slightly potholed areas.

As soon as the wheelchair was delivered, the fact that Bai Li was disabled became clearer, and the temperature in the ward dropped several degrees.

Bai Li was a little embarrassed. He couldn't explain to Situ and Jiang Hao that the current situation was actually not bad. In the original story, he didn't even have the option of surgery.

"This wheelchair is pretty cool." Bai Li could only find another topic, "Quick, make me feel good about it."

Situ and Jiang Hao's expressions became even worse.

Bai Li choked for a moment, knowing that he had said something wrong, before he could explain, Lu Zhao had already bent down, put his arms around his neck, and supported him into the wheelchair.

"I still have something to do with the Legion, so I'll go first." Jiang Hao really didn't want to see Bai Li in a wheelchair. This was completely different from the feeling he had during the susceptible period. He rubbed his face twice, looking away. "Come back later when you have time, call me if you have something to do."

Situ couldn't see this either: "Then I'll contact you too..." He paused, glanced at Lu Zhao, "Go to the research institute."

"Success." Bai Li waved his hand, "Remember to tell me if you have any new news."

The two nodded in agreement, turned around and walked outside, Jiang Hao opened the door of the ward, hesitantly turned his head to look at Lu Zhao: "Do you have time? Chat?"

There were a few nurses and doctors scattered in the corridor, and they were all quite far away.

Jiang Hao and Lu Zhao walked near the rest area, but Situ hadn't left yet. He stood a little further away and looked out the window. His eyes were a little red, and he was probably still calming down.

"Han Miao gave me a message last night, saying that the area to be surveyed on the border satellite is too large, and there are not enough officers to lead the team, and the manpower is short." Jiang Hao paused, and said in a low voice, "Why don't you... think about it again If you go, I will arrange for you to leave with the next batch of officers, and you will leave in three days."

Lu Zhao shook his head: "I will go to the mock warehouse for Bai Li." "

Your transfer application results haven't come yet," Jiang Hao He frowned and said anxiously, "During this period, if you play games where the first- and second-tier legion members are not allowed to participate, this is not a matter of violating the regiment's regulations. It is a violation of the military regulations. Do you understand what it means?"

"I know." Lu Zhao said lightly, "It's okay."

Jiang Hao was speechless. He came here with the intention of persuading Lu Zhao. On the one hand, Han Miao was really in a tight spot. On the other hand, he really didn't want to see Lu Zhao ruin his future at such a young age. More importantly, another reason.

"You have been in the military for many years. I don't want to make some things so clear, but you may really not think clearly now." Jiang Hao folded his arms and said seriously, "Our identities and occupations should not be selfish. You can have personal feelings, but they always have to be put behind the real business."

Lu Zhao didn't say a word.

Jiang Hao stomped his feet impatiently: "Of course I am not qualified to say this..." After all, I am also someone who has done stupid things such as posting intranet data online, "But this time is different, Zerg is not a trivial matter, you Do you understand?"

"Understood." Lu Zhao glanced at him and asked, "What about Bai Li?" His

most difficult time has come, what should he do.

This question made Jiang Hao speechless for a while, and the hands holding his arms were released, and his shoulders were pulled down.

Situ heard the voice here, looked at Lu Zhao with a complicated expression, and wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, he just patted Jiang Hao on the back, and the two left the military hospital with a heavy heart.

Lu Zhao stood outside the door for a while before returning to the ward.

Bai Li has already mastered the method of operating the wheelchair. He was racing in the ward, but unfortunately the floor was slippery. He slammed on the brakes and slid out uncontrollably. Lu Zhao hurriedly pulled the wheelchair back before he hit the wall.

"Finished talking?" Bai Li didn't even look at him, but stuck his head out of the window. It was clear outside the window of the inpatient building, and the heavy rain washed the empire away. It was approaching noon, and the sun shrouded the musty smell on everyone during this time. It was all sun-dried, "The weather is nice, let's go out for a while."

Lu Zhao said "Yes", and pressed down the unfolded part of Bai Li's collar.

"What were you talking about?" Bai Li turned to look at him, "Jiang Hao's face is stinky enough." "

It's nothing." Lu Zhao lowered his eyes, avoiding the content of the conversation just now.

Bai Li stared at him for a while, then suddenly said: "Close the door, I'll talk to you."

Since realizing that Bai Li seldom speaks in this manner, Lu Zhao felt a little nervous for no reason, but he closed it anyway. The door of the ward, walked to Bai Li and stood beside Bai Li.

Bai Li looked at Lu Zhao who was pursing his lips in front of him, feeling uncomfortable. The opening words that I had been thinking about since yesterday came to my lips and swallowed them back. I really don't know how to speak so as not to make this person so unhappy.

Lu Zhao is very good, already better than Bai Li's expectation.

This goodness was thrown on Bai Li unreservedly, making him dizzy for a short time.

But people can't always grab these things and let them go.

"I have contacted the Marshal," Bai Li said, "I blocked your application for transfer." It took

Lu Zhao a while to understand what Bai Li meant, a look of astonishment appeared on his face, and then slowly turned into an uncontrollable anger.

Bai Li saw it clearly, he didn't look away, looked at Lu Zhao, and continued in a steady voice: "He asked you to meet Han Miao as soon as possible, and I agreed for you." "For me

? "Lu Zhao raised his voice in disbelief, "I'm not going!"

Bai Li didn't answer, he put his hands on the armrests of the wheelchair, his face was very calm, and he let Lu Zhao get angry.

"You are always like this!" Lu Zhao felt that he was being pressed against the sky by a wave of anger and fear, and his soul was about to be squeezed out of his chest, squeezed into Bai Li's heart to see what kind of structure it was, "I said, I want to stay Here, I will compete for you, I chose! You won't let the election now?" Bai

Li couldn't help but look away because he had indeed made a choice for Lu Zhao.

This evasive movement precisely hit Lu Zhao's sore spot. He didn't understand why Bai Li would do this. There were too few things he could do for Bai Li, which made him very sad.

Wanting to give something in return for Bai Li's affection, Lu Zhao was willing to give up a lot of things for this.

The ideal when he was young, the long-term hard work, and the glorious future, as long as he can help his lover when he needs it, he can put it all aside.

But Bai Li didn't even let him do this.

Lu Zhao felt powerless like never before.

and fear.

"I can win. I will definitely win this game." Lu Zhao grabbed Bai Li's collar and forced him to look into his eyes. His voice was no longer as calm as before, eager and aggrieved, "You don't believe me?"

Bai Li felt the hurt conveyed in his tone, felt sore in his heart, and pressed his hand: "Letter, but it's not the same thing." "It's the same thing!" "You can't just do it for this kind of

thing.

" Stay on the main star!" Bai Li frowned, and his voice was a little louder, "You sacrificed your own way, thinking that I would feel better?!" Lu Zhao's hand trembled, and Bai Li yelled at him to calm down a little

.

But the brain is still chaotic, and the heart seems to be pinched by a hand, and it has long been out of shape.

"I just want to do something," Lu Zhao's voice lowered, a little dazed, but more of an incomprehension, "Bai Li, you are me..." You are my

partner, my lover .

Isn't it a natural thing to do something for your partner and lover.

Lu Zhao didn't understand. He knows too little about emotional matters, and there are not many examples that can be used as a reference.

He only knew that Han Miao gave up his position for Chen Nan, endured Alpha's strong jealousy and possessiveness, ignored gossip and gloating, and supported Chen Nan's all preferences. Chen Nan also gave up a transfer for Han Miao and stayed on the main star to accompany her partner.

There is nothing unacceptable about people occasionally giving up what is important to them because of their relationship with each other.

"Lu Zhao, you are my lover, this will not change," Bai Li touched Lu Zhao's face with his hand, and rubbed his thumbs at the end of his eyes, he said softly, "But before that, you are also the prince of the empire." Eagle."

"The moment a person becomes a soldier, he is a soldier of the empire first," Bai Li said after a pause, "the lover is second."

This primary and secondary relationship cannot be changed in any way.

It is human beings who have inseparable feelings and suffer pain, but sometimes, some people can only choose to put these feelings behind.

Bai Li didn't think it was abnormal for Lu Zhao to be swayed by his feelings. He knew that there was no one person or thing in Lu Zhao's past life that would make him sway.

His relatives have long since passed away, mechs and training are his daily routine, and his friends are all from the military, unless he dies in battle, there will be no separation.

Lu Zhao was not born with an iron wall, he just had no weaknesses, no weaknesses, no thorns growing in his heart, so he didn't know anything about feelings, and he could move forward without any scruples.

And there was an extra white calendar on his way.

This variable was too gentle, too cunning, and too bright. Lu Zhao had never seen it before, so he stopped.

Bai Li has become that weakness, a weakness, a thorn in his heart, which will bring him sharp pain when he fiddles with it.

Bai Li realized that Lu Zhao was really addicted.

It's not surprising that people do stupid things when they are obsessed with another person.

Even the pain won't wake him up, as long as the pain is caused by Bai Li.

This is a very pure person, and Bai Li felt happy and honored to be able to get Lu Zhao's affection, but as the older and still sober party, he had to shake Lu Zhao awake with his own hands.

"I know you feel bad for me, but you've cried and scolded and scolded, that's enough." Bai Li said, "It's enough to cry about one thing once. To wipe away the tears, you still have to think about it." What is the most important."

Lu Zhao could understand what Bai Li was saying, but he didn't want to understand.

Bai Li pulled off the light-proof cloth covering his head, exposing him to the sun, and faced the facts clearly.

"Stop talking." Lu Zhao let go of his collar and tried to step back.

But Bai Li took his hand back: "Even if you take the stage for me and win the game, you will feel happy this year and you won't regret it next year. What about the year after? What are you going to do? You have lived until now There is only one ideal, and I can't just let you destroy yourself."

"It's not ruined!" Lu Zhao wanted to get rid of him, but he couldn't bear it, so he could only repeat stubbornly, "Don't say it." "It may be a bit rude to say

that, but Lu Zhao, you and I are not children Alright," Bai Li closed his eyes and held Lu Zhao's hand tightly, "We don't need to choose at all."

Lu Zhao seemed to have no strength in his legs, and he was flustered by Bai Li's sight.

"This is no longer a matter between two people, nor is it a matter of who does what for whom, it is something that must be done." Bai Li said in a low voice, "I have left the military world, but I am still a soldier."

The thorn in my heart began to hurt again.

Sometimes Lu Zhao really hopes that Bai Li can live a little more confusedly, even if he is just a little bit, he can continue to pretend to be deaf and dumb.

But Bai Li knew how to live and did not allow him to escape.

In addition to feelings, lovers, friends, and relatives, what weighs on them is also responsibility.

In addition to the glorious imperial eagle like Lu Zhao who has to shoulder this responsibility, people like Bai Li also bear this weight.

After a long silence, when Bai Li felt that he had to say something more, Lu Zhao finally couldn't hold it anymore.

He squatted down slowly and buried his face in Bai Li's knee, just like that rainy night when he drank too much. Only this time, he was pinned by the immobilizer of Bai Li's left leg, and he could smell the bitter medicine mixed with the chocolate.

"If only you were an idiot," Lu Zhao held Bai Li's clothes corners, his knuckles turned white, "Why are you not a fucking idiot?" Bai Li didn't know how to answer

, He could only touch Lu Zhao's back and feel the trembling of his body.

"If I leave, you will have to do the surgery yourself." Lu Zhao said again, "Are you afraid?" His

heart softened into a puddle of water, and Bai Li lowered his head and whispered in Lu Zhao's ear, "Yes, The risk is so great, who is not afraid." Seeing Lu Zhao's fist clenched a little more, Bai Li said, "But it's the same as you, you go to your battlefield, and I go to mine." Lu

Zhao Zhao pushed through the fog in the chaos, as if returning to an open land.

There is a white calendar in the fog, but the white calendar on the open ground is more real.

Yes, he is such a person.

Real but brutal, bright but not sandy.

If the two of them exchanged their positions, perhaps Bai Li would not be as weak as him.

weak. Lu Zhao thought, I never thought that this word would be applied to me.

"Then," Lu Zhao's voice returned to calm, and he wiped away his tears on Bai Li's clothes calmly, "I'm going back to the team."

Bai Li kissed his hair: "Yes."

Lu Zhao His head moved, his face turned slightly, his lips moved, and he whispered, "You are amazing." "

It's okay," Bai Li said modestly, "It's not much worse than Major General Lu."

Lu Zhao shook his head, Drop a kiss on Bai Li's left leg.

"Better than me," Lu Zhao said, "a lot."

This has nothing to do with fighting, and it has nothing to do with military merit.

This kind of power Lu Zhao felt that he was really incomparable.

Baili is the only one.

Someone knocked on the door of the ward, and after getting permission to enter, opened the door and entered.

Zhou Yue walked into the ward with a bouquet of flowers, and was stunned when he saw Bai Li and Lu Zhao's posture, with a trace of embarrassment on his thin face: "We came at the wrong time?"

Zhou Linshan came out from behind.