Denying Love - (Will Singe/The Collective Fan Fic)

Chapter 27

Dedication is to @TCSwaggless because I've noticed her commenting a lot lately :)

Please read the Authors Note after xx

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Chapter 27

Wills POV

Once again I pressed the huge weight up and off my chest with a grunt. I was glad I came to the gym with Jayden and Trent this morning. I didn't realize how much I missed it until I was back in the game.

The sweat pouring down my face felt so good as if it washed away all my problems. I felt free when I was in the gym because to get the weight off me all I had to do was lift. There was no emotional lifting part of it. 

I could feel my arms getting tired since I had been lifting for a little while now and I could see Jayden getting a little concerned over the top of me because of how long I'd been lifting for.

"Done" I said so that Jayden would help me place the bar back in its place. I didn't want him standing there worrying forever.

"All good mate?" He asked me putting a hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah" I nodded smiling at him. 

He returned it as he gave me a little pat on the back. "Thought you weren't going to ever stop for second there" he laughed before walking off to go do some stuff of his own.

I decided to move to the treadmill since my arms were a little tired and you don't need a spotter for the treadmill.

I jumped on immediately putting my headphones in before cranking it up to a fast jog. As time went on I decided to pump it up even faster so I was sprinting. 

The pain rippled through my legs and joints and I could feel every ounce of it in my bones. It felt so good just to feel the pain of work again and not worry about anything else.

I shut my eyes and was just running forward as hard as I could before suddenly I felt the machine start to massively slow down.

I gripped onto the bars and opened my eyes to see Trent standing on the end of the treadmill with his finger on the decrease button. I gave him a questioning look when he stopped the machine but all he did was lean forward and pull out my headphones.

"What the hell!?" I called out and he just sighed.

"Talk to me" he said.

"What do you mean?" I said trying to start the machine again.

He moved my hand away and gave me a 'stop it' look. "You're exhausted and running yourself into the ground so you need to talk"

As he said that my knees slightly wobbled proving his theory.

"I don't want to talk" I said.

"Unfortunately you're going to have to" he stated. I glared at him for a few seconds before sighing and giving up.

"I really don't want to talk Trent" I sighed crossing over my arms.

"It's Rose isn't it?" He asked and I gave him a knowing glance so he continued. "I know you’re trying your best to get over her mate and I know it's hard"

"Hardest thing I've ever done" I admitted to him.

"Then maybe that's a sign that you shouldn't forget about her" he offered.

"I can't just forgive her for what she's done"

"Why not?" he asked and I was baffled not knowing the answer. Why couldn't I forgive her?

"Look" he sighed. "When Nikki told me she cheated on me..."

"Which she didn't" I interrupted.

"No she didn't but I didn't know that at the time all I thought was that she did cheat on me and it tore my heart in two" he explained.

"Then you found out she didn't cheat on you and you were healed Trent. You didn't see the girl you love kiss someone" I reasoned.

"No but I imagined it a million times and that was hard enough" he said. "But the thing that hit me most was that she lied to me. She lied to my face, saw me break and didn't tell me the truth"

I realized where he was coming from and starting listening more intently.

"When we got back together we weren't perfect. We were far from it because part of me was just waiting for the time that she would tell me and this time she wouldn't be lying. It took me a while to trust her fully again."

"What are you trying to tell me?" I asked.

"I'm saying that I didn't fully trust her when we got back together. Instead I gave her a second chance to win back my trust and thank god I did because she is the best thing that has ever happened to me" he exclaimed. "Aside from getting a record deal and living my dreams" he added with a wink.

I smiled down at the floor shaking my head. "I bet she'd be glad to hear that one" 

"Don't tell her I said that" he warned. "My point is that we're all human and we make mistakes all the time and every now and then we make a big one we need to learn from"

"So you’re saying that I should forget Rose and let her learn from her mistakes?" I asked confused.

"No that's for you to decide" he smiled at the floor. "What I'm saying is everyone deserves a second chance. Not a third or a fourth or more, but a second to prove they have learnt from their mistakes"

As the words sunk in they got me thinking, about everything.

"But" Trent said interrupting my thoughts. "You have to commit to that chance too. If your hearts not in it then there’s no point setting someone up to fail"

"Thank you" I said.

"Now I think that's enough gym for today don't you think" he finished off.

"I think my legs are about to fall off" I laughed finally feeling the tiredness in my legs.

"Honestly I think Jayden was super worried when you kept going at the bench. He said he thought you would drop it on yourself at any second" Trent laughed jumping off the treadmill.

"You know when I brought Rose here she not only nearly broke the rower and threw weights but she kicked me in the sack" I said remembering that moment with Rose.

"Seriously?" Trent questioned and when I gave him a sheepish smile he burst out laughing. "No way!"

"She has a mean ass kick" I complained.

We made our way to the change rooms where I got in the shower to drain all my sweat away. Now it was just up to me to decide. Was my heart in it or not?

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