Denying Love - (Will Singe/The Collective Fan Fic)

Chapter 25

Dedication to @rebekahc19 for her very kind and flattering comment on the last chapter x

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Chapter 25

Will's POV

"I swear his face was the funniest thing I had ever seen" Nikki laughed and the boys joined her.

"It's not nice to tease" Trent sulked next to her looking down at the ground as he walked.

"Oh baby I just can't help it" she teased cupping his cheeks in her hands. He swatted them away and then swung is arm over her shoulders pulling her close.

In front of me I had Jayden and Julian slightly to my left while Trent and Nikki were cuddled together to my right. I just walked slowly behind them with my hands in my pockets shrugging my shoulders up to keep me warm.

How I agreed to this I'll never fully understand. It most likely had to do though with the fact that Nikki was almost on her knees begging me to get out of the apartment which I had grown close to over the past few days.

Sitting in my room writing had become a really common thing the past few days. But then again so had tossing paper in the bin because I hated what I wrote or I couldn't understand it. The pile had eventually begun overflowing until Nikki came into my room today and cleaned it up demanding that I come out for dinner tonight with everyone.

At first of course I refused but after she constantly begged a whyned and got on my nerves I agreed hoping that maybe they could get my mind off Rose. 

I'd gotten to a point where I wasn't sure if I was angry and never wanted to see her again or if I missed her and just... I don't know. Wanted to see her or something.

I guess it also worried the boys when I hadn't been to the gym since the incident. Considering I basically live there and all I can understand why they're concerned but they worry a little too much.

"What do you think Will?" Jayden asked over his shoulder interrupting my thoughts.

"Huh?" I said looking up. 

"Ok so Will wasn't listening" Jayden laughed and instead of trying to zone into their conversation I just zoned back out again.

I wasn't paying much attention to where we were going. I didn't exactly know where we were. For all I knew it could be the most familiar place in the world but I wouldn't know because I wasn't looking around, I just looked at my feet.

The guys eventually came to a stop and went through a door into what must have been a restaurant or something and I followed them in. 

Soft music was playing around the place which gave it a good vibe. I followed everyone to a booth. I sat on the end of one side with Nikki sitting in between Trent and I. Jayden sat on the end across from me next to Julian.

"Ok, I'm starving. Everyone improvise because I want to order now" Julian said stretching.

"Julian really? I haven't even opened my menu yet" Nikki complained.

"But I'm hungry" he whined waving his hand to call over a waiter.

"Julian no" Nikki said leaning over to slap him. He muttered an ow because trust me, Nikki can hit hard, before dropping his hand back down and sulking. 

Meanwhile Jayden and Trent were sitting there with their lips pressed together supressing a smile or possibly even a laugh. On the other hand I didn't find it that funny. What was wrong with me?