𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝟖

-𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐍-

Fiddling with my nails was bad habit that I was trying to get rid off but in this particular moment I needed it. Pierre had almost kissed me... he has a girlfriend. How could he do that to KiKa. This is the exact reason I would never start a relationship with him even though I've known him for years, he's handsome and caring and sweet and-. Stop it Eileen. You're not getting together with him. Like ever. Not in this lifetime at least. I swallowed as I took a sharp breath in.

"I'm heading back inside. People uhm... must be looking for me by now."

"Eileen?"

"Yes?"

"I'm sorry sunshine... I swear I'm not a cheater. I just don't have self control when it comes to you."

"That's not a good thing Pierre..."

Sunshine... the word made my knees feel like jelly. I heard Pierre sigh and softly shake his head before he chuckled softly and when he lifted his head again I saw soft tears well up in his eyes. I turned away from the door now giving Pierre my full attention again because knowing Pierre means knowing he doesn't just cry over something. Something must be up.

"You don't understand Eileen..."

"What?"

"That I would destroy this world just to keep you by my side. To keep you safe and protected from everyone in this world. To give you everything I have to give you. I would do anything for you Eileen. I would give you the universe if I could... I would leave Kika for you just so we could even try if we want to be something..."

"I know you do Pierre... but it's not that easy. We've it own life and that won't match up together... never wondered why I have never been to Charles or Arthur their races before? Besides... I think KiKa is perfect for you. She's amazing Pierre. Don't take it for granted."

I saw him swallow hard as his breathing was a little uneven.

"Please sunshine..."

"I'm really sorry... I think it's for the best if we pretend it didn't happen..."

Before Pierre could respond I opened the door and walked inside again. I made my way downstairs again  and went to the bathroom. I looked the same luckily but I decided to touch up my make-up when I heard some soft sniffles in one of the bathroom stalls. I knocked on there and then a voice asked...

"Who's there?"

Kika? She was crying...

"KiKa? Are crying hun?"

"Yes..."

She opened the door and let me see her. I pouted at her as I tilted my head at the side.

"What happened hun...?"

"I heard... Pierre and you talk to each other. From when he said he didn't have self control to you to you saying you think were perfect together. Afterwards I ran to this place...  did anything other happen?"

"I only said he shouldn't take you for granted. Your beautiful and so funny yet so sweet hun... don't ever forget that. That's why we all adore you okay? You're amazing. I even wish I was you sometimes."