I know we all hate to hear that one little reminder that everybody says, even though it gets under their skins when they're told the same thing. But that's exactly what I'm going to do. Because you are not alone. No matter how you feel inside, you will never truly be the sigle person to feel this way, even though you think you are. And, believe me, I understand.
I have been suicidal for a long time. I've had dreams about ending my life, I've attempted, and I've been put into isolation because of it. And I hated all of it. I still do, I'm not healed, and I won't be for a very long time. But that doesn't mean that there's not a chance that I will. Eventually, if I allow myself to get better and to grow, it will happen. Same goes for all of you.
Whether you think it's not worth it or your life isn't worth a second or third or countless chances, I don't care and neither does anybody else, because we want you to get better.
If the whole world was happy as it should be, it would be paradise on Earth. But, sadly, it's not. Which is a lot of the reasons for why people feel the way they do, I know it's part of it for me and I'm sorry that you feel the same.
Those of you dealing with BPD know the struggle and the mental workout and exhaustion that comes with it everyday and I just want you to know that I'm here for you. And I know that's another one of the most annoying things to hear, because, in your mind, you are alone. But it's the same as mine.
The reason I get so into detail in this book is so that you know that, when or if you feel like this, you know that somewhere out there, there is somebody going through something similar. And why not pick a character (if you're a fan of Nessa Barrett) you know goes through this same never-ending process everyday. Nessa has brought so much joy and light into those that listen to and relate to her music and that's why I wanted to share this.
Plus, we all love Pietro Maximoff, so...he just makes it even better.
But, to summarize, go to therapy. Take your medication. Get the proper help you need to be able to survive and, one day, you will see that it was all worth it in the end. And, I hope, even though you don't know me, I will be right there by your side, fighting the hardest battles anyone could ever fight. Beating my biggest enemy. Myself.
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