Another Love

32 Pain

I woke up to my phone ringing which caused me to answer the call without even looking at the caller's name and snapped at them.

"There better be a damn good reason for you to be calling at an unholy hour so speak." The caller chuckled which made me look at the caller's name only to find out it was Pierre.

"I commented on the jacket and you just sheepishly smile at me, then I find out from Charles what he did? C'mon princess, he might be my best friend but you're also my friend." He said seriously.

"You were in the middle of an interview Pierre."

Pierre: "Right. How are you?"

"I'm fine. Peachy but fine. Able to work fine. Torturing myself by staying here after everything fine."

Pierre: "He told me to ask you to talk to him when I get a chance to talk to you since he said you haven't been replying to any of his messages and his calls are going straight to voicemail so he figured you blocked his number."

"What do we need to talk about? Tell him, we don't need to talk, I already know where I stand in his life, I won't be standing in his way. I did not block him, my phone's just in airplane mode most of the time, I'm not that petty, my phone is still open for all those under Ferrari even the drivers." I said, with my voice breaking at the end. "I gotta go Pierre, there are some things I need to do." I continued before ending the call, not letting him say a word.

I stared at my phone for a second and decided to post a photo of my silhouette on a horse as the sun was setting behind me with the caption

'Got another one ticked of my photo album list'

I then posted one of the video clips on my story and put Miss Independent by Kelly Clarkson as the background music before heading to the bathroom to take a bath and changed into a white Nike crop top, black jeans, black hooded jacket, my all white Nike Air Max 97, a black Nike cap and Ray-Ban Sunglasses.

I then grabbed my phone and the keys to both Lily's car and flat and headed to the circuit, and sneaked into the Ferrari garage before grabbing my headphones and going straight to the mobile lab, watching the race from there.

It was looking good for Ferrari in today's race as Charles and Carlos would be starting from the front row.

Both of them had switched a couple of times throughout the race and successfully defended against the others especially the bulls until Max was able to get past Carlos in the second to the last lap.

The race ended with Charles in P1 and Carlos in P3.

When the top 3 cars parked in Parc Ferme, I was half expecting a replay of what happened in Austria at the end of the race only to be disappointed as he went straight to hug Charlotte and kiss her on the forehead not even bothering to look around which hurt but it's not like there is something I could do since I'm not his girlfriend.

Kat came up to the mobile lab with the fuel samples from the car after half an hour and she looked me up and down as soon as she saw me and asked me to pose so she could take a photo of me which I just complied to before my phone pinged as Mia sent me a photo of Charles, Max and Carlos on the podium which I posted on my Instagram with the caption

'The podium looks great with red on the top. Even the bulls have red on their suit.'

As soon as I finished posting, I got a notification that I was tagged in Kat's post which I opened.

She posted the photo she took minutes ago with a caption

'Excuse me miss, but I'm pretty sure you are in the @Scuderia_Ferrari garage not the @Mercedes_AMG_F1 garage, so why do I only see black and white? Why don't I see anything red on your outfit?'