Dangerous...(a one direction fanfic)

*Hi Izzy and missing Josh*

*Lexi's P.O.V*

I woke up, the bedroom door was wide open and Harry was no where to bed seen. I stood up and made my way downstairs, everyone was sat in the kitchen except for the curly haired boy.

''Morning'' They all chorused.

''Morning, um...where's Harry?'' I asked taking a seat beside Jess.

''As soon as we unlocked the door he left'' Zayn told me before taking a bite out of his toast.

''Did he say anything?'' I questioned, Zayn shook his head no as he swallowed the toast in his mouth,

''Nothing, just bye'' He told me. I nodded.

''Do you want some pancakes?'' Liam asked.

''Yes please, then I'll get dressed'' I said.

I finished getting dressed before rejoining everyone else back downstairs.

''Um, Jess I was wondering if you wanted to visit Josh today'' I said to Jess, she sent me a sad smile before nodding. We all put our shoes and jackets on before walking to see our angel. It was sunny and the birds were chirping away, I looked up at the plain blue sky and smiled to myself. As we approached Josh's grave, I felt a lump in my throat, the little picture of him made me smile. It was on his seventeenth birthday, We placed the flowers that we bought on the way there.

''Hey Josh'' Jess smiled kneeling beside the headstone. I felt tears brim my eyes, but I blinked them away, I need to be strong now...

''Hey Joshy, we miss you, we're going to get ice cream soon, we wish you could come as well, we know how much you love ice cream. Remember that day in the ice cream parlour when nobody served you so you jumped over the counter and made yourself one, and you put millions of sprinkles and lots of chocolate syrup on it. Yeah we were rebels... Love you Joshy'' I finished.

''Hey, I miss you so much Joshy, even now when I wake up on a morning I still check my phone for a text from you...but it's never there, it kills me inside whenever I see a picture of you or when I read our old conversations...I hope you like the flowers we got you, it was Lexi's idea to get pink, I told her you would prefer the yellow ones but you know what she's like...I love you but we've got to go now, I promise you we will be back soon...'' Jess finished as she wiped her tears from her cheeks.

''Lets go for that ice cream'' I smiled, Jess nodded and we made our way to the Ice cream parlour. It brings back alot of memories for me and Jess, mainly ones of Josh. Everyday after school we used to go there and get ice cream, so we're regular customers. Everyone knows us there.

''Hi girls'' Mary said, Mary is an old lady that works in the Ice cream parlour.

''Hey Mary'' We said at the same time. She made us our usual before saying ''What have yous been doing today?''.

''We just went to see Josh'' I told her, she gave us a sad and sympathetic smile.

''I miss him so much'' She said, Everyone knew Josh, Everyone loved him and now Everyone misses him.

''So do we'' Jess said before licking her ice cream. We sat in the Ice cream parlour for about four hours talking to the customers and Mary.

''I'm going to get going now'' I told Jess, she nodded and I made my way back to my house. It was colder than earlier and darker. I looked at the time on my phone it read twenty past five. I walked up the driveway to my house and opened the big wooden door. I stepped inside my house, and slipped my jacket off my shoulder before hanging it on the coat hangers. I walked in to the front room and dropped my bag beside the sofa. Where's Harry and the boys?...

''Harry! Zayn! Niall! Louis! Liam!'' I yelled up the stairs.

''I'm busy, two minutes'' I heard Harry's raspy voice call back. I sighed and dived on the sofa and flicked through the channel.

''Ugh...there's nothing on'' I groaned.

''Sorry...What do you want?'' Harry said appearing, he sat beside me.

''Nothing, where are the boys?'' I asked, he was only in his sweat pants.

''They're out drinking'' He told me directing his head towards the television. I nodded and continued flicking...

''Harry'' A voice rang, within seconds a girl with long blond hair walked in to the sitting room.

''Hey babe'' Harry smiled as he pulled the girl on his lap, planting a kiss on her cheek. Babe? Is he serious? Is she his new girlfriend?...

The atmosphere became very awkward and I felt uncomfortable.

''Aren't you going to introduce me?'' the girl asked Harry, she was only wearing one Harry's tops.

''Oh yeah..Um Lexi..this is Izzy my girlfriend'' He grinned.

''Hi, I'm Lexi'' I introduced myself, faking a smile. That's all I've been doing lately faking smiles, none of them are real anymore...

We sat there for about ten more minutes, but things were to awkward so I excused myself and went to my room. I pulled out my I-Pod and placed it in the speakers system, I scrolled through my song list.

''No,No,No,No,No...Yes'' I clicked the song...

''Summer comes and winter fades, Here we are just the same,

Don't need pressure, don't need change, Let's not give the game away

There used to be an empty space, A photograph without a face,

But with your presence and your grace, Everything falls into place

Just please don't say you love me, Cause I might not say it back,

Doesn't mean my heart stops skipping, When you look at me like that

There's no need to worry when, You see just where we're at

Just please don't say you love me, Cause I might not say it back

Heavy words are hard to take, Under pressure precious things can break,

And how we feel is hard to fake, So let's not give the game away

Just please don't say you love me, Cause I might not say it back,

Doesn't mean my heart stops skipping, When you look at me like that

There's no need to worry when, You see just where we're at

Just please don't say you love me, Cause I might not say it back

Fools rush in, And I've been fooled before, This time I'm gonna slow it down,

Cause I think this could be more, The thing I'm looking for

Just please don't say you love me,Cause I might not say it back,

Doesn't mean my heart stops skipping, When you look at me like that

There's no need to worry when, You see just where we're at.

Just please don't say you love me, Cause I might not say it back

Please don't say you love me, Cause I might not say it back,

Doesn't mean my heart stops skipping, When you look at me like that

There's no need to worry when, You see just where we're at

Just please don't say you love me, Cause I might not say it back

Just please don't say you love me, Cause I might not say it back''

I turned the music off and laid on my bed, I can't wait for tomorrow...when I can make Harry hurt like the way he hurt me...