* Everyone leaves... *

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* Lexi's P.O.V *

''Go away!'' I yelled to whom ever it was on the opposite side of the door. 

''Lexi, it's just me'' A small voice replied. Harry. I stood up off the bed and made my way towards the bedroom door, I opened it to reveal the curly haired boy looking rather tired.

''What do you want?'' I sighed avoiding any eye contact.

''Can I come in?'' Harry asked ignoring my question, I moved aside and gestured for him to come in. He walked in and sat on my bed, making himself comfy. I followed his actions and sat myself beside him.

''So...What did you want?'' I finally spoke up breaking the silence, Harry ruffled his hair and faced me. 

''Well I um...I-I just wanted to tell you that you should really give Trent a chance. I mean he made a effort to come all the way here to see you, his little sister, and you practically just threw it back in his face. You didn't even bother asking why he had to go at the end of the week an-''

''He's only going to see his stupid girlfriend, I don't need him anyway he's never done anything for me and I mean I've managed perfectly fine without him for the past year I'm sure I'll manage for the next few to come!'' I snapped cutting Harry off.

''He's never done anything for you?! He stopped you from getting fucking raped Lexi, have you forgotten about that or something. I'm sure he's done so much more for you. You know when I used to see him around school I used to think he was just some stuck up rich boy that only cares about himself but now that I know that he'd do anything for you and your mum!'' Harry looked really pissed off right now, I don't know why he's so bothered.It's not as if it's got anything to do with him anyway. But I guess he's right Trent did save me from getting raped by my so called dad and his dickead friends.

''I g-guess you're right'' I mumbled before standing up.

''Where are you going?'' Harry asked, confusion laced within his words.

''I'm going to say sorry to Trent.'' I told him bluntly.

''You'll have to wait until he's back babe, after you came up here he went for a walk.'' Harry told me before standing up and walking towards me. Within seconds his muscly arms were gently around my waist as his head buried into my neck. At first I was taken back a bit but then I realized how much I had missed his warm cuddles. I wrapped my arms around his neck and squeezed him gently, this was a rare thing so I was trying to make the most of it. His little breaths of air hit my neck causing little tingles to erupt in the target area. We must of been stood cuddling for a decent five minutes when we pulled away. Harry yawned.

''You tired Haz?'' I smiled ab it upset that we had to pull away from the hug. 

''Yeah, um Lex do you want to lay with me?'' Harry said hesitating a little, we made eye contact causing us both to smile a little. I nodded and we made out way over to the bed. I began to take my clothes off, Harry knitted his eyebrows together in confusion.

''Well I can't sleep in jeans can I?'' I asked rhetorically pointing to my skinny jeans before taking them off and throwing them on the floor.

We climbed into bed and Harry laid behind me with his arms around my petite waist. I smiled to myself before closing my eyes.

''I love you.'' Harry whispered into my ear. No! Why does he do this to me, we're perfectly fine then he goes and ruining the moment by telling a stupid lie! I removed his arms from around me viciously and stormed out of the room. ''Lex wait, where are you going?!'' Harry yelled as he followed me.

''Why Harry? Why do you do this?'' I cried, turning around to face the confused curly haired boy.

''Do what? I don't even know what you're going on about!'' 

''It's you lying all the time, 'I love you' Oh Harry don't give me that bullshit, you don't love me and we both know it! I honestly can't believe you, we were actually getting on and then you go and say that crazy bullshit. You're pathetic you know that'' Harry stayed silent, staring at his feet, as I ranted when I finished he brought his face back up from his feet.

''No the problem is you! You're scared, scared that someone might actually want to love you. Someone might actually love you and then when someone makes you feel loved you push them away or deny their feelings for you.'' Harry screamed in my face causing me to flinch.

''Do you blame me Harry? Do you blame me for not wanting people to get too close? Do you blame me for not wanting to believe people when they say they love me? Every time someone says they love me or whenever someone gets to close I get scared. Scared because they all leave me. Everyone leaves. Who's to say you won't either? I can't afford to loose anyone else Harry. I'm sick of it'' I sobbed as tears escaped my eyes.

''So you just push them away? and I'm not going anywhere. If you say you love me I promise you I will never leave you.'' He looked me in the eyes with every word he said.

''I - I - I love you Harry but-'' Before I could even finish my sentence Harry's soft lips were moving in sync with mine. He picked me up and walked in to the bedroom carefully placing me on the bed. I rested my head on his chest as he played with my hair as we talked about pointless things. Josh used to say that I could talk for England, he was right. I heard faint snores causing me to look up. Harry was asleep, he looked kind of cute.

Maybe this is a new beginning for us. Or maybe this is just another broken promise.

(A/N - What does everyone think, do you think it'll be a new beginning or another broken promise? I can't decide which one)

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