Dangerous...(a one direction fanfic)

* The break-up and the make-up *

* Lexi's P.O.V *

I just woken up and I stumbled in to my bathroom. I feel like shit, I've had low points in my life but this is the lowest I've ever felt, I've lost everything. Jess is all I have left, my mom doesn't care she's to busy with her boyfriend. The boys only put up with me because they have too. My Dad, well he ruined my child hood...

I stared at my reflection in the mirror that hung on my bathroom wall. I sighed before turning on the shower. Hopefully today will be a better day, when I finished in the shower I pulled on some light grey sweat pants, a white long sleeved top and my light grey beanie. As I pulled my socks on I heard yelling coming from downstairs, I played detective and went to investigate. 

''Allissia, don't bullshit me'' Harry yelled.

''I'm not okay, I didn't sleep with him!'' Allissia squealed loudly. I heard someone let out a deep sigh, I knew it was Harry. I was just sat half way down the stairs, listening to their argument.

''You know I wish that me and Lexi never broke up because I know she'd never do something like this!'' Harry snapped. A few seconds later Allissia appeared, she saw me.

''You can have him but he only wants to fuck you. When he finds out you're a little virgin he'll get rid of you'' she hissed and then she stormed out of the front door, I watched Harry run after her, but it was no use she was already gone. He walked back in to the house, shutting the door behind him. He slid down the door and cried in to his hands, I don't think he has realised I was sat there. He threw his head back and sighed loudly, that's when he saw me.

''Sorry if we woke you up'' He whispered as he looked at his hands.

''You never'' I replied, he didn't reply instead he just sat there with tears falling down his cheeks. I just wanted to go and hug him, tell him everything was going to be okay. But I wasn't going to just forget everything that happened the other night. I stood up and went in to the kitchen to make myself some cereal. Harry followed me but he didn't say a word.

I poured the milk over my cornflakes before grabbing a spoon from the drawer. I sat at the table opposite Harry. His eyes were fixed to his phone, as tears silently fell from his eyes. He looked so sad.

''Can I ask you something?'' He finally spoke. I swallowed my cereal and nodded, he lifted his head so that he was looking at me...

''Do you think that maybe there's one person that will never hurt you, that will just love you?'' He whispered. I was speechless.

''I don't know, but if there is then I hope I find him quick'' I finally said. He let out a little chuckle and smiled.

''What if he's right in front of you but you just can't see it?''He questioned looking me in the eyes.

''Then he isn't trying hard enough to show me'' I said before placing my empty bowl in the sink...

''Maybe he doesn't know how to show you,maybe he's hurt you before and he thinks that you'll never give him a second chance'' He said walking over to me.

''Maybe he's wrong, maybe he just needs to give it a try after all everyone deserves a second chance..'' I told him, he was getting closer and closer.

He slowly leaned down and kissed me, at first I was shocked but then I started to kiss back. His tongue gently swiped my bottom lip, the kiss got deeper and Harry picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he placed his hands around my thighs to support me. My fingers entangled with his curly locks pulling them lightly causing him to moan into the kiss. I could tell he was wanting more because he started to carry me up the stairs, should I tell him it's my first time...He might not even want that. He laid me down on his bed not breaking the kiss, his body hovered over mine as his hands trailed along my sides. He tugged on the rim of my top before pulling it over my head, his eyes traced my body hungrily. He pulled his top off before continuing to kiss me, I knew were this was going when he pulled off my sweatpants.

''Harry'' I said as he kissed my neck.

''Hmm'' He mumbled in to my hair. I placed my hands on his chest and pushed him up so he was looking at me.

''I can't do this'' I whispered, his face darkened.

''Why?'' he growled.

''I just can't...I'm still you know... um'' I stammered, how do I tell him... I was trying to think of how to say it but he just pushed his lips against mine. I pushed him away again.

''What now?'' He snapped.

''I can't do this!'' I hissed.

''I've never... you know'' I said blushing slightly.

''There's a first time for everything'' He smirked before planting kissed on my neck,

''No, I want to do it with someone I love'' I said quietly. He pulled away and looked at me in disgust.

''You're a fucking bitch!'' He hissed before pulling his top on.

''Harry, I-'', ''No! you've just told me you don't love me'' He cut me off.

''It's not like that'' I protested,

''Yes it is you said it! you're just a slut!'' He roared as he threw his fist at the wall. I started to cry as he started to go crazy, punching the walls and smashing things up...

''Harry, I'm sorry, I-I love you'' I whimpered,

''No! No! you don't so shut the fuck up!'' He screamed before walking out of the room slamming the door shut behind him... The truth is I do love him, I love him more than anything else in this world. I laid on his bed in my underwear, sobbing in to his pillow, it still smelled of him. The room was a mess because of Harry. I heard the front door open but I didn't even go to check who it was, I just carried on crying in to the pillow. I heard footsteps coming up the staircase.

''Lex?'' It was Zayn...

''I'm in here'' I called, the bedroom door opened and Zayn stood there his eyes widened.

''Oh shit sorry'' I blushed as I pulled the sheets over my body. He gave me a disgusted look,

''You slept with him?'' He whispered looking at his feet.

''No!, he tried to but I told him no because it's my first time and I want  to do it with somebody I love so he kicked off and now he thinks I don't love him'' I said as tears fell from my eyes. Zayn nodded in understanding,

''Did he do this?'' He asked pointing to the mess on the floor. I nodded,

''Yeah, we had an argument and he got angry'' I explained. Zayn passed me my clothes,

''Put these on and then we'll clean this mess up'' He told me before leaving. I quickly put them on and told Zayn he could enter. We began cleaning up the mess when we finished I said thank you to Zayn for helping me. He just smiled and asked me if I was hungry I said yes so we went to the cafe down the road.

''So ... where did Harry go after the argument?'' Zayn asked before taking a sip of his hot coco. I shrugged,

''I don't know'' I said looking down at my coco.

''So anyway how's Perrie?'' I asked so that we could change the subject.

''She's good I guess'' He smiled. We finished our food and drinks, then we headed home. Zayn told me that Niall, Liam and Louis were all at boxing training. That's where they were this morning...

We walked back in to the house to see Harry sat on the sofa with his back to us.

''Hey'' he said to us, When he faced us I noticed a bruise on his cheek and a small cut just above his left eyebrow.

''Harry, what happened?'' I asked worry filling my voice.

''It's nothing'' He shrugged before standing up and hugging me.

''I'm sorry about earlier'' He whispered in my ear before planting a light kiss on my  lips. I pulled away and smiled at him,

''It's fine, I love you'' I whispered,

''I love you too'' He smiled back. Maybe this is a new begging for me and Harry...