* Lexi's P.O.V *
We walked inside Starbucks and sat down at a table in the corner of the room besides the window.
''Lexi this is Kasey'' Dayna said looking down at the little girl, she's beautiful. Her blond hair in two little pig tails, she had whiter skinny jeans with a red shirt and red converse. I must admit she is one of the cutest little girls I have ever seen.
''Hello Kasey, I'm Lexi'' I smiled at the little girl. She looked at me with her big blue eyes and smiled, she is adorable.
''Hewo'' Kasey said, I smiled at her cuteness.
''Kasey stay here with Lexi, whilst I go get out drinks'' Danya told her daughter. Kasey nodded and turned to me, she started to talk about her favourite television programs. For a two year old she is really clever. Danya came back with our coffees and sat beside Kasey, she handed me my cup.
''Thank you'' I said as I took the cup from her hands.
''Kasey, why don't you go play in the play area while Mommy and Lexi have a chat?'' Danya said, Kasey nodded and ran over to the toys at the opposite side of the room. We watched her for a few seconds until Danya turned to me.
''So, how are you?'' Danya asked with a smile, before taking a sip out of her coffee.
''I'm fine'' I lied, I took a drink out of my cup and placed it back on the table.
''I know you're not, come on Lex you can tell me. I won't judge you or anything'' Danya said looking at me. I t was like she could read my mind.
''I'm losing my mind... and all I can do is keep quiet and smile. I'm happy one minute and the next I feel like shit. I can't get Harry out of my head and I just want to forget everything but I can't'' I sighed and looked up at Danya, she was looking at me like she understood everything I was feeling right now.
''That's how I felt about Kasey's dad. I couldn't get him out of my mind, I knew it wasn't going to work between the two of us but I wanted it too. Then I realised for my sake I need to just forget that I ever loved him. And it was hard, boy was it hard but I managed and now I'm the happiest I've ever been in my whole entire life.'' Danya smiled at herself. Jeez I wish I was strong like her...
We finished our coffee, so we decided to take little Kasey to the park. Danya was pushing Kasey on the swing.
''Higher mommy, higher!'' Kasey giggled, when she got bored of the swings, Kasey ran over to the slide. She did a little count down before sliding down it. Seeing how happy Danya is when she's with Kasey makes me smile as well, Danya's always smiling but the smile she has when she's with Kasey has a twinkle.
''Why don't we go back to my place, I don't think the boys will be in'' I said to Danya and Kasey. Kasey cheered when Danya agreed, we started to make our way back to my house in Danya's car. On the was Kasey was singing along to the radio, she is too cute!
We all walked inside my house, like I guessed the boys weren't there. Jess is staying tonight but she won't be here until later so we had the house to ourselves.
Me and Dayna sat talking whilst Kasey was playing with the football in the back garden. It turned four o'clock when Danya and Kasey left, leaving me alone in the house. I didn't mind tough, I placed my I-Phone in the dock and scrolled through my songs. I let the music play in the background as I danced around the house.
I looked at the clock it read eight, Where are they?...
I ran upstairs and turned my bath on, I added some bubbles. I like bubble baths. I walked back in to my bedroom and grabbed some pajamas for after my bath. I grabbed some underwear and some two towels. My bath was finally down so I slipped inside. The hot water surrounded my body causing all my muscles relaxed. After I washed my hair and body I climbed out of the bath and dried myself. I was drying my hair when I heard yelling from downstairs. Jeez what is it with these boys and arguing!
''I actually can't believe you!'' I heard Harry scream, what's happened now? I thought to myself as I walked down the stairs.
''How could you?'' Harry whispered yelled to Izzy as I reached the bottom of the stairs. Zayn, Louis, Liam and Niall where no where to be seen. I walked in the kitchen where Harry and Izzy were. As soon as I walked in Harry's head darted towards me, I looked at him then Izzy then back at him. He had been crying, so had Izzy...
''What do you want?!'' Harry snapped, I was taken back.
''I was hungry, I just came to get something to eat'' I whispered as I put some bread in the toaster. Harry's eyes burned in to me like fire. The full room was silent all you could hear was little sobs coming from Izzy's mouth. Harry stood there silent tears falling from his green orbs. I just wanted to walk over to him and wipe them away. But I wasn't going to, he wouldn't do it if it was me so why should I?
My toast popped up breaking me away from my thoughts, I grabbed the margarine and a knife before buttering my toast. I put it on a plate and sat down at the table. I took a bite of my toast when my phone buzzed.
* 1 new message *
'Hey Lexi, I'm sorry but I can't sleep tonight. Somethings came up, maybe tomorrow. Hope you're okay now, Love you - Jess x'
'Hey Jess, yeah I'm fine, and yeah we can do it tomorrow if you like, love you too - Lex x'
I pressed send and carried on eating my toast.
''Why?'' Harry said, I looked at him but he was looking at Izzy with tear filled eyes. Izzy put her head down, as tears strolled down her face.
''WHY?'' Harry roared I jumped, so did Izzy. Harry sighed and turned around, resting his elbows on the counter. I didn't realise I was staring at Harry until he snapped at me asking me what I'm looking at.
''I-I -I don't know, I-I'm sorry Harry please...'' Izzy stuttered, Harry rested his head in his hands before ruffling his curls. He rubbed the tears away from his eyes before turning towards Izzy again.
''Get out and don't come back. I never want to see you EVER again!'' He screamed in her face, I sat there looking at the situation as Izzy ran out of the house. I followed her.
''Izzy wait...Izzy!'' I yelled after her, she stopped and turned around.
''What happened?'' I asked pulling her in to a hug. She sobbed in to my shoulder before pulling away.
''I-I cheated on him Lexi, I cheated on him'' She cried before walking away. I watched her walk down the street alone until she disappeared in to the darkness.
I went back inside the house and up to my room. I walked over to my wardrobe and stretched up to the top reaching my hand around. I felt the little note book and grabbed it, I looked at the little book that I havn't seen in a while.
I call it my 'feelings book', it's like a diary but instead of writing what I did in that day, I write what I feel. I havn't written in it since I was fifteen, I opened the little book and read some of the things I wrote. I sat on the end of my bed before grabbing a pen out of the drawers beside my bed.
''Time to let it out'' I whispered to myself before putting the pen to paper...
''Today Harry and Izzy broke up, I feel sorry for her even though she's the one who cheated on him I still feel like she loves him. But what do I know, I thought Harry loved me and I loved Harry but my life is too short to sit around waiting for him knowing that he might never come...I just want to be okay and go back to when everyone was happy. I rarely used to cry now it's a daily thing...It sucks, you know. When everything is going fine then, it all crashes down right in front of you. And the hardest thing is I want to give it all up but I'm scared something like this won't happen again. Pain used to a non existing thing now it's the only thing that shows me I'm still alive. At least I've got Jess and Dayna...''
I closed the book and put it in my draw before sliding in to bed...
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