I'm so sorry I know I haven't been consistent in updating but this month I'm trying to be more consistent and not that any of you guys care but it was actually my birthday when I started writing this chapter so I suddenly felt motivated . Anyway I really hope you enjoy these stories. The writing style isn't really the best I know, but I try.
It was almost sunset. Yet here Rovyn was still in the training room practising his attacking skills in VR with his dagger.
It was a virtual system developed by Rovyn himself where it was made to make you feel like you're on a usual dealer mission. Delivering the goods and fighting as many holograms of enemies that keep coming as a way to help push specifically new recruited cadets. And although he first created it for himself with Chase's help he developed it into a training style. Its style was based on a mix of blind-folded sword dancing and taekwondo and it soon became quite popular in the organisation as well as fellow underground organisations although only Rovyn could perform it correctly.
Frankly, Rovyn didn't even know what he was doing. He was supposed to be saving his energy but there was something he wanted to do, something he wanted released in him but he never knew what. And in the end as always he just found himself here, fighting with the air for almost 2 hours drenched in sweat with hair stuck to his face breathing heavily.
Rovyn's POV
I'm not good enough. I thought as I swung my dagger forward in a quick movement. I'm not good enough and I hate it.
There are days like this when it's the worst. your mind is so full you don't even know how you feel, you're lost but you wanna force the feeling out. I hate feeling like this especially when it's physically going to affect my missions. Nothing I've tried has helped. Like taking time off my missions , finding something I like to do or even visiting a therapist after being forced by Ai but the woman only stated the obvious and I quote , " find something that helps you feel at peace".
Burning myself out this way is the only temporary solution I have. After a few hours of non stop training my body is so numb it stops the thoughts , feelings and even the voices.
I don't know about these days though. These days this feeling is coming on more regularly more so at important times and it's really stressing me out.
"Fuck" i say out loud this time as one of the holograms manage to punch me harshly in the face ruining my focus .Another special thing about this system is you feel what you see. Like if you somehow managed to get punched by a hologram it actually feels like you got a punch to the face.
A weird yet useful part of this thing.
I quickly managed to get back into focus as I stabbed a hologram in the arm while jumping onto another's shoulders throwing them to the floor.
I need to be better .I can't let trivial things like this drag me down, I thought as I dodged an attack . A lot of time has probably passed by now yet it only feels like a few minutes, if i keep going i'm sure to feel better soon im sure Ai is probably either somewhere getting his fair share of training.
Or then again he could be off sleeping somewhere under the clouds again. It really shocks me sometimes how he can sleep anywhere.
End of POV
A few minutes later , Ai walked in. well speak of the devil.
truthfully, Ai had been looking all around the company for Rovyn for a while before figuring he was properly here training .
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