Sukoon: سکون (Completed)

𝐒𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐡

The most beautiful part is,
I wasn't even looking for you
when i found you.

Z A Y N A -

It has been 1 month to their marriage, and somewhere she was falling in love with him. Aahil was trying to become better but then again something happened which vanished her hopes.

She sighed and went towards the balcony and looked at the sky and saw the stars shining. She felt someone beside her, she didn't turn back, the aura had told her it was him. He looked at her and sighed.

His condition was not less than her, he was also suffering like her but in a different way. His life was messed up.

"I'm sorry."

They both said to each other at the same time. Both looked in each other's eyes and chuckled.

"I'm sorry for judging you, you know I have some insecurities because of my past relationship."

She said, he looked at her. He felt his heart broken in a million pieces while hearing the word 'relationship' from her mouth.

"I was in a relationship 2 years back, the guy was rich, handsome and had everything one would desire."

She sighed and continued, Aahil was listening to her carefully.

"But we broke up, because we both weren't feeling that we are made for each other. The feeling which was between us wasn't love, it was just a feeling of attraction."

"And then I was stuck in haram, i had done all the haram things which one shouldn't, clubbing, not dressing with Modesty but somewhere in my heart i knew this was all wrong. This is haram, I shouldn't do this."

"And then one year ago, a tragedy happened with my best friend. The day I had talked with her and the next day she died. Her condition was normal, her death had shook me, I wasn't understanding anything but then I realized that death can come anytime and we had to prepare for it and that was the moment in my life which changed everything. I realised I should turn back to Allah before I return back to Allah."

She took a long pause and let out some tears to fall from her eyes.

"The insecurities which I had may sound stupid, I always wanted to be the first priority of someone, I always wanted to feel loved because I hadn't felt the feeling of being loved since childhood. "

"My child was not like others, it was traumatic, I had never felt the love of my parents. They were always behind money and fame."

She took a deep breath before continuing again and looked at him who was already looking at her. She looked into his eyes.

"I don't know why I shared this with you but you had all the rights to know about my past, maybe you will hate me after knowing this."

She said with a painful smile.

"Ayna, I can't hate you even if I wanted to to hate you then also I couldn't and I was not less than you."

He said looking at her and wrapped his arms around her to comfort her.

"I was taught how to use a gun when I was 10 but dad told me that I had to fight for injustice and not take the lives of innocent ones."