Sukoon: سکون (Completed)

𝐓𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞

Something about you made me feel a little more alive and a far less lost

Z A Y N A

Tears started flowing from her eyes remembering Aahil's words, he was right. She knew that but she wasn't ready to accept this. She shrieked when someone kept their hand on her shoulder, she looked back and saw Haris standing there.

She looked at him, she didn't have any conversation with him after that day and know today she is seeing him. She felt some relive.

"Z, why are you crying? Kuch hua hai kya?"

Haris said wiping her tears, She felt some emotion hovering her. He is her brother and she loves him. She knew that.

"Why me always? Why? Everything is messed up, all the relations are messed up Haris."

She said in a shaky voice. Haris stayed quite he knew that she is right.

"Soon everything will be fine, that's what I can say but I also know that everything won't be fine so easily. Their are Several enemies which will try to harm us not physically but mentally. And in all this the one who would be getting hurt is Aahil bhai. He had lost his everything Zee, Every fucking thing, they had snatched his love, his dreams, his loved ones. The only thing which he had know and he doesn't want to lose is you, Zee. Please Zee unko iss tarah aziyat mat do, mohabbat karte hai vo tumse."

Haris said looking directly in her eyes. Zayna felt goosebumps listening to his word. She looked at him for a while and chuckled bitterly.

"Mohabbat? Nafrat karte hai vo mujhse Haris."

Zayna said, hurt was visible in her voice. Haris smiles at her and nodded in no.

"Aesa nahi hai Zee, when you were in hospital, he had suffered the most among all of us. When the doctor had said that there are some chances of yours to get in coma. At that moment He was lost. He wasn't understanding anything. Aur toh aur tumhe uss halat mein dekhe sabse zyada takleef bhi unhi ko hui thi. Din raat tmhre pass bethe rehte thain, agar tum takleef mein thi toh takleef mein vo bhi thain."

Haris said, Zayna felt her her heat heavied while listening his words. Haris gave her a sad smile before leaving.

Confused in persent, fear of future and not a bit of peace left. This is her situation. She stood there trying to calm her heart and mind.

Is she in love with her husband?

The way her eyes shines seeing him, the way her heartbeat rises listening to his words. She likes each and everything about him.

What it is?

A simple liking!

No.

It is love.

She is in love!

Smiling at herself realising that damn! She is love with her mijazi Husband. She went back to her room with that constant smile on her face. Opening the door of the room she looked for him but he wasn't found anywhere.

She looked here and there but couldn't find him. She was about to step outside the room but was stopped by his sudden voice.

"Zayna?"

She looked back and saw him standing there, he was on the balcony. She moved towards him and looked in his eyes. Her favorite sight. She hugged him, she didn't realize what she was doing. Aahil was taken back from her sudden gesture but he felt peace. Her Sight was a peace for him.

Wrapping his arms around her and kissing her hairs, She closed her eyes feeling his touch.

"I'm sorry."

She slowly mutters but it was audible for him to listen, he raises his eyebrows.

"For what?"

He whispers in confusion, she felt her skipping its beat while listening to his voice. She clutches his shirt tightly, trying hard not to break down.

"For hurting you with my words, for that di-divorce thing."

He could sense that she was crying, he parted himself from her and cupped her cheeks.

"Shh, it's okay. I was never angry with you."

He said softly, she nodded in no with tears in her eyes. He shook his head, he knew she is sensitive.

"Zayna-"

"No, listen to me first."

He was cutted off by her, she looked at him. She wasn't able to see his eyes after knowing how much he had suffered when she was lying in hospital lifelessly.

"Haris told me everything. I'm sorry for my behavior Mir, i-iam ashamed of it. I was so lost in my suffering that I forgot you're also suffering like me but in a different way. Mjhe maaf kar dijiye Mir, meri wajah se aap ko itni takleef Hui, itni aziyat pahuchi. Mujhe laga ki aap mujhse nafrat karte hai tabhi meine vo talaq wali baat kari warna Mera Allah gawah hai ki mei apke Bina nahi reh pati. Jab mei hospital mei thi aap sabse zyda pareshan thain, aapko sabse zyda takleef pahuchi mei yeh sab nahi janti thi. Mujhe laga ki mere hone ya na hone se apko koi farq nahi prhta hai. Lekin mei galat thi. Maaf kar dijiye Mir."

She said tears were continuously flowing through her eyes. He was shocked by her sudden confession but at least she told him what she felt. He smiled at her and wiped her tears. She hiccuped, she was trying hard not to cry.

"Ya khuda, Zayna, tum yeh sab sochti thi?"

He questioned her with amusement on her face. He pulled her in a hug and caressed her back.

"Meri jaan, aesa kuch nahi. Nafrat? Mei tumse kabhi nafrat nahi kar sakta aur mei kya koi bhi tumse nafrat nahi kar sakta hai, tum bhot achi ho. Aur tumse kisne kaha ki tumse juda hoke mei khush reh sakunga? Aese ajeeb khyal aate kahan se he tumare dimag mei?"

He said, kissing her forehead and took a deep breath and looked at her. Zayna looked at him with tearful eyes.

"Aur khabardar, ab agar tumhari aankhon mei se aansuon ka ek qatra bhi gira toh mujse bura koi nahi hogi. Itni pyari aankhein hai tumhari, ab itna ro rokar inpe aziyat toh mat do."

He said while looking in her eyes, she chuckled and wiped her tears. He softly smiles at her.

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