Steph brother

I don't deserve him

It's been a few days and today I need to go back to the hospital. I'm really nervous cause I don't like it there at all. All those sick people who are scared for their life, it kinda hurts me. Bill was also scared for my life and I feel bad for him. He needs to go trough this pregnancy, and I'm sorry for that.

Before I can even think we arrive at the hospital. The door open and Bill goes to the reception to ask where we need to go. Bill walks me to the room and doctor Fischer is waiting for us with guilt on her face. "Are you okay doctor?" Bill asks. She nods "I just need to talk to her" she says. Bill nods and walk out of the room "I'm outside baby, if you need me" he says before gently closing the door. I turn to the doctor "what's up?" I ask. "You lost one baby" she says. My heart drops "b-but how can you even know?" I ask my heart breaking. "I saw it when I did the scan" she says looking down. "But there's more" she says.

"What is it?" I ask tears rolling down my cheeks. "One baby is Bill's" she says hesitating. My eyes get big "WHAT? HOW?" I ask feeling anger, anger for my baby's. "Well you had sex 2 times in 48 hours" "WITH 2 DIFFERENT GUYS" I yell. She nods "it's really rare" she says. Then it hit me. "I still have Bill's baby" I say with a smile. She looks down "Bill's baby died" she says.

"WHAT FOR A DOCTOR ARE YOU?" I yell. Bill comes walking in and holds my shoulders. "What's wrong?" He asks trying to calm me down with his warm big hands. "EXPLAIN IT TO HIM YOU BITCH" I yell tears streaming down my face. She sighs and looks at Bill "she had your baby and Tom's and yours died" she says "It's that simple" she says. I feel the grip on my shoulders tighten.

"WHAT?" He yells at all force his voice deep and croaky. "GET US ANOTHER DOCTOR" he yells at her. She quickly nods walking out of the room. He kneels down in front of me holding my hands. "It's gonna be okay honey" he says looking at me while I look at our hands. "She's gonna be fired for not telling us about this." He says. I look at him with my eyes filled with tears. "I love you okay?" He says giving one shake with our hands. I nod "I love you too" I say with a hiccup. "Come her" he says under his breath before hugging me. He's careful for my ribs. I sob in his shoulder as we hear the door open.

"What is it ma'am" the elder male doctor asks. He has kind blue eyes, a glasses and grey hair. "I'm pregnant and this doctor right here wouldn't tell me the truth about my baby's and that one do them is dead" I say tears of anger rolling down my face. He turn to her "you know you're gonna be fired for this right?" He says with a disappointed look on his face. She looks down and nods "I'm sorry" she says. Oh please, no she's gonna okay the victim? Ofcourse.

He turns back to us. "Let's check if she actually told the truth" he says and I nod.

We do another DNA test and he walks out of the room to check everything. Bill holds my hand tight as I feel the sweat on both of our hands he wetter. He comes walking back into the room with papers. "So the dad of the baby is.." he reads the paper as Bill squeezes our hands together tighter. He looks up at us "Tom.." he says with a soft and sad voice. I start to sob and so does Bill.

"Are you sure?" He asks his make up dripping down his face. He nods "yes.. I'm sorry" he says. I shake my head and force a smile "it's not your fault" I say. I turn to Bill "can we go home now?" I ask not wanting to be in the hospital anymore. The smell, the sick people just waiting for themselves to die already and the sadness it brings me. I don't wanna be around that anymore. "Sure love" he says placing his soft hands on my shoulders squeezing them a bit.

He grabs the wheelchair "thanks sir" he says before pushing me out of the room.

Bill's POV

I really wish that baby was mine. I'm afraid that if she keeps it she's gonna dump me for Tom. It already broke me at the tought of Tom having her fragile little body underneath him against her will. I wanna be there for her the rest of our life's, I wanna take care of her, wake up next to her, I just want her and only her. She's my dream girl, the girl I fantasised about when I was a kid, the girl I see in my dreams every night.

She's perfect and I hope she know that.

Her big blue eyes, her big red lips, her golden blond hair and her soft pale skin. Her smile is brighter then the sun, the stars sine for her. She's beautiful, and I tell her everyday.

I wanna tell her all of this but I know she won't believe it. I already see she's insecure, always covering her stomach, not eating much. She even covered herself when we had sex. She doesn't have to, she's beautiful.

Y/n's POV

Bill's was so quiet on the way home I think he was judging me. Cause I had sex with his brother and now I'm pregnant. Ofcourse he's mad, he has every right to be. What I did to him.. that's unforgivable. I'm so stupid.

We arrive home and see everyone is sitting on the couch. "Hey" my dad says. My heart drops, I haven't told him yet. "Hi" I say with a croaky voice, I clear my throat and push myself to the couch. "Tom said you need to tell me something important" he says leaning back. I sigh "yea Uhhm" I don't know how to tell him.

"Dad I'm.." "spit it out!" He yells. "I'm pregnant!" I yell back. It's quiet, only the little echo of my voice is heard. Simone grabs her heart with a gasp and my dad just stares at me. "WHAT?" He yells his eyes big full of rage. "BILL" he yells again and Simone starts crying. I can't speak anymore. "It wasn't me" Bill says looking down "I.. I raped her" Tom says, he just spat it out like it was nothing. My dad's eyes get big and Simone starts sobbing.

"Y/n.. is this true?" My dad asks trying to stay calm. I look at Tom and he nods. I look back down and nod. "Max go to your room" my dad says. "What's raping?" He asks. "Max. Now" he says demanding. He sighs and runs up the stairs. "TOM LEAVE MY HOUSE NOW" Simone yells wiping a tear from her cheek. "No don't do that.. I should've fought back better" I say.

I totally blame myself for this. It is my fault. "Y/n no, don't do this. You're way smaller and he's way more muscular than you" my dad says. I look down a tear slipping from my eye. My dad stands up. "We'll talk about this in the morning I can't.. I can't do this right now" he says pinching the bridge of his nose. Bill picks me up and walks me to the stairs. I grab his neck not caring about the terrible pain shooting trough my body, I deserve the pain anyway. I drop my head in the curve of his neck sobbing. "I love you" he says walking in the stairs. "I love you too" I say against his skin.

He lays me down in the bed and walks to the bathroom. Tom comes walking in and puts the wheelchair down "I'm really sorry y/n" he says. Before I can say anything Bill comes walking in. "OUT NOW" he yells and Tom walks out of the room. Bill sits down next to me and puts the tooth brush in my mouth. He starts brushing my teeth cause he thinks I'm too weak to do it. He's so sweet, I don't even deserve him. He lets me spit it out in a cup and he puts a glass of water next to me on the nightstand.

"Why don't we sleep in my bed?" I ask. "This bed is softer, that's better for you ribs" he says, I can't help but smile.

After he finishes getting ready for bed too he lays down next to me. He puts an warm hand on my belly as we fall asleep.

I don't deserve him.