Love of my life

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Y/n's POV

"But why? I wanna see her" I say to Tom who's putting on his cap. "You can't, she's too young to see her mother like this" he says letting his arms drop on the sides of his body. "But she's MY daughter" I say. "Mine too" he says. I start crying "please Tom, I wanna see her I miss her" He sighs "fine, but if she's scared of hospitals when she grows up, then it's your fault" he walks out of the room leaving me alone. It's quiet, you can only hear the heartbeat monitor beeping.

I sigh and look at my jacket. I know there's a bag of pills on it, I really need some. But I'm too weak to walk. I groan throwing my head back on my pillow. I want those pills right now so bad. My breathing becomes heavier and my vision gets blurry. I move my legs out of the bed grabbing the pile where my medicine is connected to me. I try to stand up but I can't. It's getting harder to breathe and my heartbeat goes faster.

"Y/n, what are you doing?" Someone behind me asks. I feel two warm big hands pull me back by my shoulders. He settles me on the bed and gives me a kiss on the forehead. "What were you doing?" He asks. "Nothing I just-" "did you want something from your jacket?" He asks walking towards it. "No no no, I don't I was just-" before I can finish my sentence he reaches in the pocket with the pills.

He pulls his hand out with nothing in it. "There's nothing in here" he says. It's a relief but also not. Where are they? Who got them? "Okay I just.. wanted to test my walking" I say. He walks towards me "but you're still breathing with help you know, just try it when the doctors say you're ready" he says petting my head slowly. I close my eyes and nod.

Bill's POV

I know what she was doing, I know what was in that jacket. Tom told me about it. I'm sorry for her, I know how happy she is with Lilly. But I think all the drugs is gonna destroy that, I don't want that. I'm gonna make sure her addiction will stop quickly. I'm just gonna get her some food now.

I write her a little letter and put it on her belly. I give her a kiss on the forehead and leave the room. "Let's go to mac Donald's" I say to myself.

Y/n's POV

I flutter open my eyes seeing no one is here. I look around the room cause I have nothing else to do. I sigh.
I notice something on my lower belly, it's a little piece of paper. I grab it and read it.

I can't help but smile big

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I can't help but smile big. He's so sweet. I give the note a kiss and put it on the little table next to my bed. I sigh smiling and close my eyes. He's the love of my life.

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"Guess who's here" I hear someone say with a sing song tone. I open my eyes seeing Tom with Lilly in his arms. I gasp "hiii" I say with a high pitch voice. Tom gives Lilly to me and I give her a big kiss on her head. "Where's Bill?" Tom asks. I give him the note that was laying on the little table. I reads it and a little smile spreads across his face.

"Cute" he says putting back the little note. "Yea he's adorable" I say. He hums and sits down on the chair. His elbows are laying on both of the sides and his legs are spread. He looks at us with a little smirk as Lilly can't stop smiling. My unbrushed hair hangs to the side hiding my face from Tom's gaze. I feel his eyes burn on the side of my head, I try my best to ignore it but it's hard.

"I'm here!" Bill walks into the room with mac Donald's bags. He puts them on the table and opens them. "So I got y/n (your order), Tom a big mag and a cheeseburger, myself of course a big mag, kipnuggets and a vanilla milkshake. And I even got Lilly some ice cream.
He gives Lilly her ice cream and she smiles brightly taking it with her tiny hands. I smile watching her as her mouth gets all dirty.
Bill gives Tom his burger and wipes Lilly's mouth.

He's so good with babies, and with kids. I'll have to tell him I'm pregnant, before I can't take an abortus anymore. I watch him as he goes trough the bag "here" he gives me my drink. I smile at him but its more a fake smile, I don't feel like smiling now. "Are you alright?" Bill asks his mouth full with his burger. "I-I'm fine.." I say looking at Lilly eating her ice cream. "Are you sure? You don't look fine" he says.

I look up at him. "Tom, can you take Lilly and yourself out of the room for just 2 seconds?" I ask. "Of course" he takes Lilly and closes the door behind him. "What is it love?" He sits down on the side of the bed.

I sigh "well.."




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