Y/n's POV
"I'm pregnant" I say. His face changes, it doesn't move but it changes. The look in his eyes goes dark, and his hand holding my hand loosens up a bit.
"Y.. you're.. pregnant?"
I nod my head hoping he doesn't get angry, hoping he won't just stand up and leave.
I see a tear form in his eye and roll down his cheek, I wipe it with my thumb. I don't know if he's happy or sad.
More tears from in his eyes and roll down his poker face.
No I'm staring to cry too "I'm sorry Bill. I-"
"Don't say sorry, it's not your fault" he says cupping my cheek wiping away my tears with his thumb.
"It is Mine, right?" He asks. "Of course is is" I say. He nods and finally breaks down.
He hugs me burying his head in my chest.
I hold his head against my chest.
Bill's POV
I hear her calm heartbeat beating in her warm chest. I did this to her, now she's pregnant again. It's not fair.
I love her and I want a baby with her, but she already has Lilly. She isn't waiting for a new one. Especially not one from the guy who cheated on her.
"I'm so sorry y/n, I never ment for this to happen. I love you" I say my voice all high pitch and wobbly.
She carefully plays with my jelled hair as my tear stain her hospital dress.
"I love you more" she says. I shake my head, I don't say anything but it's clear I love her more. Way more.
"Oh y/n, my heart is yours it you that I hold on to" I say making more tears fall from her cheeks and I take a hand to cup her face. I bring her forehead to my lips and give a soft kiss. "I love you, more then from the earth to the moon, and back" I say.
She now starts crying hard like really hard. "Bill, I whisk you could see how perfect you are" she says making my heart flutter.
I wrap my arms around her tightly and so does she. She snuggles her head in my neck and tears fall on my shoulder.
After a while I pull back from the hug and wipe a tear off her cheek with my thumb. "What do you want to do with the baby?" I ask, I'm actually hoping she wants to keep it. But I cant force her.
"I don't know yet.. sorry"
"You don't have to apologise" I say hugging her again.
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It's a few hours later now and I wanna go home. I can't go yet but I don't wanna stay here. I have to take care of Lilly and Bill and Tom need to make music. I want them to go and do what they love.
They move making music, it's their passion. They should continue doing it but they don't wanna go.
"Why won't you listen? I'm okay, I got this" I say to Bill who's walking around the room. "No you don't! You're pregnant and you're in a bad condition" he says.
"No I'm not! The doctors say I'm doing better, way better" I say. Bill sighs.
Bill's POV
I sigh.
She's not doing better, she's not doing good. The doctors didn't wanna tell her because she's already not mentally stable. When she hears she might die.. or that her changes if dying are bigger then surviving. She'll loose it,
She had a baby, she's pregnant. She can't do this.
"Bill?" She says snapping me out of my trance. "Oh y- yea?"
"What is it? I'm doing better right?" She asks. That innocent look in her eyes, her innocent voice. That's when it hit me fully. She can't die, she's only a kid. She's 15 years old, she's not ready to see the end.
Her body can't go cold already, it's only been warm for so short.
I look at her a tear rolling down my cheek. "Bill what is it?" She asks. I walk up to her hugging her tightly. "Sorry y/n, you don't deserve this, you're so young" I say crying in her shoulder. I feel her arms wrap around me, she's already so cold.
"Bill tell me, it's okay I can handle it" she says. I shake my head "no honey, no" I say.
"It's not okay and you can't handle it"
I say in her shoulder. She pulls me back still holding me, I look up at her my make up smudged all over my face.
She fixes it with her thumb "Billy, tell me"
Billy, I love it when she calls me that. It makes me feel so much better, it makes me feel loved.
"Y/n.. you're.. you're probably.." I can't say it, I can't get it out of my stupid mouth. "What is it Billy?" She moves some hair out of my face. She stays so patient with me.
"I can't say it y/n I really can't" I burry my head in her chest crying like a tall child.
She rubs my back, it makes me feel so protected. Being in her arms, feeling her touch, hearing her laughter. It makes my whole day, and maybe in a few months weeks or maybe even days, that's all gonna be over.
"It's okay Bill, just take some time. But I do really wanna know" she says. I nod I move my head to the side looking at the wall, the side of my head still on her chest.
"You're.. you're probably.. gonna"
She cuts me off.
"Die?"
A/N: I don't know if there are many mistakes in here. I think so. I don't check it now I'm not in the mood. But maybe I will later.
Do you guys still like This story? Cause I don't know if you're still feeling it.
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RandomA girl called Y/N her parents are divorced and she lives with her dad. Her dad has a new girlfriend in Germany and they need to live there. She doesn't want to leave her life in LA behind but she has no choice.
