I could use one

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Bill's POV

Someone shakes my shoulder making me flutter open my eyes. The bright lights of the hospital make me cover my eyes with my hands. "Hey kid, what are you doing here" he asks. I look trough my eyelashes and see y/n in an hospital bed being rolled out of the room. I stand up and walk after them. "Hey wait" he calls out. He grabs my shoulder and turns me around. "What?" "What are you doing here?" He asks. I point at y/n "I don't wanna leave her side" I say. He nods and lets my shoulder go. I sprint after them.

I sit down on a chair next to her bed and hold her hand tightly. I watch her as her eyelashes rest on her eye bags and her cheeks are slightly red. I brig her hand to my lips and kiss it. "I love you" I whisper against her hand.

"Bill?"

I turn around and see Tom standing on the doorframe. I quickly stand up and tune my whole body towards him. "Hey" I say under my breath. Tom doesn't say anything back and walks to the other side of the bed. He moves a strand of hair out of her face. I sit down looking at my lap.

"How'd you find her?" He asks. I look up and see him still looking at her. "I went to a place we were at our happiest together, and she was laying there" I say. He stands up straight now staring into my eyes. "Where?"

I don't say anything.

"BILL WHERE?" He yells. "In a abandoned building a few minutes from our house" I say. "She's lucky then" he says. "No one would have found her on time" he says. I sit back down on the chair spreading my legs. I rest my arms on the sides and close my eyes.

Y/n's POV

I flutter my eyes open and look around. I see Bill and Tom sleeping. I sit up straight and pull out the tunes in my nose. I stand up and stumble out the door. I look around the hallway as I walk trough it. I fall against the wall resting there a bit.

"Ma'am?" Someone puts their hand on my shoulder. I look up at a doctor's worried gaze. "Are you alright?" He asks. I nod and swallow hard "Uhhm, Where is my house? I wanna go home" I say. "Oh sorry ma'am you can't go yet. Lets bring you back to your room" he holds my shoulders walking with me back into the room.

He helps me on the bed and puts the tubes back in my nose. "Here, you need to rest." He says. I nod, and he walks out of the room. I turn to see Bill sleeping peacefully in the chair. I can't help but falling for him everyday. I hate this feeling, the feeling I wanna hate him, but I still love him. He's my true love and at this moment, I don't want that.

"Bill" I say. He opens his eyes and turns to me. He sits down on his knees next to the bed immediately. "Hey" he whisper grabbing my hand. "I just wanna say how Sorry I am. I didn't know how much I needed you until I lost you" he says making my stomach flip. His word really hit me. "I love you y/n y/l/n. And I'll keep trying till you forgive me" he says. I sigh "oh Bill" I look up at him. "I love you too" I say. He hugs me tightly almost squeezing me to death.

"But I wanna go home now Billy" I say. He puts a strand of hair behind my ear "you just need to rest. I will stay right here" he says. He grabs my hand tightly and brushes his thumb against the back of my hand. I close my eyes and doze off to sleep pretty fast.

Tom's POV

I flutter open my eyes, the bright light of the hospital blinding me. I groan and gives my eyes. I look trough my eyelashes as Bill. He's asleep holding y/n's hand. He's on his knees on the ground, his head resting on the bed. Did that asshole just do that? Or did y/n let him? If she did I can't believe she would forgive him so fast.

He didn't deserve that,

I stand up and walk to y/n. Her little fragile body breaks my heart. She's on the edge of dying and the doctors said all they can do is let her fight it.
She needs help with breathing, and medicine is planted in her arm.

I carefully kiss her forehead. "I'm sorry" I whisper. I look around the room and see y/n's jacket. I walk over to it and put my hands in the pockets. I feel and hear something crunch. I get it out and see a little plastic bag, with pills.  I look back to y/n and back to the pills. Even tough she's probably fucking depressed right now, she can't take those pills.
Even tough I'm so angry at him, she's still pregnant with my brother's baby. I sigh and put the pills in my pocket.
I look up at the ceiling and close my eyes.

"Tom?" A little voice sounds.

I turn around and see y/n looking at me, squeezing Bill's hand. "Hey, how are you feeling?" I say, trying not to give up on her. "Good, bad. I don't know" she says looking at Bill's sleeping face.
"Maybe it's not the time to ask you this but. What do you wanna do with the baby?" I ask hoping she won't break down.

I see tears forming on her eyes. "I really don't know, I'm so angry at him but.. I'm so in love with him" she says. I sigh "maybe you should get an abortus. You already have your hands full with Lilly" I say, trying to bring my opinion carefully.
"Y-you're right.. maybe I should" she says looking back at Bill.

I know how much he loves her, cause I feel it too. And I know how much she loves him.
Their love is so beautiful, but yet so dangerous. I kiss her hand and stand up. "I'm gonna smoke a cigarette" I say and I walk out of the room.

I could use one.





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