Steph brother

Overdose

Tom's POV

What did she say? She pregnant? I can't believe it. Bill made her pregnant and then casually cheated on her. That asshole.

"Y-you're pregnant?" I say not believing what I'm hearing. "Yes" she says her voice wobbly. "When did you find out?" I ask. "A few days ago" she says. She stands up "can we go outside. It's warm here" she says. I nod "ofcourse come on" I say grabbing her hand.

Y/n's POV

Tom opens the front door letting me out. He walks out too closing the door. I grab a cig and a lighter. I put the cigarette in my mouth putting the fire closer. Tom grabs my wrist and pulls it down. "Hey, I need to light it" I say the cigarette still in my mouth. He grabs the cig out of my mouth and puts it in his pocket. "You can't smoke you're pregnant. You already drank alcohol" he says. I groan. "But I.." I wanna finish my sentence but I can't say it. I want this baby, but I also don't.

I love Bill, I could just imagine him holding our baby smiling. Feeding them, kissing them goodnight. Holding them letting them rest their head on his chest while he dances around the room after dinner.

But he hurt me, he left me when I needed him the most. How could he? Why did he do it? Maybe it's because he doesn't love me anymore. And even tough if he'll be crawling back to me. I'm not going to forgive him so fast. I would want to kiss him right now even tough for what he did.

I hate love. It's making me crazy. I want to kiss him, to hug him, to fall asleep in his warm chest. But I hate him, he's horrible.

He broke my heart in a million pieces, but I still love him with each piece.

"Tom, can you leave me alone?" I ask. He nods "I'll see you at home" he says. I nod my head and watch him walk away. I sigh and start walking again.

I walk into the abandoned building me and Bill were months ago. I sit down at the exact same spot. I look to my right seeing the chair Bill and k caught about laying on its side. I read in my pocket pulling out a joint. I put it in my mouth and light it. I start smoking it like crazy, not even taking a brake. It's gone I'm a few minutes.

I reach onto my other pocket pulling out a bag of pills. I put one in my mouth swallowing it, and another, another, another. Till I'm out of pills. I stand up and want to walk away but everything goes blurry. My whole body goes numb. I fall tot he ground and before I hit it everything goes black.

Bill's POV

Valerie kept begging me for another round, and to dump y/n for her. But I don't want to dump y/n for her, I actually don't wanna dump y/n at all. Valerie is to easy to get so I dumped her. I left her at the club.

I know I have to fight for y/n, to stay with her. And that's what makes me love her so much, that's what makes me want her so bad. The only way I can't be close to her is in that abandoned building. So I'm on my way right now. To breathe in the air, to feel the memories. I walk in, it's really dark but I can see something. There's something laying on the ground.. someone!

I kneel down to see the person better. I smell a familiar smell, perfume. "Y/n?" I whisper. I get my phone out putting the flash light on. She's knock out with a little bag next to her and some vomit. My eyes widen "y/n!" I yell. I start to panic. I can't loose her, not now, never.

"Hello?" Tom picks up the phone. "Tom please help. It's y/n" I say. "What? What's wrong?" He asks. I can feel his concern trough the phone. "I'm gonna call an ambulance, meet us at the hospital" I say. "Wait Wh-" I hang up the phone before he can awnser and call an ambulance.

After a few minutes they arrive and pick her up. I get into the car with them and hold her hand. Tears start rolling down my face. She cant due with the thought I don't love her. She just can't.

"She had an overdose, we need to pump her stomach empty" a doctor says. I nod focusing on the beeps of her heartbeat. "It's gonna be okay.. if we're fast enough" he says. I nod again looking at her pale lifeless face.

"Please baby, don't go now." I say. I want her to know how sorry I am, to know how much I love her. I wanna give her the world, but my stupid mistakes destroy it all.

We arrive at the hospital and the doctors run inside. I run after them not wanting to leave her side. They bring her to the surgery room. "Sorry kid. You can't come with her" they say closing the door. I sigh and sit down next to the door on the ground. I'm so tired but I can't fall asleep without being sure she's okay.

Some doctors walk past giving me weird or concerned looks. But I don't care. I wanna stay here, this is the closest I can be so I'll stay here. I feel my eyes get heavy and before I can protest I fall asleep against the wall.

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