Broken heart

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I push trough the people dancing in front of the door and open the door. I walk outside taking a few steps to my right. I lean with my back against the wall closing my eyes. I let the cold night breeze brush against my face. I take a deep breath and blow it out sharply. I feel someone stand next to me and I open my eyes. I look up to see Tom. His warm presence brushes my cold one and it makes me feel a bit better.

"What is it?" He asks. My eyes start watering emediatly and I start sobbing uncontrollably. He gives me a tight hug and I wrap my arms around him crying in his shoulder. "B-Bill and Valerie.." he pulls me back from his shoulder making my puffy face look at his. My tears left a wet mark on his shirt.

"Hey.. it's okay. Just take a deep breath and say it" he says, he helps me breathe normally again and I sigh. "I walked into the bathroom and overheard Bill and Valerie.. having sex" my breathing gets harder again. He looks down in a way of telling me he knew. "I sorta knew.. I expected it but Bill told me not to worry" he says. I start crying again and I hold him even tighter.

"Hey what's going on?" Someone says. I turn around meeting Bill's eyes. Valerie is standing next to him looking at me concerned. "Are you okay?" He asks. He wants to hug me but I push him away. "Don't touch me with the hands you touched her!" I yell at him pointing at Valerie. His face drops, he's completely white. "What are you talking about?" He asks with a tone telling that he know he can't get out of this.

"I was there, in the bathroom" I say. He turns to Valerie who's eyes are huge. "Oh y/n it.." she walks towards me but I push her away. "Don't touch me, don't come near me and don't talk to me!" I yell. "Hey don't talk to her like that" Bill says making me go numb. I can still stand but my mind goes clear, my emotions can't find a way. I'm just a mess at this point. "You ducking cheated on me when I needed you the most Bill! WHY?" I yell at him. "I-I.." he can't get it out of his mouth. "Never mind, I already know, you're done with me. So you go for Valerie. I didn't know you Needed sex to be happy in a relationship" I say.

I turn to Tom "I'm going home" I say. "I'll bring you home" he says. He grabs my hand and helps me in the car. I put my head against the window looking at the streetlights passing by. I feel a big warm hand on my leg rubbing it to comfort me. "It's gonna be alright, you don't need him" he says. I look at him and shake my head. "No I do, I really do" I say. "Why? You got me" he says. I nod, "oh yea.. that's right" I looks won at my lap and grab his hand tightly. He flips his hand over and tangles our fingers together. It gives me comfort, first it would give me guilt for Bill. But fuck Bill.

I look at Tom watching as his face lights up every time a street light passes. His eyes shine in the light and turn to me from the road. "Are you feeling better?" He asks. I shake my head "no, Bill crossed the line" I say. He nods, "he did, first lying and then protecting her instead of you" he says. I nod, I wanna cry but I can't get tears out. It feels horrible.

The pain in my chest gets worse, and the dry limp in my throat won't leave. "We're here" Tom says helping me out of the car. Our hands leave each other making me feel cold again. I don't wanna let go, I want to stay with him. I don't know where this feeling came from, but I know it's definitely there.

He opens the door for me and I walk inside. I go to Lilly's room and look at her peacefully asleep. She opens her eyes and looks at me. "Oh sorry baby, go to sleep" I say petting her head. She puts her hands out to me, I grab her and look in her beautiful brown eyes. They remind me of Tom's, it makes me happy. I hug her tightly, I love her.

"She's such a cutie isn't she?" I turn around to see Tom leaning against the doorframe. "Yea, I really love her" I say. He walks over to me and hugs me and Lilly together. It's a beautiful Family hug. Normally I would miss Bill, but it's like he doesn't even exist. I feel complete, even tough I'm not.

I put Lilly back I her bed and me and Tom walk out of the room. "I'm gonna grab my stuff and sleep on the couch" I say walking to Bill's room. "No.. if you're comfortable you can sleep with me" he says. I give his warm tall body a tight hug "thanks Tom" I say.

I grab my stuff and put it in Tom's room. "Just temporary" I say. He nods. "Hey kids, we're back" I look up to see dad, Simone and max. "Hey!" I give them all a tight hug. "Well, I already Love Lilly. But it's gonna be the only one at this age" my dad says. I nod quickly. "Are you okay? You look stressed" my dad says. "I'm fine. I'm gonna sleep" Before they can ask why I'm with Tom I close the door.

I sit down on the bed and sigh. Tears are falling on my lap as my body moves every hiccup. Tom sits dow next to me and puts an arm sound me. "It's okay" he says. I shake my head "it's not it's really not" I say all panicking. "Why?" He whines a year from my cheek "tell me y/n" he says. I hug him tight and sob in his shoulder.

"I'm pregnant"







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