Mein liebe

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Y/n's POV

I wake up due to Bill being soundly asleep. I lift my head seeing Bill his head is now up against the wall. You can see his adam apple clearly, it's almost like it's gonna pop out of his neck. I look around remembering where we are. I take my phone out of my pocket and see like, 20 missed calls from dad, 15 from Simone, and even 28 from Tom. I sigh putting my phone back into my pocket and look around. Bill takes a really deep breath mixed with a snore making me laugh a bit. "Good morning beautiful" he says Petting the hair that hangs loose on my back. I turn to him "good morning" I say with a smile.

He groans and stretches his arms and his legs. "You were shaking so I gave you my jacket" he says, now I notice he's only wearing t-shirt and I'm wearing his leather jacket. "Thanks, but you didn't have to" I say smiling at him. He smiles back "If I didn't I would be a bad boyfriend, right?" He says I shrug "you can't be a bad boyfriend" I say, he chuckles. I give him back his jacket and sit back against the wall. "So you wanna go back home?" He asks "you can go, I just want to scare them for a little while" I say. He nods "well I'm not leaving you alone here so I'll stay with you" he says.

I stand up, "where are you going?" He asks. "I'm gonna buy some breakfast" "I'm going with you" he quickly jumps up and walks towards me putting his arm around my waist. We walk to the most nearby store to get some food.

The doors open and we're meted by the cold air of the freezers. "So what do you wanna eat?" He asks, I shrug "maybe a croissant" I say. He nods aggressively "yes! oh my god I love those" he says, I smile and he runs to the croissants. He puts them in a plastic bag and walks to the counter. "Hey aren't you the children of Simone and Arthur?" The cashier asks. We look at each other and back to the cashier.

We both shake our heads at the same time. "Yes you are, you're that boy from.. Tokio hotel" he says. Bill throws the cash on the counter and grabs my hand and runs away. We keep running till our lungs both hurt. We both smoke so we didn't come really far, but far enough.

His hand finally leaves my wrist and he lays it on his knee with the other one. "How did he know?" I ask still panting, he shrugs. "I don't know, maybe they asked people around town where we were" he says. I stand up straight, but my belly starts to hurt really bad. I wrap my arms around myself and fall to the ground. I've never felt so much pain. As my body hits the ground I feel pain shoot trough my ribs. "Oh fuck Y/n" Bill says kneeling down. I try to catch my breath but I almost can't breathe.

"Y/n!" Bill his hand goes to my belly on the exact spot where it hurts, like he can feel it himself. "Y/n, you need to go to the hospital.. maybe it's your baby" he says, he picks me up bridal stile and walks to the hospital. The doors open, "is there a doctor?" Bill says almost yelling. The women at the reception quickly calls for a doctor, and some blonde woman with brown eyes walks out of the elevator.

"This way" she says, and Bill follows her. I closed my eyes so I can focus on my breathing, but k hear what's happening. "Put her here please" she says and Bill puts me down on a table. "So what happened" She asks I open my eyes. "I.. I suddenly felt.. pain i-in my belly a-and.." Bill cuts me off "she just dropped to the ground and started breathing heavily" he says. The doctor nods "okay can I take a look?" She asks.

I nod and she pulls down my pants down my waist. And my shirt up to my chin. My pants isn't off but just really low. Bill his hand caresses my waist bone with his thumb. The doctor takes some slimy cold stuff and puts it on my lower belly. She starts sliding over it with some weird x-ray device. "Well.. the heart is still beating" she says, she point to a dot on the screen. "That's your baby" she says looking at me. She turns to Bill "is it yours?" She asks. Making him look down and shake his head "no my.. my brother raped her" he says.

Omg why did he say that!!! I turn my head to Bill and he looks at me. "Why did you say that?" "Well, so she doesn't think you cheated on me" he says. My gaze softens, he was just trying to help. It's stupid that's for sure, but he didn't want to be mean.

I turn my head back to the doctor. "But what is wrong with it?" I ask. She shrugs, "nothing actually, maybe it hurt because it's growing" she says. I sigh, well that wasn't much help. "Thank you" I say as Bill and I walk out of the room. "Y/n" "yea?" "Can we go home now? You need a warm bath and some tea" he says pulling me closer. I sigh, I don't wanna go home but Bill does "sure let's go home" I say.

He smiles and we walk home together. The walk is quiet, really quiet. I can hear every bird, every car, every water drop from the trees. It's odd, usually Bill can't stop talking to me but now.. now he just doesn't. Should I say something? No that's stupid. "Are you okay?" I ask, I don't listen to myself again. "Mh? Oh yea I'm fine" he says. "No you're not" "okay I'm just sad for you.. you're only fifteen, you got raped by your boyfriend's brother and got pregnant you're so young" he says.

I sigh "you know.. I actually wanted it to be yours." I say. He looks at me "me too" He pauses and hugs me tight, I hug him back and burry my face in his chest. I feel his heavy heartbeat on my face and his breaths on my hair. He's so warm, I feel protected around him, in his arms. "I love you so much mein liebe" he says giving me shivers, him talking German to me hits different. "I love you too" I say. He gives me a little kiss on the head and we walk back home.

We open the front door and walk into the living room. "Where were you guys?!" "We've been so worried" my dad and Simone say. "It's fine we're here now" Bill says, before they can say anything he pulls me up the stairs. "They're so annoying like I can't take care of you or myself" he says opening the door to his room. "It's fine Bill they're jus.." "NO ITS NOT.. sorry.. no it's not fine, I bet they already forgave Tom and then we both don't sleep at home for 1 night and it's a way bigger problem" he says.

I rub his shoulder, "I don't think they forgave Tom so quickly" I say, he shrugs. "It could be" he says. "You're just tired, here go to sleep" I say as I pull the blankets aside for him to lay down. "No I need to take care of you" he says.
I shake my head "I'm fine, just go and take a nap" he sighs and lays down. "You need anything?" I ask. He shakes his head and closes his eyes. After not long he falls asleep, he's so tired.

It's adorable.

A/n: Sorry I'm not posting so much lately. It's just that I don't have many inspiration, and I'm really tired. School is also starting soon. But I hope you liked this chapter.

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