A girl called Y/N her parents are divorced and she lives with her dad. Her dad has a new girlfriend in Germany and they need to live there. She doesn't want to leave her life in LA behind but she has no choice.
As I let the blouse slide off my body she can't help but stare at my slight six pack. It's not really much but it's at least something. I smile and take her face with both hands and kiss her.
I let my tongue slide into her mouth gently as I move it with hers. The beautiful golden sunset lights up the room perfectly. It's perfect for this moment, it makes us feel warmer.
I feel her cold hand move on my abs making me tense cause of the suddenly feeling. Without breaking the kiss I pick her up and lay her down on the bed carefully. I move kisses to her neck and down to her collarbone. I leave some mark with my sucks and little love bites.
But my breath hitches when I feel her hand press gently on my manhood. I let out a satisfied sigh and move my hands to the edge of her dress. I push it up a little showing her dark green panties. They're already a little wet, she gets wet so easily.
I gently rub her clit looking at her face for any reacting, she closes her eyes and her beautiful plump lips part a little. I grin a little and pull her panties off of her showing her perfect pink pussy.
I move up to kiss her lips again gently moving my tongue inside, I press my tongue against hers before moving it with hers. The kisses get sloppy and some saliva drips down her chin. I pull back a string of saliva stretching between our lips. I smile as it breaks and brush my thumb against her bottom lip.
I take her hand and move it towards my erection letting her feel it through my pants. She palms me gently making me let out a satisfied sigh.
I sit up on my knees and undo my belt. I pull down my pants showing my red boxer, it's a little damp cause of the pre-cum. I take it off letting my dick free. She wraps her hand around my shaft and pumps it to stimulate it some more. I smile as she does so and dip my finger into her wet heat.
I pull back making her hand slip away from my dick. I tease her entrance with my tip before pushing it inside carefully. She gasps and grabs my shoulder. I caress her hair and give her small, wet kisses on her neck.
"I... It's too big Bill" she says under her breath. I grin, "I know baby." I start moving slowly to make sure I don't hurt her, I know she's really sensitive of the baby. But she seems to like it.
Y/N's POV
I've never had sex that hurt so bad in my life. I don't know what it is, it just hurts like hell. It hurts more than that time Tom raped me at that party, and believe me, that hurt.
I try to enjoy it, but it's so hard to. I don't know what it is, I'm wet, I wanna fuck him and I'm in the mood. But it won't stop hurting, it just won't stop hurting. I squeeze his shoulder tighter when he suddenly stops.
"Are you okay honey?" Bill caresses my hair. I nod "y... yea. It's just so amazing" I know I know, I shouldn't lie. But I don't want to hurt him.
Bill sighs and pulls out of me with a wet pop and puts his clothes back on, I sit up. "What are you doing?" I ask as I watch him pull His pants up, his boner evident in his tight pants.
"You clearly don't like it honey, I don't wanna hurt you for my own pleasure" he sighs and sits down caressing my cheek. I sigh and kiss his cheek.
"I really want it... I don't know why it hurts. I'm so sorry" I look down, I feel horrible. "It's okay, I love you" he kisses my lips before laying down wrapping his arms around me.
"Do you want me to give you a blowjob?" I look at him. I just want to pleasure him and I don't want him to leave me. I sound stupid, but whatever.
"No. It's really okay." He gives me kisses on my cheeks. Since when does he act like this? Usually he would say yes.
I nod and snuggle into him.
That time Bill told me I was probably gonna die felt horrible. I'm still scared to leave everyone alone. Bill, Tom, my parents... Lilly. She can't lose her mother.
But I've been hurting and the doctors can't do anything about it. Maybe death would be a relief. I would be able to rest from the pain. But I want to see Lilly grow up and I don't want to leave Tom alone with her.
But I also want Bill to have a girlfriend who can go out with him, run around and have sex. The most simple things. He deserves that.
I'm just a sick girl who can barely stand up to pee.
I don't want that for him. If I look at his future I can't see him marrying me. I want him to marry a pretty girl who makes him happy.
Bill gets up, "I gotta pee." He says and walks out.
I look around, I sigh. I don't want this anymore, laying in bed waiting for my time to come. It's terrible and I don't want my life to be like this. I look around, there's nothing I could easily kill myself with.
No pills, no ropes, no sharp objects. I sigh and lay down my back facing the bathroom door. Then an idea pops up in my head. The roof, the roof is high and I will not survive the fall at all. All I have to do is think when to do it and-
The door opens and Tom walks in holding Lilly. He smiles "someone wanted to see mommy"
I smile and sit up taking her in my arms. Now I remember why I wasn't gonna do it. Lilly squeaks and holds her arms out at me. I kiss her belly making her giggle.
"Where's Bill?" He asks. "He's in the bathroom" I say stroking Lilly's hair. I feel some pain in my belly but I don't really mind, I know our baby is growing so much already. Shit, that baby will never be born...
Lilly has fallen asleep against my chest as Bill walks in wearing only his pants. He crawls back into the bed and strokes Lilly's back. I sigh, tomorrow night, when everyone is asleep I will jump off that roof.
That's final.
AN: guysssss, I'm trying please cut me some slack.
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