I slept like a log the whole night. That bed was actually very comfortable. I woke up when i heard a faint knocking on my door. I rubbed my eyes trying to get the sleep away. I listened carefully if i heard right. The knocking sound sounded again. I got up from my bed grabbing the mask from my nightstand and headed to the door. I grabbed the door knob and opened the door looking at the tall ghoul in front of me. If i can remember right, that was Mountain.
"I'm sorry if i woke you up, but would you like to come to breakfast with us." He asks. I looked at him tiredly. "Yeah, sure" I said, walking to the hallway and closing my door after me. "Did you sleep well" Mountain asked. "Yeah, just fine. Thank you for asking" I answer quietly. We walked towards the common room staying quiet the rest of the way.
When we turned to the room, everyone else was already there sitting around a big table. 'was i supposed to wake up earlier' i think, feeling unsure of myself. Everyone's heads turned in our direction when we walked into the room. "Good morning Amelia" Swiss said in an excited tone. Others were also greeting me. "Good morning" I answered quietly. I'm not used to being around so many people, so I couldn't help, but feel a little uncomfortable.
I sat down between Mountain and Cirrus, since that was the only seat left. Everyone returned to their conversations. I grabbed a bowl of cereal from the table and started eating. I quietly listened to their conversations. There was like four different conversations between them, so it was kinda hard to listen all of them at once.
I was almost done eating when Cirrus next to me turned to my direction and asked. "You are oddly quiet, are you okay" "Yeah, it's just that this is a new place and i don't want to invade of your conversations" I answered. Cirrus looked at me with a amused grin on her face. "Nooo, your not invading. Of course you you can join the conversations." She laughed. Me and Cirrus ended up chatting the rest of the breakfast together. She was actually really kind. Actually she kinda reminded me of Cora.
Others were also ready with their meals and they started to get up form the table. Me and Cirrus stayed in the table talking about the church and she was also explaining to me what a "band" is. I was brought back from the conversation when i felt a little tap on my shoulder. I looked up and noticed that Aether was standing next to me. "Hey Amelia. I just remembered that Copia wanted to see your after you are done eating" He said. "Oh, okay" I said standing up from the table. "Did he say what he wanted to talk about" I asked. "No, but i guess he just wants to get to know you since he was in such a hurry yesterday" Aether answered. "Yeah okay" I said waving a goodbye to two of them and heading out to the hallway.
I started walking to the direction that i thought was right. Well, it turned out it wasn't the right way. I found myself standing in a hallway that was looking almost identical to the one where our rooms were, but this wasn't the hallway. I was lost. I had no idea where i was. I turned around i headed to the direction where i came, only to find that i couldn't find my way back to the common room either. How did i get lost, i was sure i went to the right direction.
I started to look around me if i would find anyone who could point me to the right direction. But there was no one. Literally no one. I was standing alone in that hallway. A fear started building in my chest. I backed against a wall. I didn't have the courage to continue exploring this hallway, what if i get even more lost. I could feel my pulse speeding up, my breathing felt heavier and heavier. My hands started shaking. I squeezed them together, trying to stop the shaking.
Why was i feeling like this? I guess this all wasn't just because i was lost, no. It's like all the fear, anxiety, confusion and unsureness from the last days was now all erupting at once. A tear rolled down my cheek. I sat down next to the wall, bringing my knees to my chest. I was kinda ashamed of all of my feelings, i'm sure literally anyone else would be over the hills happy to be here, but here i am welling in my feelings.
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FanfictionRain x oc fanfiction, but it ended up being more of a whole band fanfiction. So this is going to contain relationships between ghouls and oc's. Who is dating who? I'm not gonna tell you, read and find out😉 "I looked myself from the mirror before go...