I'm not scared anymore

Chapter forty one: Hunter's moon: Moon sets

A/N: This chapter is going to be such a roller coaster. This chapter is going to contain: Smut, mental health problems, self harm and suicidal behavior. I will put another warning before the triggering text. So if you find these subjects triggering, i suggest skipping the triggering part. You have been warned.

Cora's pov:

"What are you doing here Mountain?" I asked as he was climbing in from the window. "I just couldn't stay in my room any longer, i had to come see you." Mountain said.

"How are you doing?" He asked. "I don't know, it's been pretty boring and i don't even know how the moon is supposed to affect me." I said. "Well, i don't usually feel the moon that strongly either." He said.

"What have you been doing the whole day?" I asked. "Absolutely nothing." Mountain sighed, sitting down on my bed. I sat down on my bed too, leaning down on the headboard of my bed.

"Is every full moon going to be like this?" I asked. "No, Copia has never lock us up like this. Usually we spend some time together and do something fun." He answered. "Oh, what kind of "fun" you guys have together?" I smirked. "That's not what i meant." He laughed. "I know, i'm just teasing." I laughed.

"It's actually kinda funny that i have looked for my mate for years, but it wouldn't have guessed that the reason why i couldn't find him is that you lived here." I chuckled. "Yeah, me too. I already started to think that i don't have a mate." He laughed.

"Actually now that i had to spent the whole day here, there is one thing i want to do." I smiled. "What is it?" Mountain asked, turning to look at me confusedly. I moved myself closer to him and placed my hand on his cheek. I looked at him into his green eyes.

  The look on his face looked so sweet and innocent. "This" I whispered, closing the gap between our faces and pressing my lips against his. I closed my eyes, deepening the kiss. A warm feeling flooded over me as we kissed. It's something i haven't felt before.

I separated our lips and looked at him smiling. He looked deep into my eyes with a huge smile on his face. I didn't have time to say anything before he smashed our lips back together. I wrapped my hands around his back, pulling him closer.

"I wish you had come here sooner." I whispered between the kiss. "Me too." He chuckled. I separated our lips and leaned back a little. For a while we just stayed there, looking at each other.

"Do you want to?" I whispered. He looked at me, understanding what i meant. "Is it too soon?" He asked. "No." I smirked, grabbing my own shirt and tossing it on the floor. "Wow." He breathed out.

"But Cora, i have to tell you something first." He said a little shyly. "Yeah?" I asked, sitting next to him. "I haven't done this before." He whispered. "Had sex?" I asked. He nodded slightly. "That's okay." I smiled. "You don't mind?" He asked. "Of course not." I chuckled.

/Smut⬇️/

  He let out a little happy laugh as he grabbed his shirt and tossed in on the floor next to mine. I wrapped my hand around his back and pushed him to lay down on the bed. I maneuvered myself laying on top of him and crashed our lips back together.

"Just tell me if you're uncomfortable." I whispered, lowering my lips against his neck. He just hummed, leaning his head back as i placed sweet kisses along his neck. I slowly moved towards his lower stomach with my kisses as i started to undo his pants with my hands.

  I lifted my lips from him to pull down his pants, but i was interrupted as he flipped us around. As a blink of an eye, i was laying on the bed on my back.