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awe

Spoonies have different feelings towards the following:
You are so strong
You have such perseverance
I don't know how you do it
I am in awe of you.

Personally? You should be in awe.
Thank you for seeing my strength
Because every day is just a little bit harder
And I'm looking back and wondering
When did having arms get tiresome?

Strength is trying to decide
Do I disrupt a routine that kept me alive
Or do I change in hopes to thrive?
Either way there is a weight, a change,
Another test to powerlift through.

You say you don't know how I do it.
Quite frankly, I don't either.
You would make comments,
Because surely someone like me
Is still fully able.

Yeah, I have perseverance
But when I tried to show what this cost
I was told it was not possible;
How could someone once so capable
Suddenly become disabled?