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Spinning around with nothing to grasp on to

Thoughts racing, colliding, bursting out a new star

Just out of reach but bright enough to be seen

This is not chosen ignorance but survivalism

Believing this to be true is the only way to continue

To not hate oneself, loathing the reflection looking back

Questioning daily, pacing in confined energy

Not until the mind is clear can a breath be sucked down

Anxiety a corset sinching inch by inch deeper, tighter

Let the storm settle and then shores await in glowing desire

Too far gone, too lost to understand when to stop paddling

To let the waters drown out the thoughts again

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