Childhood crush (Bill Kaulitz)

"WHAT?!"

I slowly wake up. Like always before I even opened my eyes I tried to go back to sleep. It worked 3 times already but ten minutes later I always woke up. After a solid five minutes if not moving, not even opening my eyes, an awful migraine started to hit me. At first I didn't think anything of it because I always get cluster headaches, but this was different. Then I felt awfully sick. The first thing that came to my mind was : oh fuck period.
I still refused to open my eyes, but I was thinking.
"Where my sheets white? No I bought those black sheets for a reason, but wait no, it's too early for the bloody month, it was just last week, no way, hmm what else could it be. What happened last night.. Ow mama ti stara-" (mama ti stara basically means fuck) The migraine was hitting me as I cursed in my mother tongue. Then I realized I couldn't remember anything. I was half asleep during these thoughts, but I was finally awake, my eyes still closed. As I was finally brought to awareness, I realized that this wasn't my bed, my bed was soft with a lot of pillows, including a body pillow (pretending it was bill iykyk) but this bed, it wasn't hard, but wasn't as soft as mine, and the only pillow I felt around me was the one under my head. I don't usually move around in my sleep so this was unusual. I started focusing more on what was going on. I then realized, that isn't a blanket.. "Shit."
I felt a pair of arms around me.

"OH MY GOD BLESS ME HEART OH GOD OH NOOOOO THIS ISN'T , NOO I'M NOT CHEATING ON BILL NO WAY I COULD BE THE CRAZIEST PERSON ON EARTH AND I WON'T HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE WHO ISN'T BILL NO WAY I'M A VIRGIN THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING, WHAT AM I GONNA DO? DEATH HAS SHOWN TO ME THAT IT DOESN'T WANT ME WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOO"

Was the only thing going going through my mind.

I was debating on opening my eyes.

"This big mistake could find a way to ruin my career shit shit shit shit shit"

I finally opened my eyes.

"FUCK"

I wasn't in my room, nor some random guy's.

My childhood crush's room.

"No way this is not happening, wake me up"

I turned around to make sure that the guys hands were bills.

"Fuck"

I knew he was a heavy sleeper so I gently freed myself from his grip.

"Tom."

I remembered that bill and Tom where living together.

I stood up. I felt very sick, walking to the mirror. I looked like a mess. My hair was in pompom form, it was always like that when I woke up. My makeup wasn't very smeared, just a bit.

I ran my fingers through my hair, calming it down a bit, while walking to the door.

I knew my way through their house, since I've been there many times this past year.

I went to the living room first, since Tom was probably watching TV.

And there he was.

"Oh hi I was about to check on you two, "

-WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP ME-

"calm down"

-HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO CALM DOWN WHEN I JUST WOKE UP IN A GUY'S BED AND I FEEL LIKE A WRECK.

"don't worry I'll explain everything, so you stop yelling, I know what your thinking, y'all didn't, don't worry"

-oh thank god.. So what happened?

"I'm surprised your happy to the fact you didn't fuck-"

-shut the hell up and tell me.

"Don't you think we should wake him up and tell him too? "