Bro these days death has been really tempting , like more than normal, I don't know what is going on with me I wish I was never born to this family like every time I see a happy family everything that comes to mind is "imagine how different my life would be if I was in her family"
I relapsed after being clean for like 4 months and I feel so fucking shitty, and most of the scars I've had since I was ten have been purple for years but at least it not on a visible place, I just want to stop, I don't do sh often, but when I do I go deep, too deep.
Sorry again I just feel so alone since I don't feel comfortable telling anyone I actually know irl and it's getting heavy i just no.
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Childhood crush (Bill Kaulitz)
RomanceHEYYY Y'ALL, SOOO THIS IS MY FIRST STORY so there will be a bit of trauma because I'm kinda writing it to my situation, but better..uhm if there are any spelling mistakes , sorry im from Europe and shit, and don't expect updates every day because I...
