Sadie
"Sadie honey? Sean's here."
"Ok thanks Crystal. Tell him I'll be right down I'm almost done getting ready."
"Alright."
I turned back to the small mirror in the bathroom shared by all the girls on this floor. Ashley was my next favorite kid in the house. Shes 10. She was next to me watching how i did my make up while a new 7 year old named Gianna was in the shower. I finished up and turned to Ash.
"How does it look?"
"Pretty! Does eyeliner hurt?"
"No. But do you want a little lip gloss?"
"Yeah! Sure."
"Alright. This one is my favorite. Justin bought me a new make up set from Sephora for Christmas. So this is a pepper mint flavor and it looks really pretty. On your lips it won't be too much just a shiny light pink."
I put a little on my index finger and dabbed it on her lips. She followed my instructions and rubbed her lips together. She looked at me and smiled.
"Where are you going today?"
"Well since people know of me because of Justin and when I performed a few times, he made me start homeschooling because I may not be able to focus in real school with people coming up to me everyday."
"But then shouldn't you guys be at a house? People with bother you in public."
"Yeah but if we're at a restaurant, some fans may come up to me, take pictures and leave. At school I'll be with those people everyday for 8 hours."
"Ohhhh. I get it."
"Well....do you wanna come with me?"
"Can I?!"
"Of course. I'm sure Sean won't mind. He's really cool."
"Ok!"
Ashley ran off to her room to get ready. I heard her call my name so I went into her room and saw her standing at the closet.
"I don't know what to wear."
I went over to her closet looking over a few things. That's one thing though. These kids don't have many clothes. Not enough income comes into this house and when it does, it goes straight to groceries.
"Hmmm... Oh how about these jeans and...your converses."
She smiled at the pair of skinny jeans I laid out.
"What about a shirt?"
I had her hold on while I went back into my room, going through one of the bags until I found what I was looking for.
"Alright so I bought this really cute jean jacket. I liked it because of the rhinestone hearts on the back but it was too small. I didn't try it on but its perfect for you."
"I like it!"
"Good now wear it over a white tank top. Which I know you have because you and tank tops are like best friends."
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"Sadie!!"
I hear my name being yelled as Sean, Ashley, and I walk out of Panera. There are about 50 fans standing outside waiting for me with phones in hand. I walk to them and hug a few people then I see a group of girls and two guys who are wearing black T-shirts that say WOD 2015 on the front and on the backs they said #Evans.
"Awe I love your shirts!"
"Oh my god thank you so much."
I smiled at how happy one compliment made one of the girls.
"Can we get a picture with you?"
"Of course"
"Oh and this is for you"
She handed me a bag and I reached inside. I pulled out one of the same shirts and a few bags of watermelon sour patch kids which were my new obsession.
"Thank you guys so much."
I hugged all of them and then held the shirt up to my chest for their picture. After speaking with a few others, I see people asking Sean for pictures also. Then I look and see Ashley isolated from everyone. She sees me looking and I gesture her to come over towards me.
"You okay ash?"
"Yeah. This is crazy how famous you became in such a short time."
"Yeah I know. I still think about that everyday."
As Ashley and I were talking and walking down the street with Sean to his car, a few other fans came over.
"You're so amazing Sadie! I love you so much! Can we get a group picture?!"
Random things were yelled out and I of course agreed. I took a picture with the group of friends and then two girls wanted a picture with me, Sean, and even Ashley. I saw Ashley's face light up.
After a few more pictures Ashley and I were jumping and running around posting random Videos on Snapchat. I then felt my body smack into something or someone. I turn around and see a boy about 16 and a little taller than me with short light brown hair, styled a little up words in the front.
"Oh. I uh...I'm sorry. I wasn't paying- Hey you're Sadie Evans."
"Haha yeah. That's me."
"Well I'm so sorry. I wasn't really paying attention to where I was going."
"Oh it's fine"
"Do you think I can get a selfie with you?"
I nod and he takes out his phone. He holds it up and I smile and he takes the picture. We ended up taking a full body picture also. I was standing beside him and he had his arm around my waist and I was hugging him. We got the picture and say our goodbyes.
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Sean dropped Ash and I off back at the orphanage. I was laying on my bed texting Hayes.
Hayes : How was your day?
Me: Pretty good. I miss everyone though.
Hayes : We all miss u too. Especially Justin. He was talking to me this morning about how he couldn't sleep and stuff. I miss u a lot :(
Me: Ugh. I hate being in this situation. Don't get me wrong I love all these kids but I finally had a better life over there. And I miss u too. Wish I could see u right now.
Hayes : How's it going out in public now?
Me: Same. I meet a bunch of fans and take pictures. Its really special to them and that makes me happy.
Hayes : Yeah. I see.....
Me: What do u mean? Why the ...
Hayes : *Picture*
I look at the picture he sent. It was of Me and the boy I accidentally ran in to. He was grabbing my arm to keep me from falling and the other picture was when I hugged him
Me: Hayes. Really?
Hayes : What?
Me: Ur gonna get upset about that?
Hayes : I'm not upset but u know we're still together right?
Me: Hayes he's a fan. Idek his name.
Hayes : Well maybe u should watch how close u get to ur fans.
Me: Are u serious rn? U want me to be a bitch to my fans just bc ur jealous?
Hayes : never said I was jealous.
Me: W.e Hayes. I'll ttyl. Nite.
I turned in my bed and plugged in my charger. My boyfriend's mad because I try to make every fan I meet feel special? I'm not just gonna throw them under a bus. He's lucky I was too damn tired to call him and argue. Man. Justin would usually be sitting on my bed right now, giving me a speech about how I should stress or be worried. I miss that.
I wanna go home. This place....isn't my home.
