Sadie
I dealt with Justin yelling and lecturing me our whole way home. I'm grounded for 2 weeks. I'm to go to school and back and if I tell our driver to take me else where then the driver has to refuse me.
I'm currently sitting in my room on the phone with Sean. He's one of the only people who help me get through these arguments with Justin.
I got thirsty so I continued our conversation on my way down to the kitchen.
"Yes I understand you don't want to go to school but-"
"It's not just that I don't wanna go its that Justin keeps changing his mind and switching his own words."
Justin walked into the kitchen and pulled out some chips from the cabinet while watching me pour juice and talk on the phone. I acted as if he weren't even there.
"That's what I've been trying to say but he only listens to himself. Like I already had to deal with drama today and it was my first day."
I told Sean what happened with aliyah and her followers.
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"Are we really gonna argue about this?"
"Until you're honest with me yes"
"Dad you're seriously overreacting."
"Why didn't you tell me about those girls at school? I'm your father not Sean!"
"Because- wait. Is that what this is about?"
"What do you mean?"
"You're jealous of Sean. You think Sean could replace you. Am I right or wrong?"
"Sadie this isn't about me this is about-"
"Am I right.....or wrong."
"Yes. You're right Sadie. When I started seeing how close you guys were it made me think that you'd rather have him take care of you."
"Dad. Sean would never replace you. He may be older but he's more of a friend. You know when to be my friend and a guardian at the same time. I told him about Aliyah because I was mad at you"
"My intention was to never make you upset. I was being selfish. And I'm sorry."
"Its okay but if we want things to continue to be good between us then we really need to communicate."
"Of course sweetheart. Oh you're still grounded"
"WHAT WHY!?"
"Sean or no Sean, you still skipped school and with a boy whom I've never met before."
"Ugh fineeee."
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I've been in public school for 2 weeks. Nothing major has happened with Aliyah lately but I just have this feeling that today isn't gonna go too well.
People all day have been telling me that Noah and Aliyah used to date and that she thinks I like him. I only get up to 20 questions a day about Me and Nic from the whole school. I'm perfectly content with my current relationship.
"Sadie!!"
"Yes?"
"I overheard Aliyah talking to Nicolette saying that she wants to fight you after school"
"What the fuck? Why. I haven't even had a real conversation with the girl."
"I don't know but she's going around telling everybody. So the whole school is expecting a fight."
