Again

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A/N: This is my gift for the person who decided to spam my comments and make me laugh so hard I woke up my sister. You know who you are. That made my moring istg I've never laughed harder. 

Also mb yall I forgot I had a story to update because I was so caught up spamming the comments of a different one. If u saw me there....No you didn't. That was the ghost in my room I swear. 

    

HAERIN POV

My body had lost all its feeling. My legs were numb as Dani was dragging me out of the music room. I was peacefully minding my business observing Minji and Hanni's duet. I never thought Minji would have such a nice voice. 

What happened after that was all a blur. 

I remember watching Minji running to hide behind Hanni and the next thing I knew, I was thrown on top of Dani and my head was pushed down. Causing me to kiss her. The kiss lasted about 5 seconds but neither of us moved. Those were the longest five seconds of my life. 

I'm not mad. I feel like I'm about to explode, but in a good way. My heart was about to jump out of my chest, it's like when she holds my hand or hugs me. But better. 

The effect she has on me is unbelievable. Whenever Dani makes me feel things, I get so confused. I shouldn't be like this but there's just something about her that I can't resist. Whether it's her smile, her hugs, the way she's so sweet with others. I could go on for hours listing all the things I love about her.

I'm always comfortable around her. I know that I like her but relationships like this can be hard. I'm not as strong as Yunjin, I don't have the courage to go all out. I don't want her to feel weird around me. 

That's why this must stay a secret. I still want to show Dani how much I appreciate her so I like doing small things just to let her know I care. Small things that don't look like a lot to others but are big coming from me.

When she talks about boys I always feel like I could explode. My head starts throbbing and I feel like I'm about to throw up. 

But I choose to like her from a distance. 

That's why today after kissing her I couldn't help but feel flustered. I've always wanted to kiss Dani but I knew it wouldn't be possible. To her, we are good friends and will always be just that. 

I felt like shit for liking the kiss. It was done against her own will but she never moved away. It made me a little hopeful, but I already know the truth.

After I regained my senses I jumped off of her and tried to explain myself. I needed to get out, I can't face her right now. 

"I'm so sorry, that wasn't me. It was Hyein I swear." I felt the heat on my cheeks. 

"I need to go home" I said and ran for the door.