Again

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UHM WHY AM I BEING THREATENED!?!?!? 

I took the fattest nap after my exam so i'm feeling generous enough to update 

HEHEHEHE I said I would bring someone back but I never said Minji 🤡

Yall are funny 🤣

Don't worry tho, this isn't angst but i'm not spoiling anything 

My math probably isn't mathing rn but they should all be 19, except hyein and the late birthday ppl.

HANNI POV

Finally, it's the day we've all been waiting for. After months and months of preparing it all paid off. In a few hours I'm about to walk on that stage and receive my high school diploma. 

These four years flew by in no time. Thank goodness we are all going to the same university because I can't imagine spending these next years without them. 

Yunjin got into Chaewons university which is twenty minutes away from us. She's so in love with her it's crazy. Yunjin's motivation throughout the final years was to get into the same school as her girlfriend. 

They are the only other high school relationship that lasted besides Haerin and Dani. Everyone else broke up. It's kinda depressing but first loves aren't promised to last. They're like learning stages that we get to laugh about. 

Speaking of first love...

Minji is doing fine in Canada. She updates us from time to time and we all do the same. But due to exams and all the extra studying we all got busy. I haven't heard from Minji in months. I wonder how she's doing?

Last time she updated us it was a picture of her and Keeho at some Lake. They would look like a cute couple. Always together acting like best friends. They are inseparable, Minji is mostly to blame because she doesn't want to make any new friends.

Some would question how I'm able to stay such good friends with my ex. The answer to that question is plain and simple, we grew apart. I had to force myself to stop thinking about her daily so I could get over her. 

About this time last year I decided to follow Keeho on instagram, and since then he's been secretly updating me on Minji. But because of exams I haven't been able to talk to him. I still care about how she's doing, plus it's not like we ended on a bad note. 

He used to tell me about all the girls Minji would have to reject and how embarrassed she got every time someone confessed. But again, that was months ago. Maybe Minji moved on already.

Not my case, to this day I have not dated anyone. I can't bring myself to accept the confessions. Something keeps stopping me. I'm scared of trying again but I don't know how much longer I can wait.

It must be weird for a person to still not get over a relationship that was over two years ago. Sixteen year old me was young and naive. I must be going crazy for some relationship that ended BECAUSE of ME.

I still miss her, once she left everywhere I went reminded me of her. It wasn't a bad thing though. It just hurts knowing how happy we were and that she's off in a whole different country so it may not ever happen again. The memories still stay with me, I still visit the bakery from time to time and the owner would always give me a sad look when I would go alone.