what are we?

monday again

~Honey, life is just a classroom - Taylor swift~

She has no idea how worried i was.
I don't even know why i was worried, i hate her.
I hate her so much. I hate how she's just so fucking perfect it's irritating.
I wish she would be ugly but oh fuck she's not, she's definitely not.

God to be completely honest she's probably the most beautiful girl i've ever seen, but i would NEVER say that out loud.

And when she suddenly went out and nobody knew where she was, i thought of the worst things.

I mean, what could i think after i heard her cry last night. Obviously i would think of the worst.

I know she wouldn't try to commit but, i just, i was so fucking scared.

Even though i hate her, i don't want her to die, of course i don't.

And mateo wouldn't be able to live without her.

When i finally found her i was so relieved it was as if everything was lifted of my shoulders.

I bring her to my car and drive back to her house
„What were you even thinking, ela? Just running off and not telling anyone."

„I just had to clear my mind." She says almost in a whisper while looking out the window.

„Can you drive faster i can't stand being alone in a car with you." 

I scoff „You think i can? Just shut your ass up Torres."

She mocks me and rolls her eyes and i do the same.

We FINALLY arrive and before she gets out of the car i tell her „Don't do shit like that again, torres." and she leaves the car.

Nick just dropped me off and now i'm laying in my bed.
Mateo was completely out of his mind and scolded me.
My parents are also back, apparently they were at a hotel and needed "some peace".

But other than that, today felt so weird.
Like when Nick came, it felt so weird.
I don't know what i felt but when i looked over at him when he was driving my stomach did a flip.

Probably because he's so annoying, yeah, that's it. That stomach flip, that wasn't butterflies, was it?

Fucking hell why do i feel like this just thinking of him? What is happening to me?

I try to ignore it and try to sleep.

                           *******

I woke up by Mateo screaming and shaking me „GIRL WAKE UP YOU'RE ALREADY LATE!"

Late? What? Oh FUCK it's monday!

I jump up and run into the bathroom to wash my face and run back into my room after. It was already 7:40pm now and Layla drove off without me.

I'm fucked.

„Be fast, Nick will drive you!" Mateo shouts from downstairs.

What? WHAT?! Nick will drive me, seriously?!

I groan but i know it's my only choice.

I change into dark baggy jeans and a dark blue hoodie.

I do my makeup, pack my bag and run downstairs. How the hell did i manage to do that in 10 minutes?

Mateo already left and my parents did too so it was only me and him right now.
He looks up from his phone and looks at me.

„Alright, come on." He says annoyed.

„I'm not happy about this either, Nicholas."

We were in the car now and it was dead silent. It was kinda awkward honestly, especially since i can't stop feeling this way around him.

„Thank you, though." I mumble but clear and loud enough for him to hear.

He chuckle lightly „What? Say it louder."

I roll my eyes „You heard-!" I groan „Thank you."

He smirks and he looks really fucking hot not gonna lie.

We arrive at school and walk to our next class since we have the first class together. That class where he sat me next to him, what i still don't understand.

It was 8:05 am already now. We run to our classroom and when we get inside the teacher yells at us.  „Rojas and Torres. You two are always late, detention for both of you!"

We apologise and sit down.

„It's your fault, now i have detention because of you!" he whisper-shouts.

„Who said you had to wait for me? Nobody!" I roll my eyes and lean back into my seat.

*****
School was over now but i still had to go to detention.

I get into the room for detention and Nick sits next to me. I give him a side eye then completely look at him „Why are you sitting here?" I ask him.

„So i can annoy you." He winks at me and i roll my eyes.

This detention was gonna be... oh i can't even find the word for it..

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Hope y'all enjoyed reading, see you next week hopefully! 🤍

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