what are we?

The project

~But i can see us lost in the memory - Taylor swift~

,,Come in!" He shouted.

I opened the door and went inside his room.
I saw Nicholas sitting on his chair scrolling on his phone, then he looked up at me.

,,Oh it's you. Forgot you were coming." He said coldly.

,,What, who were you expecting? One of your one night stands?" I scoffed

He just rolled his eyes at me.
,,There's a chair. Go get it."

Seriously? He's such a bitch.

I pulled the chair next to him, as far away as possible, of course and sat down.

I got my stuff out of my bag and placed them on his desk.

I wonder how many girls were already sitting on this desk. Okay no-Ew

,,So you got any ideas?" He asked me.

,,Mhm, i wrote them down. Here." I gave the paper to him so he can take a look at the ideas.

,,Okay not too bad. I think we can work this one." He said pointing to one of my 3 ideas.

I nodded and he got a poster from behind his closet.
We started doing our work and sudddenly our fingers brushed against each other.
We had eye contact for like 5 seconds and then he just coughed and went on with writing some stuff down.

What the hell was that? It was so fucking awkward..

I just shrugged it off and moved on.

*******
We had worked for an hour now and took a break.

Suddenly he broke the awkward silence.

,,Did you eat dinner?" Why is he always annoying me with this.
I told him about my eating problems like YEARS ago when we were still friends and he keeps asking me about it.

I mean, to be honest, i want someone to care. I really do. But i don't think that he actually cares, i think he's just kind of making fun of me. Ugh i dont know!

,,Yeah." I lied. I was starving.

,,Well what did you eat?"

fuck.

,,Uh i ate pasta." I just kept on lying.

,,No you didn't." What?

,,What the hell do you mean i didn't?" I was kind of panicking.

,,Mateo told me he made mashed potatoes. You did not eat pasta since he also told me you were sleeping. Come on eat something."

fuck fuck FUCK!

Gosh Mateo why why whyyy!!!

I sighed but went downstairs with him since i was starving. Besides, my mom wouldn't find out anyway.

,,Elena, my dear. I haven't seen you in a long time. You should come by more often!" Lisa, Nick's Mom said.
She's also my Mothers best friend and i always got along very well with her.
She is like my second mother.

I really don't understand how Lisa and my mom are best friends. Lisa is so kind and sweet but my mom, she's the opposite.
I mean, my mom used to be sweet and kind and just the perfect mother.
But a year passed and she's got worse every day.
I guess it's because my Dad cheated.

Well i'm not supposed to know.
Nobody knows that i know.
But i heard them fight on vacation when i was supposed to sleep.

,,Yeah. You're right, i should." I smiled softly, sitting down.
Trying to forget all that shit about my family.

,,Elenaa!" Sebastian sang happily and sat down next to me.

I giggled at him and then looked at the food that was placed in front of me.

Then looked back up to sebastian.
Me and him always got along very well.
There was a time were me and Nicholas got along even better, but he had to ruin it. Of course he had to.

We all started eating when Lisa opened up a conversation.

,,Oh by the way Elena, are you and Nicholas finally coming to your senses and start hanging out again?" she smirked playfully.

,,What?! No!" Me and Nick burst out at the same time.

,,We- I- I just came here because of a school project." I explained to her.

,,Mhm okay." she hummed, still with that smirk.

We finished eating dinner and went back upstairs.

Me and Nicholas were doing our project until he got a phone call.

,,What? Oh.. fuck! Ugh okay i'm on my way." I heard him say.

,,I gotta go, you can go home." he rushed out of the room.

The fuck was that?

It's none of my business anyway.
I looked at my phone and saw that it was 9:15pm.

i sighed and put my stuff back into my bag.
i went downstairs and said my goodbyes to Sebastian and Lisa.

I tried to open the front door as quietly as possible, and for some reason, it actually worked.

I closed the door behind me and went upstairs to my room.

I sighed and jumped on my bed, just looking at the ceiling until my best friend called me.

,,Hey whats wrong?" i asked with concern.

,,Nothing, just wanted to know how it was with Nick?" she had a grin on her face.

,,Girl don't even ask, it was so awkward. One time we were just doing our stuff writing some shit down and then our fingers brushed against each other. IT WAS SO WEIRD?! And then he forced me to eat dinner with him and later he sudddenly became a call and said he had to go.
It was weird as fuck."

i heard Layla chuckle.
,,He wants u so bad oh my godd"

"STOP OH MY GODD I HATE HIM HE HATES ME THERE WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING BETWEEN US!"

"If you say so. Well i'm gonna go ahead and sleep now. good night, love ya!"

"love you too." I said as she hung up.

It didn't take long for me to fall asleep too.

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Okay i now this chapter is short but i seriously have no idea what to write.

Well anyways, see you soon ! 💗

-C