,,I really don't think we should do this."
,,Why? What's wrong?"
,,We can't keep doing this, I don't even know what we are.."
,,Well what do you want us to be..?"
Elena Torres and Nicholas Rojas used to be best friends when they were little, but som...
~Did you ever hear about the girl who got frozen? Time went on for everybody else, she won't know it. - Taylor swift~
Tw: mentions of calories etc.
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We were at the restaurant by now. I completely forgot about this restaurant, honestly. It used to be my favourite when i was younger.
I miss those times. When we were younger, we didn't think much of it. We were just living our silly little life, not really thinking about the fact that one day we won't be the same anymore.
It's crazy, i mean, one day was the last time you went outside to play with your friends but you had no idea that was the last time.
But i know my childhood wasn't the best one. It was good whenever my dad wasn't home, or me, Mattheo and Nick went outside to play.
But i know for sure i do have childhood trauma. I was a kid with a father who was barely home, a father that would yell at me constantly, a father that would tell me to starve myself.
So if i could go back in time, i don't think i would.
Nick points to a table and we start walking towards that table.
I'm honestly kinda nervous. About what? Don't even ask me.
I think it's just because i've been trying to convince myself that i do not like the super attractive brunette boy walking a few centimetres away from me, even a tiny little bit.
It was working! At least i think so, or hope so.
I mean look at him, he's not that good looking!
Okay, okay yes he is. And he'a totally my type. But that doesn't mean that i can't hate him.
I just feel this weird connection to him, as if there is still something bound to happen between us.
Whenever i look at him, i ask myself what he's thinking. Does he even care that i'm avoiding him? But no, probably not. I hope not. But at the same time i kinda hope he does.
Does he feel the same way about me as i feel for him? Which the answer to is also, probably not.
WELL, moving on!
We sit down at the table, Nick sitting opposite me and Mateo next to him.
A waitress came to take our orders and she was so obviously flirting with nick.
She leaned down so low so you could see her boobs, and specifically asked HIM what we wanted to order.
We all decided on a milkshake, Mateo also wanted some fries and Nick a burger.
„Do you not want anything to eat, Ela?" Nick asks me.
I shake my head „I ate something at home, i'm not hungry." I put on a fake smile.
