,,I really don't think we should do this."
,,Why? What's wrong?"
,,We can't keep doing this, I don't even know what we are.."
,,Well what do you want us to be..?"
Elena Torres and Nicholas Rojas used to be best friends when they were little, but som...
~You won't believe half the things I see inside my head - Taylor swift~
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I was out with Mateo and came back home pretty late. I walked into my room and I saw Elena, laying on my bed.
Nothing on but panties and a fucking bra. „E-El?" I stuttered.
„Hey pretty boy." Her voice just made my dick even harder than it already was.
I gulped loudly and she chuckled. „Why so nervous?"
„God you're- you're- fuck.." I couldn't even form fucking words.
I walked towards my bed and got on top of the breathtaking girl in front of me.
„You know this is wrong, right?" I said, but I swear if she would go away now Me and my horny dick would start crying.
„I like doing wrong things, don't you?" That was her answer. This woman I swear.
I kissed her on the lips passionately and slowly go down, lower and lower. Until I was in front of her heat.
I licked my lips and looked up at her.
„Is this okay?"
She whimpered, „Yes, fuck yes Nick just fuck me already."
I smirked, „Eager, are we?"
I pull down her panties and after that i unclasp her bra.
I was about to enter inside of her pussy until-
I woke up completely out of breath and sweat dripping down on my forehead.
That was me this morning, waking up after having a fucking sex dream about my enemy. But still the girl I secretly like. I can't lie to myself anymore. I like her. It won't do anything if I just keep on lying to myself.
I feel like I'm betraying my best friend for thinking this way. Mateo has always told me Elena is off limits, and I always promised him that I would never touch his sister.
But now here I am, literally having sex dreams about her.
When i woke up this morning, I hate to admit but I was so dissapointed for waking up.
No joke, probably the best dream I ever had.
Later on, I stood up and paced around my room, and when I looked up, I saw her staring at me through her window.
Her beautiful eyes looking into mine. I wish we could stay like that for longer, but I know this isn't right.
It's not fair to Mateo. So I shook my head and closed the curtains.
I can still feel the butterflies in my stomach though. This intense eye contact made me feel things I have never felt before.
Fuck she's so beautiful. I just keep lying to myself saying she's not even that pretty but oh god she is. She totally is.
I need her. I never wanted anyone this bad before. What is this girl doing to me?
*****
I'm on my way to Mateo's right now and I thought about something, what if she doesn't remember?
What if Ela doesn't remember what happened in that closet at the party? What if she forgot that we kissed?
I mean she was really wasted, I also saw that she drank even more drinks after we got out of the closet.
She probably had like 10 drinks.
There's no way she remembers, right?
Do I want her to remember? I don't even know. I mean it actually would be great if she wouldn't remember, wouldn't it?
But then I'll be the one thinking about that moment for the rest of my life while she doesn't even know that it happened.
God this is so fucking frustrating!
I'm gonna go to Mateo now, just ignore Ela and continue with my day.
Should I ignore her? I really wanna kiss her again. Maybe she wants to too?? I swear I felt that spark between us, it was real, We both felt it!
I mean I could kiss her, keep it a secret and stuff. But should I really risk my friendship for a girl?
Bros before hoes? God I hate that sentence actually.
She's not a hoe anyway.
But seriously, Mateo is my best friend, I won't betray him like that.
Fuck all of this, i'll ignore Elena and that's it.
I'm not even thinking about her anymore.
***
I'm at Mateo's right now, I haven't seen Ela yet. Shit i'm thinking about her again...
Well anyway...
Mateo said that Layla her best friend who's also Mateo's crush is here too.
Mateo doesn't really admit but I know he likes Layla. He always blushes when he talks about El and Layla.
My mate is in love. same.
Moving on, me and him are currently playing our last round of cod since we have decided to go to the beach that's about an 30 minutes away from here.
I mean yes, it is winter by now, but who cares? We're not gonna go swimming anyway, we're just gonna walk.
There's nothing to do, the both of us are fucking broke.
I mean my parents are pretty rich, but they definitely won't give me money at the moment because of my grades.
They say I need a tutor. Bullshit.
Okay maybe I'm dumb, but I'm not that dumb.
Me and Mat finished our round of cod and are now putting on our hoodies to go out.
We're about to walk past Ela's room til Mateo suddenly stops in his tracks.
„What?" I furrow my eyebrows in confusion.
„Shouldn't we maybe... ask the girls if they wanna come with?" He rubs his neck awkwardly.
Oh hell no. I can't do this.
I cannot walk at the beach with El after what happened. It'll be so awkward.
I don't want this! I kinda do though but-
My thoughts get interrupted by my best friend, „I- Ela has- She kept talking about how she wants to go to the beach in winter, because of that song from taylor swift, snow at the beach or some shit- I mean, w-we could ask them, right?"
I sigh. What you do for a horny bro who has a crush on his sisters bestie.
„Fine." I say through gritted teeth and he smiles excitedly and opens Ela's door.
„Hey, uhm, we were heading to the beach and... we just wanted to ask if y'all want to come with... us?" Mateo rubs his neck again while talking.
Layla looks at Ela and El looks at Layla
„Sure!" Layla answers for the both of them and Ela's eyes widen.
