In my memory, all the small things, like daggers in my mind
In my memory, while my head bleeds, the words I'll never find
That I always meant to say to you I can't
1:00 was the numbers printed across the alarm. He still wasn't home, and the clock was ticking. So was your patience. It wouldn't matter if you hadn't begged him knowing what would happen. You wouldn't mind if he was out with one of his friend but he'd not. He went out originally with a friends, but I know he will always leave smelling like liquor and with a girl, sometimes more than one, attached to his arm. Leading him the way to their apartment where he can have all the fun he wants. I can think its because he's drunk but who decided to drunk knowing he makes reckless decisions. He does.
Cause you turned your face, and now I can't feel you anymore
Turn your face, so now I can't see you anymore
Walk away until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away and stay
Turn your face, hmm oh
He can try and forget all he wishes but the truth is, he's cheating. I know it, he knows it. I don't even know if he regrets it know, I don't even know if he know's that I know whats he'd doing. I can't keep doing this so this is what I'm going to do. If he is not home by three, I'm leaving. Eren or Mikasa will let me stay with them. I know Eren will...he hates Levi. I just wish he would stay faithful.
oh
In my memory, I was hurting, long before we met, oh
In my memory, there's still burning, fingerprints you left
And I'll always meant to say to you I can't
So just turn your face, until I can't see you anymore
Turn your face, until I can't see you anymore
Walk away until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away and stay
2:00 AM was now printed onto the clock. The clock that would decide if the demise of mine and Levi's relationship was going to happen. I remember him in highschool when I first met him. Everyone thought he was cold-hearted, rude, mean...short. None of them were true though except for the last one. Levi was different with me. He still is despite the fact he cheats when under the influence. He still comes home and kisses me, holds me, tells me he loves me, everything. He makes love to me still. We're making love, I know we are. I know he's sorry.
Turn your face
But sometimes you know sorry just doesn't cut it.
Each time I take you back
You bring one thousand cracks
And I accept them, like a fool oh
So now what's your excuse
What do we have to lose
Since I'm already losing you
It hurts. Knowing the man you love, the man who claims to love you too. Is making love to another woman. Maybe even more then one, who knows who he is fucking. He could have a dieses and I'm still having sex with him. But I just don't want to leave him. But I can't do it anymore...I love him. I want to marry him. I want to have children with him. But I won' be cheated on by him.
3:00 AM.
So hard to face, that I can't feel you anymore
Hard to face, that I can't see you anymore
So walk away, until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away, and stay....
I felt a tear shed. I've done this before stare at the clock and say I'll leave. But no more lying, to myself, from Levi, from everyone. Its time to go, I let the tears go out of my eyes. Falling down my face as I packed my bag, all my clothes. I got my belongs, sat them on the bed. I went downstairs grabbing a piece of paper and a pen. I won't leave without letting him know the reason...
Turn your face
Turn your face, and stay
The trunk of my car was full. Everything I had in it, as I drove toward Eren's apartment.
4:00 AM was on my clock's dashboard. I shook my head, its too late to turn back. As I passed though Eren's apartment complex parking lot. A car. Levi's car. Parked outside of one of the sections. Eren didn't live there, nor did Mikasa. So why was it there? I stopped my car, walking up to his car, then to the door. I knocked on it and it opened a few moments later. A girl with shot blonde hair and brown eyes, "Can I help you?" She said rubbing her eyes. "I'm sorry...wrong room." She nodded "Okay...where are you going maybe I could help you." I shook my head and smiled "Its fine...sorry to wake you." I walked back to my car looking back at her once more. She waved and gave me a sleepy smile then closed the door. She seems nice...not like someone to have a one night stand. I arrived at Eren's room with my bag in hand, it was five now. I knocked on the door, Eren would be up making some coffee. He answered and looked at me confused "Y/N what are you doing here so early."
"I left Levi."
Turn your faceA/n: (878 words)
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