Blood Must Have Love (Bellamy x reader/OC)

Chapter Sixteen: Ai Hod Yu In

I awake with Bellamy's arm thrown across my stomach and our legs intertwined.

Bellamy's chest moves up and down to match his soft breathing and I turn on my side to study every little detail of his face, trying to capture the moment.

He wakes up and rubs his face with one hand.  He looks over at me and his eyes are filled with so much passion, so much... I still don't know the word for it.

"Good morning," he says, his voice slightly raspy.

"Good morning," I answer and scoot in closer to him so both of my arms can wrap loosely around him.

He kisses my forehead gently and puts his arms around me as well.  Can we stay here forever?

Not forever, but we do stay like that for some time until Bellamy gets up and starts getting dressed for guard duty.

"You did not read to me last night," I point out as he pulls a shirt over his head.

"I'm sorry, sweetheart, I'll read for longer tonight to make up for lost time," he promises in that certain voice he only uses around me.

I pull the sheets up to my chest and get comfortable in his bed.

Bellamy grins at the sight.  "You know, Octavia is probably going to come looking for you soon.  And I don't know what she'll think once she sees you're not in your own bed."

I huff, knowing he's right.  He comes over to the side of the bed and bends down to give me a kiss on the cheek.

"I've got to go," he tells me and I can tell he's not too excited about him leaving either.  "I'll see you later."

I watch him leave the tent.  Then I get up to go back to my own room and get dressed and ready.

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I meet Octavia by the stables with a smile on my face.

"You are... very happy today," she observes.  "I don't remember them serving mashed potatoes last night."

I walk past her towards my horse.  "You were right."

"Well, yeah, but about what?"

"Bellamy and I."

She breaks out into a grin instantly and lightly claps me on the back.  "Really?  Hell yes, finally.  Are you two like a thing now, then?  Monty owes me some money."

"You were betting on this?"  I shake my head and move on from that fact.  "And I do not know what we are.  I guess ai don dula nou as op (I did not ask)."

Octavia makes a sound somewhere between a groan and a sigh.  "Seriously?  You two really need to spit it out and get it over with.  The whole eye-fucking each other thing really needs to stop."

"Eye-fucking?" I do not know how to even begin to guess what that means.  "But idowe (anyways), I will talk to him and ask."

"Good.  Now hop on your horse and tell me what went down once we're past the gate."

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Octavia and I return from our perimeter check and I finished filling her in on all that's happened between Bellamy and I.  With some censoring, of course.

I have a training session with Lincoln and we work on how to disarm someone else when wielding a weapon of your own.

Once our long training session is over, I meet up with Bellamy in front of the trading stands.

He greets me with a kiss, surprising me.  When he slides his hand into mine, I speak.

"Can I talk to you?"

"'Course," he says.  He takes me to his tent.

I awkwardly shift my weight from my right leg to left leg.  Deciding to get right to the point I say, "So what are we, Bellamy?"

He stands and looks at me.  "What do you mean?"

"I mean everything we've been doing... you said yesterday you've wanted me for so long," I say.  "What does that make us?"

"I want to be with you.  The word 'girlfriend' in English sounds too flimsy for what we are, but that's how I know how to put it."

Girlfriend.  Girl that is a friend?  He says the word sounds too 'flimsy' for what we are and I have to agree.

"In Trigedasleng we say ai niron in reference to those we care for deeply.  I just-"

"Ai niron," he says.  "That's what I want.  That's what we are."

I breathe out a sigh in relief.  Tossing my arms over his shoulders, I kiss Bellamy and he kisses back, deeply.

He reaches his hands behind my thighs and picks me up before setting me down on the bed.  He does not break apart from me as he lays me down.

I slide my hands under his shirt and he grabs the ends to lift it up and off of him, tossing it to the side.  He helps me get my own shirt off as he whispers under his breath, "You're beautiful."

He trails his mouth down my neck, staying there for a second to leave a dark mark, and then continuing over to my right breast.  I let out a moan as he circles my nipple with his tongue and moves to my left breast to give it the same treatment.  His fingers interlock with mine as he holds them out to the side and continues his path down my stomach, making me shiver in anticipation.

Suddenly he stops, looking up at me for some form of my consent to give to him.  I take my hands away from his and bury them in his curls.  "Please, Bellamy," I beg.

He unbuckles my pants with ease and pulls them all the way off, leaving me open to him.  His strong hands push my legs apart as he peppers kisses on the inside of each thigh.  I let out a few whimpers and that seems to encourage him.  He drags his tongue up my slit and then takes one of his hands off of my thigh to enter a finger inside of me.

I moan and then cover my mouth with the back of my hand, afraid that others will hear.

I put both of my legs over Bellamy's shoulders to give him more access as his mouth works against my clit and another finger pushes inside of me.

I pull at his hair, arching my back off of the bed.  "I need you," I gasp out.  "Bellamy please."

His mouth leaves my core and he pulls down his own pants.  His mouth is on mine against and I can taste myself on his tongue.  My hands leave his hair and press into his back.

He pulls his lips away from mine and rests his forehead against me, looking into my eyes.  I feel him push into me, filling me up.  I cry out and Bellamy swallows the sound by kissing me again.

Bellamy starts off slow, but picks up the pace as the pleasure intensifies.  We're both breathing hard between sloppy kisses and moans.  I feel something building up in my core and grab onto his biceps to ground myself.

He's leaving more marks along my neck and chest as I arch up into him.

"Bell-" The tightened knot I felt is finally released at the same time Bellamy's is and I feel him come into me.  His head is in between my neck and shoulder and I feel him breathe hot air onto me as he pulls out.

He kisses each cheek, my forehead, and the bridge of my nose before falling onto his side and grabbing a towel from the floor to wipe both of us off.

Once he's done, he speaks.  "Ai niron.  Ai hod yu in (I love you.)"

His pronunciation is slightly off, but my face breaks into a smile all the same.  Both of us are sweating and still trying coming down from our climax, but J let out a breathy "That's it."

He draws his eyebrows together, curious.  "What's it?"

"The words I have been wanting to say to you.  What are they in English?"

He pulls me into him and rests his chin on top of my head.  "I love you."

"I love you, Bellamy.  Ai hod yu in, in every language."

He strokes his hand through my hair as we stay curled into each other for quite some time.