Tainted : Unneeded love

Over?

Sidra

“So what does this mean?” asked Zaki.
“I think we should get divorced but keep the peace of our kingdoms.” I suggested. I just couldn't stay with Zaki anymore or even stay married. I needed my freedom. He nodded. “I completely agree, I don't want to trap you in a marriage.” he said lowly. I couldn't tell if he was hurt or what. “Thank you for understanding. Should I get Aditya to draft up the divorce papers?” I asked. He nodded. I gave him a half smile. I needed to do this even if it meant our kingdoms falling apart. I couldn't live like this anymore.
I was about leave Zaki's room. I didn't want to hurt him. Now that I was the Enchantress, I'd put his life and reputation on the line and there was a 90% chance I would die. Zaki held my arm turning me around so we would be face to face. “I want to hear you say it.” he said. “Say what?” I asked. There was pain in his eyes, I could see tears welling up in his eyes. “Say you don't love me. Look me in the eye and tell me, you don't love me then I'll let you go.” he demanded. I looked at his eyes making my face and eyes emotionless. “I don't love you Zaki.” I lied. He let go of my arm. I left his room and went to the guest room. I know I hurt him, he did love me. I know that. I had to let him go for his own sake. He'd be happier and safer if I'm not with him. It was the first time in years I cried for anyone. I just couldn't get him out off my head and I hurt him. He'd probably hate me but its for the best. I would have to leave for my training anyway. I have to learn how to contain these powers or I'll hurt someone. Someone knocked on the door. I quickly wiped my tears away I didn't want to talk to anyone. None of this would've happened if I hadn't married him. No one would be hurt. I should've died when I attempted suicide all those years ago. “Come in” I said softly. Aditya came in. “Your highness.” he greeted. I nodded. “I was thinking of starting your training tomorrow.” he said. I nodded. “Right. Are you okay?” he asked. I nodded. “Can you draft up divorce papers for me and Zaki?” I asked. He looked shocked but didn't ask anything. He was going to ask Zaki obviously. I just needed to be alone, process this whole thing. It's a lot, it's a lot. I just can't. Things were going to be awkward during dinner. Zaki didn't pitch up luckily. I was still worried about him. He needs someone to comfort him. “Sidra? What's going on between you and Zaki?” asked Anjali.
“We're getting divorced because we don't want to be in a loveless relationship.” I answered. I knew that wasn't true. She nodded. I just hoped no one would hold this against me